framing juliet

After not-so-long ago...

2011-01-06T17:35:00.001+08:00

Everyone's into facebook, twitter and tumblr now, I figured no one's gonna read this old-crap fella anymore. Ola. I had to go through several processes before logging in, since I forgot my password. I don't have anything to write, but I do have a lot in mind.

Happy New Year. It should've been a fresh start for all of us, but it's still the same for me. Even worse. But all and all, I will be fine :)

Well, until the next time. I don't know when, but lets just hope soon. Salam.

2009-11-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

Cute
Orange
AWESOME
Lovely
Rebellious
Loyal
Chinese looking
May
Triple A
Caring
Open-minded
Kendo
Skuad Khas
Sociology
Romantic
Hot
Spender
History
Unpredictable
Presistent
Prefect
A dream come true (:

2009-11-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

4th November 2009, a day to remember, so far. Hehe (:

Oh and Oliver James HOT! Sorry El, just saying. Hahahaha

2009-10-30T23:20:00.001+08:00

This is so boring. Waiting for myself to fall asleep. And Im still not feeling that well. And I hate what happened today. Hida's right, things I did doesnt make you feel sorry for me AT ALL. What a waste of time.

2009-10-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

2009-10-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

Bitch eh Liverpool ani! Haha. Im pissed. As a fan, who wouldn't? Yea, yea, celebrate tah. Its a HUGE thing to celebrate after they lost four matches. So on behalf of others, congratulations. To Naim, here's my reply. I don't need to cry. Man U's lost is not worth my tears. Just continue the hard work, keep in mind which team is on second place and which team needs to earn more points. After all, in the end, its all about winning the cup. Oh yea, Liverpool fans don't care about the cup, do they? They just want to beat Man U all the way. Haha. It could happen two years in a row, but titled as champion, it didn't happen to Liverpool for how many years in a row? Teheee (:

That match was not worth my time! I should've done my maths instead. I so don't like that so called el-nin-yo guy. I have to disagree to what the commentator said. That goal he scored, that is what we call A Dumb Luck. That wasn't a practise okay? Sure sure apa jua yg ku tau pasal bula. Hahaa I'm just letting my anger out. That match made me think that Ronaldo and Tevez are worth staying. BUT fair decision made, two red cards for both team. And I can't describe how happy I was to watch Torres fall over and over again. HAHAHA. That last minute goal, daaaaaaaamn! Di jampi-jampi sudah wah Liverpool ah, score jua masih. Taie.

Okay then. Time to switch off our phones before our Uda Besar starts to send congratulation message.

Someday you'll walk alone. Quack quack.

2009-10-11T19:32:00.001+08:00

I MISS 1st JANUARY 2009! )': exactly at midnight, first phone call made, with fireworks as background, wearing the white t-shirt! uwaaaaaa )':

you used to spin me around ):

2009-10-11T16:32:00.002+08:00

Somehow i got offended by tapak kuda! )':

Hello. Yesterday was a very sweaty-pissy-bossy day, but it was really fun. Thank you guys for the help. Thank you BE9 for making it happen. Forgive me for being bossy, just wanted things to work out well. Congratulations to all winners :D hehe

Goodluck to those taking socio AS exam tomorrow. Also to those having pmb, specifically afiq azri and zulfadli akmal, STAY AWAY FROM TIBIA! hahaha. goodluck to me jua! and to all of youuu :D and those sitting for olevel this year. jengjengjeeng

love.

2009-09-17T22:49:00.003+08:00

awesome week!

12th - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUL! went out for sungkai at wecan with suz, zirah, fatin and fate. met 5D 08, as they were having their reunion. ada aimi, sam and nisaaaa :D hahaa watched the ugly truth at 7-ish with them jee, el and zura. fuuun!!

13th - ke kubur with the 104's. veeeeery tired but fuun, again.

15th - super fun!! :D well, yeah heeehehe. bad start but happy ending. hahaha went out for sungkai again with the katok-ians at ahan thai. watched the ugly truth lagi with adib. hehe thank god ada yanyan, atleast i know her. since everyone dari katok, me and khairol saja yg md, macam awkward. not for khairol though. and ada zool, pai and shahrul. and akmal ofcourse. sadly yus cannot make it ): yeaaa, it was a great night. met lots of people likeee rashdan, azim, kamal, merule, syam, fii, tijah and whoeverr. my guy next door pun adaa :p haha thank you adib for everything (: hmmm aand HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHRAF HAZIQ! :D

16th - went to jee's place to bake cheese cake cupcake. it was a success for us, but not for jee's family. it was nyaman juaa. oh well haha. we made it with lots of loove. they just cant feel it haha apakan. planning kan study group but ya know, it didnt happen at all! sungkai sana so again, fun fuun :D azhar was soooooooooooo dreamy. we did our hair. siuk lah!! :D

17th - which is today, went out jua lagii. gila, kana marah eh. three days straight wah jalan saja :p hahaha i was invited, so i come lah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY RASHDAN HANIEEF! sungkai arah mcD, well thank god ada seats! twelve of us, all former smja except me and fate. haha oh and syam! siuk lah and as usual, annoying. kana bully saja -.- sama, finally i met HANIF AND LYN!!! aaaah ive been waiting for a long timee. haha hanif im sorry about your headset aah, its not with me. masa i took it off, still ada the black thingy. didnt know where it went after that :\ sorry berabis. also, soas 5asci2, i think, they had their reunion tadi and ada si nazrin!! hahaha apakan.

okay im soooo tired. raya nda lagi lama. wehuu! so full. alright, night night everyone :)

2009-09-14T04:25:00.000+08:00

hold on to YOUR words cause talk is CHEAP! ):

2009-09-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

my day started of well, then nda well then it ended smoothly, very smooth. i dont have any exams today so it was a bit relaxing. but lots of homeworks though. around 830, started to feel so sad about something. it went on and on until 3pm. eseh, specific. hahaha and then i went to katok for a while after school, to return iffah's notes.

balik terus tertidur for 15minutes. rizal's text woke me up. heh. and thenn yadayada. last minute kana bagitau, sungkai arah nenek where the fun begins. hahhaha especially after sungkai, time lepak lepak, hahhah panat lah. i always enjoy that moment where babah punya sibs semua bekumpul and start to cerita cerita. hahhaha but yet, we cant just let out everything. i mean, we have to tapis dulu so that nda jadi victim. hahhaha :p for me and mimi, no eye contact, no physical and mental contact and never say anything that you think is not right. hahhaa. bahaya buii.

najwan was so yeeeeeh-bari-kan-di-cubit. he was so cute tadi. he wants me, yay?! hahaha :D we spent our time together on the lantai.... hmmm. hahhaa silly. bah eh so tired today. just finished watching zack and cody with pai. hahaha london is the stupidest girl in history. banar. shes so ntah eh. bari sasak wah, tapi cali jua kalau diliat. hahahha i miss arwin. hahha stupid. alright, tomorrow ke kubur, wehuu. batah sudah nda ziarah kubur. chem 2 on saturdaaaaay, like OMG! hahhahahaha baru ku ingat. tadi masa geo, we talked about terrestrial LWR. haha LWR is long wave radiation. so sir asked apa shortform ani if in text messages. i said, lower. hahahhahah. nda pulang cali. but cali lah. lol. haha

till then, i love this song, ONE TIME by JUSTIN BIEBER. thank you NYRA for making me so in love. ahaha so angaaau uwee. night :D

2009-09-09T14:54:00.003+08:00

ugh i so dont need this right now ): like how the heck am i suppose to change it? she wont understand what ive been through. i cant just come up to her and tell her what happened. she'll probably kill me. yeah, over. haha but come on, why cant i have new friends? no one can tell me with whom i must be with. ugggh im so so kusut about this i feel like i wanna punch something. hmm, puasa. sabar. like whaaat? gila eh ):

so yeah, today i had my chemistry paper one. it was veeeery oh god. yeah. the time was short and the questions were soo i dont know! easy? ew. aaah im so messed up eh! )': feel like ending everything. well no. hmm ): maths ada class wah, ada homeworks lagi. wuuu. then gp, thank god nada. tadi was puding's last day. he'll be leaving us soon ): boooring! then chemistry we discussed this mcq paper, few questions ada arah chemistry 1. nicee :D after that, geography. i didnt concentrate much cause i was busy with chem. sir was being so idk lah tadi. and wardhy got really offended. i can see it dude, dont try to hide it. hahha after geo, off to auditorium, had a short conversation with khairol about things. hahahaha which made me angau. i dont know why. so tebalik eh. hahha. okay okay. and then, stayed till 2 with el and nas. nas sent us home pasal nada orang mau ambil si el. haha nda kana guna sudah. apakan. haaha kidding. went to mcD to buy el's mcdeluxe. orang baru baruan kan nda puasa. hahhaha suka wa ya. gaga.

dirumahnya, webcam with fate and saw ezra my bebeh. heeehe. comel eh anak atu. at 4, balik, well ke mall sekajap then balik. adib called. i got scolded. i dont know whyy. i dont find it salah hmmm! yeah. aand so im still moody and i got even moody-er. gaaaaah! stupid bad day.

waaaaaah, boring lo my story.
hahaha
night.

2009-09-03T23:13:00.002+08:00

im trying to stick to apik's word,"santai". yes, im trying my best to santai here. had one heck of a week. yes. i tried to make it up to you but you didnt try to make it up to me, as always. in the end, im the one to blame, yet you ignored my words. i begged, you just stood there, reading it, not replying it. like aaaah you think what i did was easy? if it was, i wont still be here, trying to straight things up. i wont be like so desperate to ugh! whats the point of me saying all these when you just dont give a damn about it!

again, im still trying to let go of this one thing, a person, a feeling. its really hard, and ive been doing this for the past three months. i just cant seem to understand.. sigh. and again, problems kept coming to me like im that strong to deal with it. huh. i wonder why its me. so im taking things slowly here. i dont know where to start and i dont even know if i should start all over again. i cant get over it, i cant get over you and i dont want to. no no! i have to get over you!! yes, i must!

stupid stupid me. then theres this thing that is so confusing and theres this other thing that is so, aah-sekadar-jua-eh. macam macam lah. im glad i have my friends around. i know i can do this. i dont need all these right now. i'll deal with it after AS. but im afraid that it'll be too late. seeeee! once i have the confidence, something can blew it just like that. bummer.

oh well, its life. today sungkai at tua's, najwan was very adorable. there was this baby girl, named dania or was it nadia? i dont know. as soon as she saw najwan, she screamed. hahaha thats the way baby girls react when they saw hot baby boys :p hahaha kali lah. hot wah si najwan atu. tepakai banar ku. haha -.- yesterday, i went to katok lagi. jumpa yus :D her biiiiiirthday. eiiiiighteen :p haha

okay aku kusut balik. daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarn!
goodnight.

2009-08-30T16:32:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFIQ!!
my guy next door :D
HAHA love you bro

you rock

2009-08-29T20:39:00.002+08:00

Harder Than You Know - Escape The Fate

You said this could only get better
There´s no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I´m not over you

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you´re driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time, I guess I´ll go away
Inside me now there´s only heartache and pain
So where's the fire?
You´ve become the rain

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I´m not over you

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you´re driving me so crazy

And if you don´t want me then
I guess I´ll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know

Yea

So I´ll make the call
And I´ll leave today
I´m gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I´ll make the call
I´m leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy

Leaving always drives me crazy

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know

Yea

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
It´s good you´re driving me so crazy

And if you don´t want me then
I guess I´ll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you´re driving me so crazy

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving is harder than you know
Girl you´re driving me so crazy

2009-08-27T00:18:00.001+08:00

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sigh, i dont want karma to happen! who does? ):

yea its late. i cant sleep. dont know why. so i decided to visit my blog. its dead! hurrah. so i want to update it. and tadaa! here is me! haha -.-

i just want to go to sleep so wont have a sleepy start tomorrow morning. i talk talk about today lah. woke up at 630, jalan at 720, arrived school at 727, screened the test(heh?) aand went straight to room 022 and do my math homework. riing.. (by that time, nda pulang bell atu) apakan lame. mr flynn went in, took our attendance/dence and asked er siapa namanya tu, kami panggil si Haji, to read the doa. rahmat was as usual, late! went in with his wide smile because he made it. mr flynn asked someone else already. tsk. understand what me type? no? okay. so me continue. rushed in slow motion(cana kan tu?) to math class, learned new topic, homeworks banyak. next was gp class, sat in groups. mine is the negative one. we have to defend boys. like i really HAVE TO! tried to convince sarah to switch members but i failed. we were so blank. i dont know why boys are more better than girls in schools. yeah. hit the break, and chemistry class! WUPEE :D hehe. we borrowed room 121 because our lab was ntah. got my organic chem test paper. scored 22% only!! another U. theen we discussed the answers and turned out to be so so EASY ah the paper. siao. after chem, geo. nada interesting things happened. last but not least, PS! went to cr 2, sadly mine and jee's name nada so we skipped. kamal still ignores me!! and hes starting to layan fate sudah. HEH! ): balik and liat transformers AGAIN! lol. that was like the 20th time kali. siuk wah eh! haha apakan.

sungkai luar, at ahan thai. full! and ada this bruneian actress cakap, 'ORANG KAYA PUN BEUTANG KALIAH!' hahahaha mama marah pasal aku ketawakan, padahal nda cali. well it was cali! i wasnt the only one who was laughing. kali went here and there, balik rumah, buat homework, sneezed, buat homework, sneezed. aaah *sniffs. alright. you is boring reading blog this? damn, it worked. i bore you!

bah goodnight. oh tadi di ahan thai ada handsome kid. gila, balik balik aunty liat alai. HAHA. aand please, forgive me if something happens. things that can change one's life or heart or mind. not doing it intentionally. just trying to settle things down. I MISS YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS ): excluding YOU!

i love najwan hakimin.

2009-08-10T21:22:00.003+08:00

today...
the day i've been waiting for...
my baby boy turns two!! :D

MOHD NAJWAN HAKIMIN

my sugar, my soul, my LOVE! hahaha weird. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! aww i really wanted to go to your house tadi but no transport. i miss you so much najwan! hehehe. i dont know what to get for your present. teddy bear? you've already got thousands of them! even bigger than you. baju? aaah, possible. chocolates? no. haha money? too young. a phone? too small. how about my heart? AWWW!!! hahahaha okay okay serious. i'll buy you something nanti ah bui. how about a bicycle? lol. kecil bah badan itu. hih. aiwoveyouuuuuuu!

also i found out that KAMAL HILMIE's birthday is today. i know he doesnt want people to blab out about it. seriously, nda ya mau orang tau. take just now for example. he said that he wont go out during break or lunch, and he did. so we went searching for him arah chemistry lab. we found him! HAAHAHA the hilarious part was when suz sang the birthday song...

suz : haaaaaappy birthday kamaaal...
kamal : *run towards the back door*
all of us : oii kamal! oii!
kamal : *still running like woody on his horse*

AHHAHAHAHAAH!! adaka ya lari. bangang kami anak atu eh. it was really funny. hahahhaha so yeah, happy birthday kamal. thank you for the treat yesterday. i went out sort of like celebrating his birthday. we watched aliens in the attic. three stars lah. cali ah that one scene. tapi aku saja kecalian ): the rest macam bangang berabis kenapa aku ketawa. sigh.. im like the queen of 'left the session'. berapa kali sudah kana left out ah kalau aku becerita. taie. haha so yesterday was fun, except for some of the moments when the word comes in handy. when azim bali that thing arah mcD. when rashdan sang that song. aaaah annoying amat. haha.

alright, thats it. tomorrow ada gp presentation. then on thursday ada geo test. chem test someday this week. haaaaah thank you teachers!

HAVE A NICE LIFE THERE!

2009-08-06T19:36:00.003+08:00

i miss you )':

2009-08-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

omg :'D hahaha. i went to katok this afternoon with jee and weeeeeeeee :D i met my lovely not-so-young girls!! :D im so so sooo happy to see them! aaaah, yus havent changed! i can still hear her laughter dari luar. awww i miss that ): i met fatin, syaza and iffah too :D siuk eeeh! they grew more beautiful than ever. iffah masih nda balance ahahaha. syaza is getting thinner, what happened? but i love your eyes babe. droool. rayrayray :p hahhaha fatin is still the same, only now, her specs tukar. nda lagi frame-less. lawaaaa!

i also met jimjim, pai and shahrul. oh and zool. and and some former stprians and cigu juraaaaai :D hehe. zool was really annoying tadi, more or less like rashdan -.- banaaar! oh tadi wah cali hahahaha. rashdan asked me a question :

rashdan : nad, apa benda yg paling handsome?
me : err, rashdan?
rashdan : bukan wah. benda wa benda.
me : emm...
suz : gambar rashdan -.-
rashdan : *laughing with his annoying face*

ahahhaha see how lame he can be? torture tu kalau layan ia. yatah zool macam ia tadi tapi ani macam abit horny. ahahha pacah banar anak atu. him and akmal is not a perfect match i tell you. sekali si zool lame, ia buat spendat pakai rubber band. then jadikannya mask tia apa. hyper lah ia tadi. calii hahha. shahrul was eheeh :p hahaha pai, as usual, louder than ever. i can hear him laugh across the dining hall. ahaha.

okay, so yeah, i wasnt familiar with katok's surrounding so i kept seeing md people around. i saw this one guy, dari siring macam afiq. and there was this guy, dari siring macam mustafa, ada yg macam kamal dari belakang. oh oh! and ada jua yg macam haq! HHAHAHAHA. wth kali. cali wah. i can tell that jee was annoyed by me. hahaa. hoping to see you girls soon. i miss you alreadyy ):

i would also like to thanked azim for the pizza last monday. thanks also for the free teasing part. kamal and rashdan joined. okay lah. 17 slices left. muahaha :D and we just had our mpr chemistry test and )': i forgot to revise on group II ): i know nothing about the carbonates like heeeeck. maths probability yesterday pun macam, eh taaaie. i got 28 out of 45. atleast. hmm. i think thats all. i never wanted this to happen but it just did. so just keep it low and act normal alright? please. i dont want anything to happen between us and that would be soooo bad if it did.

faza, if you're reading this, we missed you alot!!!

hey my kinder joy guy, i hope you know who you are. looking back i realise it was always there just never spoken. i tried my best to let go of you, but i dont want to (: obvious? yeah, im still making a fool of myself here.

2009-07-30T18:48:00.003+08:00

cause then and there
the wind in your hair
heaven was jealous to merely look fair against you

i miss a lot of people right now but i can surely say that at this time, 7:06pm, i miss hanif and shahrul. haha. picture above is azhar. cute ah? hmmmm :)

2009-07-30T18:12:00.005+08:00

pictures on the 19th. sorry again, to keep someone waiting. haha

2009-07-27T16:08:00.000+08:00

i never thought that you'd ask such a thing. what happened to the nice old you? you strucked me with one question that i think that you should know that it'd hurt someone's feeling. what hurts even more was when you asked me, you smiled. its as if what we have, in this case, what i still hold on to, is nothing. rubbish. trash. bullshit and all sorts of shits. what happened to you? i so appreciate you more than a friend and this is what you give in return? that was very thoughtful of you. well, i couldnt say this right straight to your face cause i know you wont feel a thing. you'd more or less say, im sorry, i didnt know that it'd hurt you. i just cant believe what just happened )': does it mean anything to you?? it doesnt now. i'll just stay low. your life will be perfect without me being around you like always. i miss you so much. i miss the old you. i never want you to change alot. we used to be so eh-i-dont-know in certain things, and i miss that. but now, i am still like that and you've changed. you became so mature now. i used to be in that place, do you remember that? dont you miss being a bimbo? i miss you being one. a good bimbo that is. and just so you know, im not the only one that feels this way. we miss you alot.

have a nice life there with others. i love you.

2009-07-27T16:00:00.002+08:00

a month is a long time

a year is even longer
i miss having you around
it always keeps me stronger

now im weak again. i dont know what i did to deserve this. but finally, things are now making sense. there is more than meets the eye, i would say. i thought of horrible things when i saw you. but after lastnight, i've never been this grateful before. thank you for still excepting me. i dont know what to say. i am so happy to hear you say hi. i miss that. its been so long. i think my wish is coming true. im speechless. i wanted to share this happiness but sigh, its to awkward to let it out. i dont ever expect this to happen. im glad it did :')

hey you. today is monday. im fasting, so does fate. and we were so dry in and out. haha. an opportunity came just now. azim wanted to pay his debts :p but sadly i cant eat haha. azim, if youre reading this, your debts are still on. miss having you in geography class. do you know that seven of them left us? they left md for technical. aqil, fatin, zulfikri, mimi and nadia. liyana went to nursing college. its now quiet, very quiet. hmm :)

i had lots of things to say lastnight but i cant quite remember what. i ordered mcD for sungkai later :p mom asked me what i wanted. she said, "anything you want", so thats like, yaey? ahaha. oh, about this fasting thing, zura was totally funny tadi. i was loud, and she came from the back and tried to shove keropok pisang into my mouth. ahahaha thank god i think fast. kalau nda paedah tu ku puasa. haha youre so funny zura. you remember that time i asked you to switch off the plug? instead you switched on both plugs. ahaha. cali eh.

sigh... missing those old days. loving those old friends. i love you all. old and new. i think im going to sign off. im really getting drier. haha. alright, take care. dont mess with me. apan. oh, i told syazwi that he smell during maths. guess what he replied? haha he said, you suck. spontaneously. i guess i really suck :p have a wonderful day :)

wait seminute! happy belated birthday to pat(25/7) and sukainah(26/7)

2009-07-24T18:55:00.002+08:00

boo! haha finally im updating. i did save into draft but i dont know. i just feel like typing. this keyboard is so cool! :D hahaha. so wahsup?

happy birthday Hajah Nur Syazana Amani Hj Su'ut! seventeen todaay :) aww. and also happy belated birthday to Pg Amal Najwana(23/7) and Nur Amizatul Kamila(22/7) :) aah. what should i say? i dont know where to start actually. i forgot how to post. its been a while since i wrote an essay, so its a bit awkward to write one on this blog. hhehe. happy belated birthday to zeerah too (13/7).

i think im going to talk about our day on the 19th. it was fun, thank god. full of laughter, pain and moments of not giving up. there were also moments where the victims(especially girls and women) were thrown into the pool. me, i was one of the victim. i landed on my left hand. the crime maker was si jul and uda masli. it was quite funny when si jul entered the bouncer and everyone screamed their lungs out and ran away. really! its as if hes a real trouble maker or something. haha. the never gave up moments were funny too! haha we knew it when we watched the video dad recorded. bu ajah was the "star". ahaha. she threw the ball over and over and over again to the net but she scored only once. but before she could do that, she fell down step by step while trying to get the ball. ahahahaha i know its not right to laugh about it but it was really funny. haha. i'll upload some pictures ofcourse. soon. since i left my camera at home. hee.

school has been great too. i have geography mpr test tomorrow on radiation and i havent read a single thing. the topic is just not interesting. next monday will be chemistry mpr test on mechanism, alkanes, alkenes and isomerism. yeah. at first she gave us three topics but i dont know how it became four. seems like my grades will be low ): miss ewana told us she'll be leaving md to further her studies yesterday ): we were all sad as she's like the coolest teacher. oh well ):

uhm lets update you all about my boyfriends. HAHA, i wish. najwan is still the first. im not sure who'll come in second place. ezra al-amin, fate's nephew. cuuute! ): and azhar, jee's nephew pun cuuuute! ): bah. i'll end this post by saying, STOP DISTURBING ME YOU MORON! and i dont gave a damn about you. oh i just dislike you!

p/s : friends and "friends", i miss you guys ):

2009-07-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

as i bleed my brain out to show how hard reaction mechanisms really is!!

i feel like saying all the bad words that i know just to describe how miserable my situation is right now. im sitting infront of this table full of chemistry papers and textbooks and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! this topic is fucking crazy! i need at least a week to understand and really soak my soul into this topic wah! but before i could do that, she had already booked tomorrow for the test!! macam, shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..! then i have energetics test jua tomorrow. since i missed it last tuesday due to the shit. oh my goooooooooood. durang cakap energetics payah. let alone mechanisms. lapas tu combine with isomerism. baieeee baie. sandi wah two diffcult topics in a day. she was like, "okay tomorrow you have two tests". wtf! time ps lagi tu kana suruhhhh. ayooo ): huh. i just have to deal with this. DA! like i have a choice. nda ku sekulah eh. hahaha makin banyak pending tests haha. buduh buduh. bah glad you know how terrible my situation is. what did i do to deserve this punishment? haha emo. shit ehhhh. bah bye! oh before that, happy birthday puding :D hehe.

2009-07-10T13:36:00.002+08:00

2009-07-07T21:57:00.001+08:00

i have approximately 30 minutes to blog this. hello. i havent been around my blog for a while. as you all know, the school reopened sudah. for me, i was given two days off school due to this shit. i was fine yesterday. i was MORE fine the day before yesterday heeeeheee :p anyway, skip that. i went to school yesterday. everything was fine. my check up and all. except for my nose. it was a bit stuffy but no matter. went back home at noon since i dont have class. suddenly i felt weak like my body system just shut down. didnt tell my parents though cause i didnt want them to freak out like, "eh makan ubat, panadol, those liquid thing with the -ine name". yeah. so i slept the whole afternoon thinking that i didnt have enough sleep. when i woke up around 6, i was still weak. nenek suprised me by asking me to makan panadol pasal aku selesma. i was shocked! didnt tell them anything and they knew! at first i thought my friends called my mom telling i wasnt well in school. ahaha but neah, it wasnt a big deal.

i refused to go to school the next day cause i know my friends will blame me for attending, or worse, they might not talk to me. hahaha but i decided to because i have tests on chemistry. i hate re-doing my tests alone with the teacher wah. so i just came lah to school. my parents told me to fake my runny nose(which dad referred as runaway nose -.-") and to walk healthy-ly, which i did. i went to the screening area looking all confident. to make sure that the teachers wont ask how am i doing twice. i had my temperature checked and it was 38+. i was about to go when the prefect grabbed my hand and checked my temperature once more. it was still 38. its not that high, is it? she brought me to sir affendy. with his 'super-power-gadget-which-blew-my-cover' thermometer, he checked my temperature AGAIN. it was 37.8. he didnt let me go. aaaaaaah kacau. then he asked me to fill this form. he said that the school is sending me back home as a precaution because of my not slightly high temperature. the first thing that came across my my mind was, "damn! test cemana??!" ahahahha believe it or not, that was actually the first time i have ever cared about my test. sighhh. so i filled the form and went back home. then went to the hospital arah ong sum ping. it was packed with students. in their uniforms. most of them were from smja. we waited for 3 hours just to see the doctor. whathell kali. jumpa the doctor less than 5 mins saja. the service disana nada. macam we didnt do anything while waiting. aaah shit lah. lapar lagi and my head was barat. people coughing everywhere. very bad daaay.

tomorrow, maths, they'll start on a new topic. probability, and i'll miss that!! and chemistry on mechanism. kana marah ni pasal nda sekulah. sheesh man. bari malas eh. now my panas naik bebalik. get well soon nad ): miss that guy. he smelled so hmmmm :)

2009-06-30T01:28:00.003+08:00

oh god, this better works! you "males" are lucky you dont have to deal with this painful twisting stomach-ache. i cant sleep! this is bad! although its holiday. one more heck of a week. i can only stay at home. what benefit can that bring? well, i'd probably be as healthy as an apple -.-"

im perioding. is there such word? whatever. ive been moody the whole day yesterday. my siblings asked for my opinion on what they were wearing and i yelled at them. which was stupid becaaaause, i shouldnt! then my mom was very angry at me because she said something and i didnt reply which i did but she couldnt here me say, 'au'. so she was mad than ever and i was, uhm not that suprised on what she said. anyway, lastnight's episode on House was kinda hilarious. the patient was really honest about Taub's nose. he said that his nose is big. ahahaha. and he said, 'yeah, it is pretty big'. nevermind.

back to why i can only stay at home. the hmm, H1N1 influenza A swine flu selesma khinzir selesma babi thing is spreading outside. moment of unsocializing ourselves. i guess babi's generation is getting wider(im seriously sarcastinating). so what do we do for living? eat, sleep, work, study, wearing face-masks, checking temperature, stay at home, dont do social activities if possible and yeah, HOMEWORKS! do you know that the teachers are working while we're having this holiday? and do you know that they will, for sure, give us TONNES OF HOMEWORKS as soon as school reopens? i can barely finish mine in two weeks. honestly, its not finished yet. except for the blank parts that i really dont know how to do them. deep sigh. goodluck to all of us. and i bet my teacher will give us double tests in a week.

THIS IS NOT WORKING! i still cant sleep ): im not even sleepy yet. hey, how many days do we count after our period until the next period? is it 14 or 28 days? im having a quite sensational day in mid-july and i dont want this "girl thang" to ruin my only chance to enjoy july! *big question mark* my tummy is killing me! )': and its nearly two in the morning! and i wanna watch ice age 3 so badly but hoooow?? there are just no reasons for my mom to let me go out to a place where many people breathe! ): and im hungry! i didnt eat anything that'll energize me yesterday due to this frigging mean aching monstery stomach pain!!

oh i talked alot ey? sorry. you can leave now :) im ending this post anyway. but before that, i just want the whole world(well atleast a number of people) know that I REALLY MISS THOSE TWO HORRIBLE CREATURES! i wont mention names cause i'd die in a milisecond. why i miss you both eventhough what you did was just cruel? because you both were like angels to me(before you did that cruel thing ofcourse). aah, i feel much better. i hope you'll come across this paragraph.

TAKE CARE PEOPLE. families, cousins, friends, neighbours, strangers, enemies, buggers, bitches, etc. HEAL THE WORLD.

2009-06-25T00:52:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HIM!

2009-06-24T20:45:00.004+08:00

watch this movie now! or tomorrow! but not the day after tomorrow! because macam loser tu kamu, since banyak orang sudah liat. muahaha. okay this movie is soooooooo awesome! five shinning blinking stars i would say :D but first of all, i would like to say thank you so much to paii for treating me. if he and kamal didnt force themselves to watch that movie, i'd be called a loser by then too. hahaha. but trust me, its an excellent movie even to those who doesnt like cars-turned-into-some-kind-of-metallic-structured-robots :) so basically the whole day started off with faza's farewell thing at aminah arif's in kiulap. they invited me so yeah, i came. to my surpise, fate couldnt make it. boring ): so does azim, because he had his orientation. i was the only er, former stpri student. it was kinda awkward but yeah, went through it.

the eating session was fun. we had a tournament, a who-rolled-the-most-perfect-ambuyat tournament. zirah ada talent ah. her ambuyat was fat and healthy. mine macam kurus and karing and damit and nipis and aaah it was embarassing. then pai ordered this something-tiaw thing and we divided it into four. lavely. haha. we went to kiulap mall after that, hoping to catch the earliest now showing transformer. but wooow, that movie was fully booked. we got the 430pm show and atupun second front row wah available. but yes, it was worth it (: while waiting for the movie, we went to the arcade hoping we could find a kbox but nada. instead, the guys raced. rashdan and faza and hahahaha never want to ikut durang if durang ada license. banar. hahaha.

okay im stuck. aah, i wanna tell you about the movie. i wanna expose the story. BOOH dont read these next few lines. ahaha kidding. you know there's this hot soldier! like really, well not really. but hes hot! :D i almost cried watching him in his situation. and the main actor, what's his name? i forgot. yeah, he looked a bit like ronaldo in there. but ofcourse ronaldo is waaaaaay hotter than him. heee :D and and speaking of ronaldo, I CANT BELIEVE YOU LEFT MAN U FOR REAL MADRID!!! GRRRR! im furious! im not going to see you play that often. i can only see you play for portugal ): and thats next year! ): and so continue about the movie, the sound effect was very good. duh. my hereos would be the twins. the green and red chevrolet cars. cute ah. hahaha eh you guys better liat lah. its worth your money. in my case, aku kana lanja tadi :p BUT i will watch it again, if kana suruh jalan. this swine flu is very ... uhm i'd advice you guys to stay at home as far as possible (: for our own good. i read today's newspaper and when school reopens, we'll be wearing face-masks. eeeep. girls will look like omg!! hideous? like tudung putih and the mask putih and the baju pun putih. eeeeeee ): and i bet there will be check ups from the ministry of health bladibla and we'll be sticking thermometers in our mouths. ayoooo. not happening. ya allah, lindungi lah kami. amin. my neck is in deep pain! ):

ouh, and congratulations to DPMM FC on winning the apa ni, Singapore League Cup 2009. good job :D i wonder who won tonight. them rash and zirah liat di stadium. haha okay im out. im tired and i loooooooove you z (:

2009-06-21T18:28:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!! :D
love you loooooooads, mwah!

2009-06-20T10:31:00.001+08:00

once a bitch, always a bitch! hello there :) just got carried away by this movie im watching. its already saturday.. leaving 8 more days til school reopens. bottom line is i have to finish up my homeworks by tomorrow so that next week, i can go out! AMIN! buuut theres something that hold be back.. nenek is uhm.. furious about me going out often. i cant help it. its life... sigh. scratch that bit.

try to eat vanilla ice cream, pour fresh milk and sprinkle milo, chocolate rice and chocolate chips on top of it. add nutella or chocolate syrup and TADAA, heaven! ofcourse it'd be sweet, but satisfying. it'll eventually cheer you up :)

aah, i feel like talking alot right now. hows your holiday? i miss school, believe it or not. i miss my gp class the most. i want jolibee. apakan. all i can think of is food! batah sudah aku nda makan mcd fries! ooo :O jericho rosales ani hot eh. heuheuheu :p omg he pouted! reminds me of najwan. boy, where are you? hows kl? aaah gila imysm! amintah karang ke beribi. i didnt know you balik sudah. eh im talking to myself.

ohh i left my heart somewhere arah mabohai. ahahaha lameee. gila bosan ku eh! kamu behapa kan cuti ani? besides stuffing my ears with songs and blocking my eyes with movies, i do not know what to do!

eh im a n n o y e d wah by this person. i dont know what i did wah sampai ia cematu. annoying banar. aku nda respond pun ia masih annoy aku. i kept thinking how to make this person to stop those annoying things tapi macam jahat banar tia ku. tapi serious eh, really annoying. realise im using the word 'annoying' like many times? that shows that this person is really critically annoying!! i got rid of you so please, go awaay.

my tummy's druming. time to feed her. pai said i have long intestine thats why aku selalu lapar ahahahaha. silly. nyaman ni kalau makan pizza. or fries. wuuuu :D toodles

2009-06-18T16:17:00.006+08:00

tears roll down on each of our faces as soon as kamal potong the onions. ahaha. i spent my night with them again, at rashdan's. it was really fun because we were really cooking!! :D that is sure something to be proud of. as you can see, the picture above, that's azim. he made all the pastas lastnight. well, not all but most of them. nyaman :D

kan? haha suz.......... was a great cooker!! really. ia sama zirah lah yg berabis working lastnight. hehe i didnt help much as... ntah. haha datang malas ku. so let the pictures do the talking lah. im blank :)

suz, update me, who won the guessing game??

2009-06-17T15:56:00.004+08:00

For the last time I give myself to the enemy,
By letting their words just walk all over me,
Cause people they'll tear you apart,
If you are not like them,
And we are different,
Let the war begin.

i am b o r e d! like really. right now, aku diberibi, sunyi than ever! most of them are on vacation to kl, while the rest, stayed here waiting for souvenirs :D gaga. i went to syauqi's house tadi... he invited me. yesterday i stayed at home all day long. the day before, went to rashdan's place for the so called barbeque. it was fuuuuuuun!! i went there with faza since he live next to my house for the past seven years and i just knew it four days ago -.-" so we arrived there early, before isyak, hoping that you know, we can.... eat more? yeah. but hope fades away as soon as kami sampai sana. it took them few hours to set up the fire. hahahaha

the chicken was smokin'. raaaawr. none of us actually know bila ya masak wah, so if both sides itam, considered it done lah. hahaha au ja? then the sausages were ntah, weird! bangkak wa kalau masak. it looked more like a carrot! ahahah tapi nyaman lah. the barbeque sauce rashdan made was very delicious, very!! i met new friends sana :) overall that night was very siuk. hehehe thank you for inviting rash (:

2009-06-14T18:25:00.003+08:00

KESUMA NEGARA
go kesuma, go go kesuma! go green go! :D

although we lost, we won the sport spirit! not. hahaha okay, yesterday was fun. INDERA NEGARA won the whole thing. most of the "stars" disana so yeah, no doubt about that. while us, kesuma enjoyed every bit of the day. we sang and dance and siuk lah. hehe :)

2009-06-12T12:22:00.009+08:00

hey~~meelah milo~~ xp ths is Siti Soto~heheehe..ehemehem ada urang bday hari anii..hahaa jap2..let me sing a bday song especially for u~ =p hapi bday to u,hapi bday to u,hapi bday to meelahmilo~~ hapi bday to u~~ ehehe..happy 19th bday my cuzzie~~ =) may god bless u with prosperity and long-life =) have fun in UK and get something for me from UK =p ahahaa...miss u dengg..bah2 udah tah aa ngalihku udah type pjg2 untk kau aa inda juaku dpt hadiah. NOOOTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =p ahaahaaa alright u tkecre always babes love youh~ eheh XOXOXX- SitiSoto2010

rina rino says happy birthday milah! haha she wants you to balikan her gula gula yg paling mahal disana. lol. demanding. :p

hello ka meel aka milah lame! hahaha this is nadd. youre over there. how are you doing? happy 19th birthday! are you celebrating your lame birthday? haha. i love you ka meel. you know that? best of luck in everything. thank you bringing me jalan jalan and for picking me up after school. i dont know what to say lagi. hee. as you can see, those above messages are from ka rina and ka siti. they're now dirumah, yatah aku tarus suruh post hehe. kirim salam arah angah. take care and come home soon. brunei misses you, NOT!

2009-06-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

i am totally missing today! today was so siuk. tears and laughter combined into one. omg im going to miss you azim and faza! i already am missing you both! its a big deal for me ): no one to face to or say hai to. be 9 will be missing it's monitor when school reopens. md will be missing faza!! aaaaaa ): okey over. but sigh. today was the best. 11/06/09 :') oh, and happy birthday jeebs! :D

2009-06-07T11:18:00.005+08:00

Muhammad Dhiyaurrahman, you're getting younger each day. aww, Happy 9th Birthday Si Ku Tabang Naik :D be a good brother and listen to what mama and babah and kaka said. jangan melawan and marah if kami tagur. its for your own good. i know you're reading this because i asked you to! haha. jangan malar kan ke beribi saja :p i know our lives disana, but sadang sadang tah dulu. apan. i still remember when you were just a baby. you were so barat. barat lagi kau dari aku. malu ku. ahaha. you were sooooooo cute masa damit. bari sasak. with your coconut hairstyle lagi, raaawr! now you're getting labu-er. jangan kuat makan wah. bukan kan melarang, but you tend to get sanak when you're really full. berijap wah tu. sorry if aku selalu tabung kau dari belakang. hehe. its a habit wah. tapi arah kau pulang saja ku berani tu :D then apa lagi? aaah, jangan kan nda sekulah ugama saja!! apani. baru darjah dua, sudah tia pandai absent. siuk wah tu ugama atu. babah mau kau jadi ustaz sudah basar. amin! or atleast dapat lead our family. hehe. also, jangan kuat belanja. you love cars, i know. but you kept buying it, after two weeks, ampai ampai tia. your hot wheels berapa buting sudah? 200+? mana tia? atu kan mahal, kana dulur. wuuuuu. and helicopters atu jua. durang diberibi bali, kau kan bali tah jua. nda jua mau terabang. paedah. hahaha whathell am i saying.

then biasa kan main bula wah patang patang. haha labut :p overall you're an awesome brother. kau tau apa erti awesome kan? :p ahhaha kalau aku suruh ambil barang, kau ambil kan without complaining. bagus bagus. oh, and belajar tah besabar. jangan gagas. buat homework awal awal. especially sebelum ke beribi. jangan aher bangun pagi pagi. jangan kuat bepanas. mua mu makin itam. damit masih. hiiih. nada karang bini bini beguna. ahaha what kind of sister kan aku ani. lol.

jangan selalu cubit pipi si najwan. hes mine. you know that very well. not forgetting, pandai pandai save duit. kau pandai sudah save, bagus. bukan macam si aniis. spenderr. wondering daughter tah banar. haha sorry nada present dari aku. kapih. plus kau selalu mau barang yg bejagung ku kan mengumpul duit membali. get me? eeeh, lupa ku. jangan tah kan pandai liat dvd ku!! its for teenagers! kau damit masih wah! ahahaha sama jangan kan pandai cakap bad words. ku timbak kau karang. apa yg ku nyanyi atu, jangantah di ikut :p bah eh makin betambah ni karang paragraph ah. haha. and big boys don't cry.

i love youuuuuuuuuuuuu so much! mwaaah - kaka nadiah (:

2009-06-06T16:17:00.002+08:00

is it just me or is the temperature increasing drastically today? it's hot! i wonder how those staying back for the march pass thing doing. panas wah tu. or maybe its because someone's birthday today :P hahaha

Happy Birthday Hanif Han :)
blablabla... i said much sudah tadi. but thats not just it. i have lots of things to write for you. hehe. nanti lah ah.

also, happy belated to those who celebrated their birthdays last month and yesterday yesterday. sorry havent been updating this blog. i was totally booked by mpr tests and homeworks. i wonder berapa juta homeworks nanti for this two weeks holiday :\ i repeat, two weeks! in a day, macam two sub-topics of homeworks sudah kana bagi. times 14 days? 28?? heaven! who am i to complain anyway. the more i complain, the more homeworks will be given. hisssh. in other words, second term holiday won't be called a "holiday" at all.

i love school today. well, kinda. first period was geography. me and falah were so happy to know that fatin didn't get accepted to technical school. hahaha why? because if she's moving, it'll be me and falah saja tinggal. since si abdul pun pindah tia jua kan. beulah. haha. so we are going to be the three-some. the one yg selalu kana bully oleh sir. oh OH! finally! sir said that aku pintar!! wohooooo!!! payah wah tu kan dapat ia puji urang. lol. tapi umi lah yg jarih tadi. she didnt do anything, then sir said something which i think it was really pain in the ass. oh well, sabar saja :)

second period, ps. nyra fell asleep in her physic's class so she wrote something on her tudong instead of a paper, so we spent half an hour in the toilet drying her tudong. hahaha cali lah. after ps, break, then maths. i kept laughing pasal si amir becali. so did afiq and zaki. pacah eh durang ani. zigzag! ahahhaaha okay you dont get me do you? my math homeworks, two exercises!! due tuesday pulang, tapi heh. next class, gp! groupwork. i spent my lunch time with afiq, naim and puding. we were talking about songs aaaaall the way. for an hour. haha rupanya there are songs that mengantul arah us ah. like it cant seduce you or something. whatever lah.

last thursday was a day to remember. it was siuuk. hehe nothing happened actually, but there were just things that touched me. ceeeh. hhaha okay, news? i know who anonymous is!!! HAHAHA. bah, enough about school. i miss najwan and someone. hey you, lately you've been showing yourself up to me. why? nevermind why. its just that it takes time to actually get over you. and that time is not even close yet! for like what? one year now? i must be crazy. well i am. hoping and wishing and all that. sigh.

hypocrites around the corner! just because your life sucks, get off mine! :) i didnt mention any names tu ah. so dont go bising bising arah cbox. kalau terasa, diam saja.

haiyo so many paragraphs. ani last ni, tadi wah........... ke ai eh!!! macam, aaah cute wah! berabis! heee. alright that's it. good day people.

"i just got to say it all before i go"

2009-05-24T18:30:00.001+08:00

i was alone in my room tadi.. and thoughts came across my mind and i feel so upset than ever. i hope that one day, it'll happen to you! i hope that your friends will ask you to do what you were trying to make me do. maybe then you'll realise how painful it is to be in that situation where you have to choose between your friends and your friends. and knowing the fact that some of them will get hurt, you won't get anything in return for doing that stupid thing to the other friends. see where this is going?? this happens to me more than once, thats why now, im letting it out. because im the one who was hurt (and i still am!) and at the same time, i didn't get anything from you. so yeah, have a happy life. you should consider yourself lucky you didnt lose A LOT of friends unlike me! im not saying that im not happy with the amount of friends i have now. its just that the ones that i lost, were the ones that i shared most cherish moments with. having them around feels like a lifetime wah. but atleast now i have more new friends to discover. you were so unpredictable you see. when it was me, you were so fucked up but when it comes to other people, and you, yourself, you werent as fucked up as you were to me. no, you didnt even feel a little fucked up!! hear me my dear friend, what you did to me, i got over it sudah. but what im not over with is the reasons why you were so pissed at me! i hurt a lot of people just to stop you from being mad at me. personally i hurt people so that i can get back your attention as you are my friend. but whaw! i lost. so yeah.. im going with the flow here, goodluck in everything.

well maybe i was a bit harsh. sorry. but you should know how hurt i am because of you. i want them back. i want my friends back. i love them. i miss those times when we just dont care about others. cubatah life ani nda payah go through changes. i mean we still can survive without advanced technologies. cool laptops, phones and all just destroy people. its true. certain people will go for those people who have those "cool creatures" and they'll eventually leave the ones who doesnt have the "cool creatures". get me? its just not fair. its my point of view so just shut up if you disagree. i want those old times. i surely want them. i miss my old bestfriend. she used to be the first one to know everything. even when there's a lizard in our toilets. we'll text each other up and say like, "ada cicak!!! nda ku jadi masuk jamban tarus" and i used to call her every afternoon when she was far away from me. and we talked for hours. shes still the old she, but its just different now. sigh... i do miss my girls. we used to cracked ourselves up during lunch arah princess arena. we gossip a lot. not a good thing but that keeps us close. they knew almost everything about every stuff. they're just cool. and we trade songs, we sing, we took alooooooooot of pictures and all.

and my other girls too. i miss aimi bazilah! there was one time when she was having her practical, then i passed by the lab and said, " bye nuriy " and she still waved at me though i called her by the wrong name. hahhahaha and kaii started to laugh and tell people about it. haha. and that time, nuriy pun salah panggil urang, yatah macam a day of calling people with wrong names! ahaha aimi, how are you doing there in meragang? youre soon to be eighteen, you should drop by md sometimes and pick us up. hehe. oh also sam!! girl, i have your link but we rarely stop by on each other's blog. hmmm, i miss youu! and khairunnisa!

omg hows iffah doing ah?? and syazana!!? awww, syazana used to be my almost everything. we go to poa, chemistry and amath tuition together. we sometimes came early so that we can go eat arah huaho! she sits next to me during chemistry for the last two years. iffah was always there for meeee!! shes younger than me but shes mature in some matters. me and syazana used to bully her because of her round eyes and shes unbalanced! ahahhahaha. and fatin nadiah!!! where is she?? maza!? asmaa?? YUS?? i miss you girls!! 5C was the greatest )': we didnt care if the teachers hated us. i miss being not care )': omg, i think i miss my old self!! )':

i hate changes! sometimes. but 2007 was the most perfect year i may say. life back then was smooth. hmm. alright then. i better go now. i have tests tomorrow, god knows how prepared i am for it. im sorry if i offended some of you. honestly, i miss all of you, i miss my friends the most. i miss them. i miss you girls. i miss you guys. i miss youuuuuuu )':

"pause it at our favorite part"

and to note, damn! what a bummer! yeah you are so full of it now. and thats a fact!

2009-05-23T18:33:00.002+08:00

wuuh, one hell of a week! everything didn't seem smooth you see. there were drama here and there, offensive act, sour soul and most importantly, homeworks were given like flowing water. non-stop wah. so i should start by telling you what had happened since last sunday. it was mom's birthday kan? and also it happens to be abang khairul's wedding day. the wedding was prefect. i think. anyway, malamnya, babah decided to bawa kami makan. it was fun! uda besar's family tagged along. we had our dinner arah dimsum.

it was my first time going there. so i was a bit sakai. the food was okay lah. overall, it was a great night :) monday was a fine day. well, half of monday lah. starting malam, everything fell apart. tuesday, i was grounded. heh. because of me wanting to stay at home to finish up my homework and refused to ikut mama to pick angah. who gets grounded because of homework kan? no one!! ):

theeeen, the next day, was expecting something but yeah. and i found out something that i knew it would happen. NAH! sudah ku cakap wah. it will happen. but i didnt expect it to be this early. gila. if i say fake, nda jua ngam. if i say it was a lie all those times, pun nda jua. ntah eh. and should be kan... nevermind. goodluck lah. thursday, time geo ada presentation. THANK GOD, group B numbur 3 out of 4. hahaha we werent prepared wah. macam 60% saja. first was hizami's group, nadia's group came in second and 4th was hakim's.

next trip, bukit patoiii :D oh or maybe ke airport. wehuuu. tapi sir nda mau bawa aku. shissh. and and uhm, jangantah. friday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQILAH AZIZ! gugugugu. and so, todaaay, biasa saja. right now, we are watching "curhat" with the 104. hahaha bari banci wah si shinta ani. macam KAU! ugh!

hahaha no offense. next monday, math quiz (integration) and chemistry test (state of matters) then tuesday, chemistry LAGI (thermochemistry). lapas atu, 2nd june, MPR CHEMISTRY!! HELP!!!!!! )':

"you're pushing me out, when i'm wanting in"

2009-05-17T12:01:00.002+08:00

2009-05-17T07:12:00.002+08:00

almost forgot. i wanted to share something new with you guys. i came across this man i've known my whole life. he told me that if you eat chicken's leg, you play better football. ahahahahahhahaha okay it doesn't sound funny in english, but trust me, IT REALLY WAS FUNNY WHEN HE SAID THAT TO ME! cemani : nadiah, cuba kau makan ni kaki ayam ah. handal main bula ni. ahahahaha and he continued : urang man u makan kaki ayam 5 kali seminggu. yatah handal atu. suruh urang liverpool cuba. lol. if it's lame then you may leave. hahaha cali eh.

2009-05-17T02:06:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!
i love you, forever, mwaaaah!

2009-05-17T00:59:00.006+08:00

we are the champions, my friends
and we'll keep on fighting till the end
we are the champions
we are the champions
no time for losers
cause we are the champions, of the world

hahahahahaha love it when this happens AGAIN on the 28th! AMIN AMIN! so, its EPL cup, its MANCHESTER UNITED, who won, AGAIN, continuously! hahaha ka siti is right next beside me and shes annoyed. lol. so we watched the match arah bu ajah, tarus ada tahlil and liat final af. the match was booohreng but satisfying. as usual, ronaldo was so burning hot!

man utd 0 - 0 arsenal

next match, man utd vs barcelona :) rome rome.

2009-05-15T18:03:00.002+08:00

"the way you tried not to look at me...."

so yesterday was a day. we had this trip to bukit dadap in the afternoon. was fun. we get to know each other better. the aim was to know more about hydrology. boring wa this topic, i tell you. so the weather was freaking hot. we were boiling. there were 16 of us + mr kah + sir asri = 18. the paths were so complicated to walk on or go through. we have to struggle wah. then the rocks were very slippery. zulfadli and diyana slipped. god, imagine that. the hills were so tinggi. we have to stretch like heck. hahaa which reminds me of falah. not going to mention though. but it was fun lah. the waterfall was quiet relaxing too. took a lot of green pictures but obviously im not going to upload them. i mixed the pictures up so do enjoy spotting people.

next activity was at night. 104 have this futsal thing going on. again, it was fuuuun. didn't expect all of them to come but hey, they did come. they played futsal at harun's gym, and again, freaking hot! i was so busy being the time keeper, whistle blower, camera-video girl, i didn't quite spend my time running around. not that i want to, but yeah. here are the results :

the boys 2 vs 2 the boys
the single 3 vs 2 the taken
players : the single - khaliq, nabil, syauqi, ajis, as.
the taken - hj jul, hj adu, masli, hj yusri, shahrul.
man utd 4 vs 1 liverpool (wish this could happen next season haha)
players : semua main! hahahha durang main pasing pasing saja. siapa rasanya man u, score. lol hahaa

man of the match was actually a girl. haha she was the only girl playing. si mum wah. this futsal thing was for preparation for the next not-so-big match between 104 and babah's friend's team. so break a leg :D i know 104 kana "belasuk" badly, i don't actually know the meaning, hahahah. sounds cool wah if i use that word to describe the real scenario. not! and to ka mamah, have a safe study period over there. as usual, don't forget us here. go online once in a while, more important, UPDATE YOUR BLOG! come home soon. "we mish you wawawa" hahaha

"...clearly shows everything's over."

2009-05-11T19:41:00.004+08:00

i sooo love this picture. i dont know why. cali wah. when i asked them to begambar kan, they were all macam standing straight. kali when i lowered my camera, they were like "buleh free pose ka?" ahahaha. and there, their free pose. im going to print this basar basar. they all are actually siblings. love you uncles. rawwwr.

then i was sort of in my emo state masih, so i went through all the old videos. i found the concert cd when i was in pggmb. awww. i really miss schooling there. sana macam siuk wah. mrs asmad, cigu siti hawa, cigu atikah, mrs lee, mrs rahman and mrs jenny hodson/hogdson, thank you for every single thing!! mrs marsh, cigu rafiah, cigu baizura, cigu zaleha, cigu masnah, cigu metussin, cigu jalaluddin.. and all those who taught me before. errrgh. i wish i could just spread the lovee. eh? ah whatever lah. so the concerts kan dari primary one. HAHA. we danced uhm du di du di dum? that masak masak song. hahahah there were wafiy, ahmad sa'ad, adi hamizan, yanyan, azzah, afiqah, nash, azimuddin omg a lot! then primary two was this traditional dance. primary three was joget. haha this one was cali. i mean not me. ka iyah punya part. ahaha you dont get me ni. but really, cali. hahhaha then the 3 blue! ada malik, nafees, nadia afiqah, zahidah, jiah, ahmad muaz, ariff! they were so fun! then there were ka mamah, ka siti, aunt telma, abg iyul! omg everyone was yoooooung! and cute!! and bari malu! hahaha primary four was this chinese dance, the boys ahahahahhaha they did this aerobic ahahahha. only five of them! dindin, siddeq, someone, aziman and azim momin. hahahahha caliii! omg. then primary five was okay lah. hahha 5 blue kali cali. jiah was WOOOW! hahahhaha she danced superbly. hahahha i wish i can upload the videos. god. nada lagi concerts ka? i miss dancing! dulu kan, everytime kan concert, nda belajar wah. yatah siuk! dapat ke canteen awal. haha apan. and every class will like tutup the windows pakai tabir so no one would actually see what they'll perform. haha and we'll like subuk subuk through an open holes kah apa. apa lagi ah? oh ya, there was this video jua masa mama mandi belawat. i looked like a boy!! ugh! and my ears were so libarr! so annoying! at some points i think my ears were bigger than my head! and aku batah nangis! isssh! bida eh. and and si mamat was gauk! si ajis was secondhand!! i mean, style lama wah. hahahhaha ada jua this video masa korban, omg everyone was so small!! mimi was young! not saying that youre now old, but really, we all were so young! nabil was so skinny! and that time, ia and mamat pakai baju arsenal!! yg yellow colour ah. HAHAHHAH but now sorang liv and sorang man u. there were also mulah nini laki. the way he tatak the meat, awh, we miss that the most! urah was so kecil! khaliq's hairstyle was HAHAHHA okay i better stop. you won't read this anyway.

oh oh, this :D

liverpool 3-0 west ham
man city 0-2 man utd
arsenal 1-4 chelsea

and and ronaldo was hoooot! eh gila. i mean it. like hot hot. and when i saw him in his car, grrrrr! hencem wah! haha bah enough from me. night.

2009-05-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

im getting pretty annoying to some of you so im sorry. next time just tell me if i annoy you guys. i can just go. no hard feelings :) im ... uhm ...

A time when the heart found it's beat. It was a long time ago and I personally think that it won't last long. I was only a girl who saw things from the outside. The heart was getting more and more attracted towards it. Haha. Like the more electrons are removed, the higher the electronegativity. Yeah, something like that. That time, I can only managed to tell my friends. I was all hyper when it came towards me and the smiles and cuteness, oh so undescribable. Rumours spread like wildfire and things started to get a little complicated. I think when I was young, I'm already good in being obvious :\ Then someone told me something about it and all those worries and embarass-ness just disappeared. Then the teachers found out and they were teasing and sarcastinating. Is there such word? Hmm. This went for a year. The following year, everything changed except for the feeling part. I still have that feelings towards it for a number of years after that. It never disappear, that's what I'm sure of. Though I've never come across in seeing it within those years. After that, there was this day, I was reading someone's comment, aaand i saw it! More like, I've finally found it! But I was disappointed. The next day, something unexpected had happened and from that day onwards, everything went wow-wee :) Though there were many obstacles, but I made it through. I feel comfortable with it. It was just like I've won something worth waiting for. But as time goes by, and people go through changes, it was something unavoidable. Sometimes I regret doing it. And now, I must say that I'm confused. I'm mixed up. I'm always like this you see. I got into troubles easily. For once, I'd like to just be miserable. I did, already, but it was boring. I'm thinking of doing it again. I'm strong, atleast, I think I am :) Oh well, now that I feel like I've lost the most valuable strength(since having it around feels like I've reached a certain perfection), I guess all I have to do is just let... it... go... I don't have the rights to control it. I actually do, if I wasn't this careless. I let it slipped away so easily. But seeing it every now and then, I admit it myself... That thing just came rushing back into my veins or capillaries or neurons or what so ever. Oh wow. Now I'm being soooo unfair. What am I suppose to do? One thing keeps me happy and so does the other one. In other words, I AM WEAK! I was such a fool. I was so stupid and all that. So I'm thinking, I'm in the process of being karma-lized. But it has everything now.... So I'm just gonna step out. Someday, I'll come across some shocking news about it. I'm sure I will.

it is the sweetest thing i came across my whole life. it has great talents in almost everything. it comforts you truly, it cares for you deeply, it has strong believes in you. it can sing, it has this such-oh-my voice. it doesn't take challenges as a no. it never ever fall from itself no matter how bad it has been bitten. it is cute and some say it is hot. it has the greatest most superb talent in this specific sport. so in conclusion, you can easily fall for it. im not lying. so YOU must take good care of it. it completes you :)

p/s : if, just IF some of you know what
im talking about,which i think
you will, do ignore :)

2009-05-08T18:16:00.007+08:00

sorry for keeping that "someone" waiting :p haha here are the pictures you wanted :D banyak pulang lagi. not gonna post all. sangal ku. haha

aqil

he was actually showing off his ~~liverpool~~ shoes :\

ahahahahaha this picture really cracked me up. we have this thing wah against indonesians taking picture of themselves.. durang mesti pigang something wah. like for example, if durang begambar siring a tree, they'd pigang one of the leaves and stand reeeeally straight(just like durang diatas) without smiling. AHAHA!! cali calii

hmmm, bibi is the prisoner and pipah is the wrestling referee. ahahaah

aina

si kambang

miri, 3rd May 2009.

2009-05-08T17:42:00.003+08:00

arsenal 1 - 3 man utd
scorers:
van persie(p) -- arsenal
j.s.park, cristiano ronaldo -- man utd

hehehehehehehehe ;p
so yeah, FINAL!! rome, here they come. man u will be up against barcelona :D dont care if they lose... only care if they beat arsenal or not, and THEY DID! muahaha. the hottest scored twice. superb goals, sharp and confident. awwh! haha

2009-05-08T17:29:00.003+08:00

Dk Nurul Yus Hazirah Pg Amjah, I M I S S Y O U !
wherever you are, i will always be there. oh yus i so love you baby. its been six years since i've known you, and i miss your laughter. every single "haha". my geo class nda siuk ): my sir always bully aku. if you were there, you could've been the victim ): when can i see you kaaan? i've been wanting to go to katok tapi alum sampai. i have looooots to tell. i told you before jua, you need to be updated. so do i! hows life? love life? school life? have you been bitching around? ah? ah? you forgot me sudah ka? nda kan? oh please say no. you rarely visit my blog sudah ): im so sad. hmm............

2009-05-05T22:05:00.004+08:00

to all my gp mates, block L2.2, ms ewana cancelled our presentations tomorrow. so we will be doing it on thursday. because the deputy principal wants us to be at the auditorium by 9am.

YAYYYYY! hahaha atleast theres one extra time. so i can really finish the points up. today was okay i think. it went pretty well. we had two talks tadi on TAP and VISION. i find it quiet boring. and all of them were so moody. like each of us ada the moody reasons. stayed back till 5-ish. watched md galaxy vs inter md. galaxy lost........ ): haha karang arsenal vs man u! ooooh my god! i hope, WE HOPE, man u will get through with this. please please pleasee! dont let those people bully me lagi apa. ah? ah? haha uhm im bored? auuuu! im still with my gp ni, my geo, nil ah. i wanted to antar tomorrow, but aku malas. plus tomorrow nada class. wow? one class saja esuk ah. hmm. elah, i have to do maths! karang saja eh while watching man u. sooo, see you :) oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYARAFINA! i dont know how to contact you... so hehe. goodluck in every single thing.

salam.

2009-05-04T21:35:00.005+08:00

ouh, and how can i forgot....

big congratulations to ka nurul and si black for having their newly born baby girl :D weeee. welcome my dear girl, welcome to our pamilii. you'll enjoy every second of it. apan, i know its too early. im so excited! she was born on the 4th of May which is today! at around 2am. bravooo! iqa is now a sister. hehe and i think shes happy. i think lah. pasal tadi ia subuk subuk the lil girl. hahaha she might not know anything but yeah, shes happy tu eh.

and this...... why oh why... it suddenly became so awkward and quiet. it just doesnt seem fun anymore. there's not even a single "haha". everything changed just as soon as it happened. i dont even know what "it" is. i miss those old conversations. the ones we used to have everynight. those thoughts and sarcasms we shared. those advices you gave... before, it was all fine. we agree on almost everything. we clicked on every topic. well, sometimes. there was just never "no laughter" dulu. but now... seems so far away man. will this continue till the end? or are we just not going to be like we used to? its a big deal actually. no one can actually comforts me like you did. there are specific people, but eeeeeh, the way you comfort me different wah. like variety wah. ntah eh ): i badly miss those times and youuu...

2009-05-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

for the time being, im going to stick with this skin. its bright, i know. just leave okay? im a bit messed up you see, and im confused. im just gonna type all the way. no, limit until 9 lah. i havent done a single word on geography. it is worth 20 marks and have to be submitted tomorrow. less than 12 hours wah tuu! oh well, malas ku antar esuk eh. haaai (: so yesterday i went to miri. it was fuuuuuuuun. we started to jalan at 630, like delayed for an hour due to uda rahim alum bangun. we started of well. siuuuk. we sang together... :'D first time ever wah, thats why im telling. first pit stop would be the toilet, haha. we went to imperial, parkson and boulevard. boulevard was very memorable. i played this electronic car with najwan and he didnt want his mommy! ahaha :D berangin, but sweet. he was soooooo hot that time. like really! i'll upload the pictures soon. insyallah.

we went back home at around 7-ish. we got stucked arah immigration brunei. they lost nabil's passport. i mean, baboon(idk his real name) and pat but lastly, tejumpa. phewww. arrived beribi around 10-ish and im still exhausted. i complained a lot to my friends tadi about everything and im so sorry. then this afternoon i just realized something. something that is veeeery confusable. whatever the word is. its so, ugh. i cant even describe it myself. i know i shouldnt but i just did and it........ hurts? ): hmm. now, all i have to do is just act like nothing happened and pretend that im okay. i wish! oh gooood. i have looooots of homeworks lagi ni. my mind is not yet ready to think. i just feel like typing everything. i hate this and that. i want ideall! tomorrow ada assembly and i think its a compulsory. my gp lagi alum siaap. HELP! can i not go to school tomorrow? i mean, the teachers wont care right? and no one needs me soo, should i not? i havent had enough sleep for two nights already ):

and im still not in the mood to do geo! eeeergh mixed up eh )': buring! nearly everyday cemani, macam nda fun ): what? i complained alot kah? jangan pulang baca. youre such a ........pfft. okay im sorry i called you that. uh whatever. gillaaa, kan burst ku. uhm its limpas 9 sudah. haha biartia eh. esuk saja ku buat geo. eh, nda jua dapat tu. antam eh. esuk kana ku lagi ni uleh sir. tadi sudah aku kana. everyday wah mesti dibulinya. ada once he said that im easy to be sold. pasal i have empty brain. si falah pun kana. macam, apaaaaan. tadi, notes ku alum berisi, pun kana jua! the rest pun alum siap, tapi aku jua. majal. haha. so goodnight everyone. study smart (:

2009-05-01T21:49:00.001+08:00

MATIEH CEMANI ANI! SEKADAR WAH SEKADAR! NDA USAH TAH MENTAL!! SAKIT SAJA DIRI!

hallu there (; lifes getting hard each day. i am asked to be sabar, and i still am. today is friday, so why should i go crazy thinking about it. i stayed at home morning til noon. i slept at 3am tadi and now im sleepy sudah. yes :D went to the airport to send tua. saw mizaaaan. rupanya ia cousin si nasyitah. ohhhh. haha. and now im sick. not sick, sakit. sick, sick lah. i didnt do anything massive, kana banci. we didnt do anything pun, kana ucap. au taaaah, kamu cool. kami loser. tapi kami losers with style. homework mu nada ka kau buat rumours ani? siuk jua ah. what is it for? gp? yea, i might not know you but please, go away. and you! YOU NDA FUN! now i have doubts. i usually stick to one thing, but im not anymore. you pushed this faaar more worse than ever. you might be happy with your life now but next time, you wont. dont be too sombong okay? it wont bring any good to you. you can offend me but not my friends. just go away if you hate me so much. friends, i love you!

2009-05-01T01:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIMI

alolo ikut ke miri! ikut ke miri! ikut ke miri!

hahaha and and get ya ass onto the car's seat wah and drive us!!
please?
say yes!
hahaha

thank you for the wonderful night my dearest friends. especially shahrul and zool.
thank youuu. i actually smiled, like for sooo long i havent done it.
thank you again.

2009-04-30T22:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZIM JIMJIM :D
hehe, big guy sudah ni, no more doing this and that stuffs yea? dont be naughty. i know how naughty you can be. so sorry i cant meet you up tadi, but promise, i will. nanad is always here for you, remember that (: love youuu.

ngaleh ku! today im pretty much moody. morning and noon. hmm. and tonight, im loonely. wait, what do you think about this?

"try to be governed by your loves and not your hates"

yeaa. so its better to be thought of as a , rather than open my mouth to remove all doubts. hehe and to me, silences make the real conversations between you and me. not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts.

im stressing out actually with my gp project. oh wait, OUR gp project. i dont know how to elaborate more and our presentation macam alum siap fully and and i dont have that courage to speak up. im a COWARD, so?? my species is a coward jua wah. big deal. eh yaka? au jua. ntah eh. that thing kept blocking my mind, its very upsetting. oh well, its enjoyable at the same time. i didnt get the chance to be one haha buduh. sooo, night!

2009-04-27T13:23:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHA

i have a new nick name wah. i looooove it. its like im one of a kind. hahaha. jarang wah urang panggil aku atu. well i guess now people will call me that. YAYY :D actually aku kusut, as usual. tuuu kenapa tia jauh the distance ah ): ish. im just gonna say few stuffs..

THANK YOU NAFEES. we had lunch tadi di mcD, together with nyra, jiah and el. nafees belanja ;D nyehee. thank you thank you.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NURIY (:
and I MISS YOU..........

oh, the tests tadi were very SIAO! weh, this wah, sorry eh. gila. i didnt know it'd be that pissy. you know, the thing i did. enough lah ah. SEEYAH! :)

2009-04-23T18:59:00.001+08:00

i realized, it was me all along ): i was the one who damnly did it. sighh, nad nad. things just doesnt seem to get better. today i was down, i still am. about this and that. dont wanna talk about that as ive admitted it myself already. this, is something. something ive been waiting since 14th march. i wanna wanna wanna see you! babah was annoying tadi. he kept asking why. he forced me to tell. yeah, will he let me if i spilled it out? dont think so. yeah, i want to meet you like now! ): badly need to see you. and i love maths. i think. for now lah. but when it comes to vectors, i'll pass out then. geo's getting pretty dusty and boree ing. gp, interesting, a bit. aku minat si algore! chem, as usual. but but bonding is better than ever. i'll be having two tests next monday. what a nice thing to start with. first day of a new week, two tests! first block and before lunch! :\ and i have to hand in the 'worth-25marks' essay by monday jua! haiyooo. and WHERE IS OUR MONITOR?? four days straight man! mr kah was really furious. kidding. you better be sitting on that stool of yours on saturday.

before i forgot, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIDA. sorry for the short msg. atleast i greeted you.. kan? :)

pick me up! pick me up dear! PLEEEASE? ): oh, there's this equation, 10 + 3 = 13 - 10 = 3. ahaha lame but loving it and loving YOU!

2009-04-22T19:16:00.001+08:00

bladiblabla...

> im an expert in Aggravating my problems.
> ive never eaten Zinger burger before.
> im always late for my Registration class.
> im craving for Ideal again.
> i love the song, 'driving myself Insane'.
> i hate Mole stoichiometry.
> i sometimes ask questions Indirectly.
> ive never had a Surgery before.
> i Suck in chemistry.
> i never like Yoghurt.
> im not Over you.
> i love my school Uniform.

and Shane is so cute :p hai im bored and tired. ive watched coming soon already :D hehe the movie was omg-shit-palui-eh kenapa kau masuk lift?!-eye gouging-sssh. apan. well yah that explains everything. there were err 4+2+2+3+2+2+2+2+2+5 of us. haha so if you wanna watch how Chaba died, make sure youre not watching her in cinema 3 (: dont say i didnt warn you.

uncle sarkawi, i miss your son so badly )':

2009-04-18T19:08:00.002+08:00

im bloohdy bored and im thinking about certain things and now, im pissed! its like out of nowhere, ive been treated badly. so much for a friend. anywho, i just came back from md. today, superfly vs selingkuh. the match wasnt that firm, well thats what i think. i only watched them for 10 minutes. now im dying to know who won and who scored. uh oh todaay was okay in school. ALHAMDULILAH! :D yeay haha. geography was okay. as usual, sir was being sarcastic all the time. i think i miss fatin. she came late tadi so her seat was taken by nelson. the situation was weird. i cant talk ): no one to talk to. then ps was stressy. the sociology students were too damn stress with their tests. jiah was craaaaper(crazy+hyper).. her physics got her to her highest mentally super extreme 'woooo'. nyra was sick. well, she looked sick and tired. qils was 'omg socio!'. izah was over the moon, she still is. i was waaay mentalized by trigonometry. after break was math. HAHA. syazwi told me that teacher will ask for circular measures' past year paper, which i thought she wont, like ever! but she did and most of the class gave excuses. i have to lie. have to! hahaha i totally havent done it and ron was trying to tell teacher! lucky she didnt quite hear what he said. so three math homeworks to be handed by MONDAY! we got no gp class today. apparently all the english classes were cancelled, BUT teacher left us with an assignment. its a presentation. about md students' rights. well heres one thing im about to present. its our rights to sit wherever, i repeat, WHEREVER we want in the library! getit? and never halau those who didnt make loud noises. god. ive had strike one sudah. that lady got issues. oh and so, during gp, i was in the library, stressing myself with chemistry. i cant answer some questions and it made me go 'eh are you taking chemistry?'. bari malu eh :/ then i have pyro meeting during lunch. chemistry class starts at 1230, until 3! baaaie. but okay lah. bah sasak ku ni. goodnight. i miss you.

2009-04-16T19:10:00.003+08:00

good evening everyone :) havent been around for weeks. i realized all blogs are dead. haha so what's up? my days were great. being avoided, controlled and even hated. i just dont know what i did wrong, but yeah, IM S O R R Y. one thing came after another ah. today i just found out about something and sighh. problems yg before before alum lagi settle. which i dont know how to! everytime i tried to set things right, it went uuuugh. im thinking too much am i? i dont know how to avoid myself from thinking about it. anyway, i wanna update you! though you dont want to be updated by me. so? hehe

10th april
first family outing since year 199+! i think. uda damit's, uda besar's and my family went to miri. it was really a last minute plan. semua ikut including grandmum. whiiiich, hmm, kinda stopped all the fun we're having. she joined us just to bali minyak, and she wanted to go home like SOON! huh. we had fun though :D

14th april
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABDUL AZIM HAJI MOMIN :D

15th april
went to gadong.. i got mcD's balloon :D stayed back at school until 5-ish to watch md galaxy vs superfly's friendly match. superfly won, 0-4. yay? haha then went to beribi, najwan was AMBUNG. like very. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i get it now. hmm

today, 16th april
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIQ ZAKWAN, SYAZWI, BAHZI, QILAH AND SHUKRI (:
banyak ehh. oh and this, MAN U MADE IT TO SEMIFINAL! :D who did it? who scored? CRIIIIISTIANO ROOONALDOO! im going to watch the ulangan later to see how he scored. babah kept saying it was WOOOW. hehe

i dont know what to type lagi. oh this, i hope things will get better between us both. it hurts to be in this situation. i just dont get it. and yes, i dont want to cry because of it. IT HURTS!

2009-04-08T19:29:00.004+08:00

who needs air by the classic crime

i long to taste adventure like the nature of the sea,
always moving, always hiding all the creatures from beneath.
singing silent songs of sadness my heart waits for its chance,
to dance upon the ashes of my burned up little plans.

and i stand alone before the night.
my nakedness is so clear in the glow of the moonlight.
life is old but so short.
we are young, we want more.

i'm drowning, but i don't care,
'cause when you got what i got, what i got
who needs air?
i don't need air.

my addiction to danger like the rush of the sea,
like a wave on the rocks the lessons crash down on me.
i don't need to prove the world to you only to myself.
so step back and look away as i dive into the swell.

i'm drowning, but i don't care,
'cause when you got what i got, what i got
who needs air?

so take me down to the river like a little child,
and take my hand and tell me it's okay to be wild.
i never knew the world until i saw through your eyes,
i never knew myself until i ripped off my disguise
(i ripped off my disguise).

i'm drowning, but i don't care,
'cause when you got what i got, what i got
who needs air?

i'm drowning, but i don't care,
'cause when you got what i got, what i got
who needs air?
(i have come to the realization that life is more than what i have accomplished.
and life is more then the realization that we have accomplished nothing at all.)

i'm drowning, but i don't care,
'cause when you got what i got, what i got
i don't need air
(true success is so selfless so drown in the lyrics
of your life and give up the air that you breathe.
you don't need anything. you don't need anything.)

i don't need air

2009-04-06T23:27:00.012+08:00

ameera nafeesa, back off! hes mine!! MINE! ahahaha :p

nada wa. ahaha kelaie sama kanak kanak yg nda tau aku, apadeey. so washup ma nigga? im amal nadiah. im messed up, still. im sick of this and that. im tired and i miss loooooooooooooooads of you's!! you you you you youuuuu you you you you! horight. ive been busy lately with ka siti's wedding. happy new couple wedding marry marry to siti and yamin. 5th of april, everything ended hotly smooth. hotly smooth means, fweaaaakin hot in a smooth way. getit? getit? anyway, yea.. thats it. and and andddd i have THREE new BOYFRIENDS! and my list goes on with HAIRI, IJAN and KHALID! i dont know khalid yet since he didnt want me sariatu, but hes cute, so hes IN! haha HAIRI is like the second najwan! why second? pasal najwan is unbeatable!! NAJWAN'S EVERYTHING! even ronaldo cant beat him.. ahaha. HAIRI IS SO CUTE! he likes me! like he want me wah. ia nda mau ka milah and ka naj. AWW jua tu kan? yatah kambang kuuu. thats why im telling this to the whole world. apa? jarang jua ku sho op. bukan macam urang atu :p

aaah yatah kan. on that day, sunday, si boy, dani, danish, ashraff and adek was there! SEMUA ANI AKU PUNYA NI! MINE!! peduli apa ku tamak. kau nda pernah tamak kan? nah! :p si boy nda berapa mau aku. ia sibuk kan makanan nya. dani, nda ku telayan. maklum lah, ada si hairi ah, lupa tia ku. aku pun pandai ambung kaliah. WOOO! adek was the hardest to tackle. ambung nya macam baaaaaaie. banar. nda mau kan urang. yatah umpan nya yupi. anu jelly ah. hahhaha apa lagi? apa lagi? oh si hairi ani urang kk. they came here, without adik fikri ): and didi. ahhahahaha :p nad nad hehe.

ka siti

BOY!

DANI!

ADEK!

that girl is not me okay? (:

HAIRI!

machedaaa machedaaaaaa :D
ahaha i love ronaldo! hes hot! hes so hot! hes so talented! hes so aww! hes so grrr! hes so hmmm! hes so dreamy! hes so my godddd! hes so tssss!

man utd 3-2 aston villa
scorers: cristiano ronaldo(2) and macheda.

man utd 2-2 fc porto
scorers: i dont know. haha

i miss you too someoneee :)

2009-04-02T23:53:00.002+08:00

"when im with you
i'll make every second count
cause I MISS YOU
whenever youre not around"

i was about to make every second of my time count just now, but i dont know what stopped me from doing it. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEQAH (: tomorrow is friday, a day which i personally think that it'd be nice to just stay at home and sleep. but yeah, cant do that tomorrow. right now im trying my hardest to fill my sorrow with tears of joy. im still trying.. but yea, wont seem to work. im alone and been left alone. im moody and sarcasted. im sorry to those who i ignored or rolled eyes to. part of me says, 'hey, lets smile and have fun'. another part says, 'no, leave me alone'. so which part? i'll pick the second, obviously. let alone life. im not going to be there with you. unless i can stop myself from doing stupid stuffs. i cried cause of you and you. its stupid wah. really. in the end, im always the one to blame. clueless and miserable. everyones busy. yeaaah, busy. she's busy, he's busy too. she's not being fair... whats the difference kan? they have better social thing than me? oh ya, im lame. i knew that. dont worry, i'll let myself be miserable. im good at it (: on the other hand, im like i dont know to him. my life is great. its exciting.. i think, what im about to do will make his life easier. go have fun. hoping that this doesnt go on.. im tired of crying. every night. its not a joke. im not typing all these so that you'd come up to me. im just your 'uh im bored nad'. sigh.. to whoever it is, i love you still.

im listening to some techno songs from bungsu akai's phone. hes playing it loud. my mom is pacar-ing the women. everyone's smiling and laughing. i found myself sitting alone at the corner, typing all these and badly need to cry. i want to lay myself down. I WANNA SMILE AND LAUGH LIKE YOU ALL DID! its been three days. im always distracted by you during classes. where are you huh? youre having fun while im here, crying myself out. do you even care?? oh, no you dont. its because you know that i'd be okay by myself. and theres also this other thing.. a thing that sigh.. should i even bother to work it out? i did. i really tried to. but it starts to fall apart.

im sick sick sick of all this!! )':
i guess im ending all these nonsenses.

"what can i do
say its true
or everything that matters breaks in two
say its true
i'll never ask for anyone but you"

"if you need anything
just say the word i mean anything
rest assure if you start to doze
and i'll tuck you in
plant my lips where your necklaces close"

"take my hand and tell me its okay to be wild"

"tonight i've fallen and i cant get up
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night i miss you i can just look up
and know the stars are holding you holding you holding you
tonight"

"you never look at me the same
you know its really driving me insane
and i know
without you i cant function no more"

"i wish i could here your voice
dont leave me alone in this bed
i wish i could touch you once more
dont leave me alone in this bed"

"teach me every step
every dip and every turn"

"i want you to know
with everything i wont let this go
these words are my heart and soul
i'll hold on to this moment you know
as i bleed my heart out to show
and i wont let go"

"run baby run dont ever look back
they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance
dont sell your heart dont say we're not meant to be
run baby run forever will be
you and me"

those lyrics meant lot to me... yeaah (:

2009-03-31T21:50:00.002+08:00

yuhuuwuhuuhu, alo :D hehe so when was the last time i post? aaah, that noon. so yeah, school has started. yesterday. 30th march 2009. everything went normal hehe finally those homeworks were out of my sight! :) in the afternoon, went to the mall with izah, jiah, nafees and nas. then went back to jiah's house and siuk lah. then todaaay,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KHAIROL KHOLILI
im hoping that you enjoyed today's moment because this morning, you werent as happy as what i had expected. it does affect me tadi haha anyway, tomorrow is april. you remember what april will be? well you should! and just be ready haha apan.

AND

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ZURA
enjoy the cake tadi? haha have a great one yea :)

siiiigh, me and qils down berabis tadi. hmm.. and so at lunch we suprised zura. again, wasnt like what we had expected. hahaha her curiousity was sooo eeh! ahaha kacau. after math, abang das picked me up together with ka iyah. we went to the mall, AGAIN! but this time, we watched movie. knowing. SIUK! kesian! eh siukkk! ahaha oh oh, mimah was there jua tadi. shes puhretti mahn! rawrr ahaha. then MACDONALD! finally! friiies in me tummy :D haha ada kawan ka iyah! she-males! wuuuut. hot eh! ahahaha NOT! and and uhm now aku arah uda damit. i dont know why im doing here. yaawn. i only have math. and i think esuk ada chemistry test. aaaah! :\ and tadi ada ajreee :p well, didnt see him but saw his car. atleast hahaha told my parents and awwh babah was being.. eh jantah. and and masa dimall i went to winmark to get the smell lagi. kali i asked my parents to cium it. HARUM WAH! shiish!

oh, this, i kept thinking about it. even at times when i shouldnt be thinking about it. apan im repeating the words. haha but yeah, im so saaaad! really sad! its like, everything fades away. just like that lagi tu. maybe its me but sighh. and i miss those moments. now macam jarang sudah.. no, since that day, those moments nda happen lagi. get this, I MISS IT!!! 'it' doesnt mean a thing. well maybe it is a thing. could be. but it can also mean a person or people. oh god, what should i do? should i just let it fade away? or keep it to oneself? or maybe let it out? but man, it'll be worse since im the only one who's feeling it. and im not referring to one problem but problemS! after that one thing, came one new thing and now, another thing. i felt even worst when i did something and ugh, whats all this kan?! is it just a feeling? or its really happening? damn, i dont even understand what im typing. macam all those words were just busits.

hmp, better go. night.

2009-03-29T11:12:00.003+08:00

woody i miss youuu~ hahaaha

kyrol says:
nad tdi MU klah ah
there's a consequence. says:
manada man u main tadi
there's a consequence. says:
ADAKAN??
kyrol says:
awu da
kyrol says:
arh game ku
kyrol says:
hahaha
there's a consequence. says:
esuk kau rul ah

kyrol says:
sapa sruh jdi fan manu
kyrol says:
hahaha
there's a consequence. says:
ya rabiiiii. ani lagi sakit hati ni. banar tah. hahhaha
there's a consequence. says:
karang ku minat arsenal, nada jua kan kau buli kan?
there's a consequence. says:
nah. kau jua yg keburingan tu karang
kyrol says:
hahaha
kyrol says:
hahaha
kyrol says:
klau ko minat arsenal kalah tia krng tyme lwn liv
kyrol says:
hahaha
there's a consequence. says:
ouccccch!!
there's a consequence. says:
ahhahahaah sakit hati ku tu rul.

there's a consequence. says:
hahahahahha
marlboro 93z says:
and why tuala MU dapan??????????????????????
marlboro 93z says:
CHELSEA belakang?????????????????????
marlboro 93z says:
buyuk eh
there's a consequence. says:
paduliiiiii
there's a consequence. says:
ahahahahaha
there's a consequence. says:
atleast chelsea is not alone
there's a consequence. says:
:P
there's a consequence. says:
since liverpool never walk alone so i thought that maybe, chelsea can come along :P
there's a consequence. says:
hahhahahahha
marlboro 93z says:
hahah shit ehh
marlboro 93z says:
haha

and im enjoying those two conversations tadi. ahahaha :p

2009-03-27T15:51:00.006+08:00

hulaa (; sigh. me tired to the very. im just killing my time ni. im now at holiday lodge, again, vacationing. yesterday was fine.. i guess? i wasnt allowed to sleep here because of some reasons. sigh again ): but hey, im here now.. hehehe okay. there're lots of incidents happened here. not lots lah.. just a few. so we checked in at around noon.. sampai sini, them boys shuming sudah. biasa, dirumah nada swimming pool.. hhaahah i wanted to swim but sabar. najwan slept here too. cute. hes like, eh cute lah. undescribably cute. cut the story short lah ah. masa malam masih muda, like around 7-ish.. we were all outside having informal dinner. the "teens" sat arah this table near both pools kan.. i went to get a drink and when i came back to the table, something caught my eye. APADEHH! ahahahaha anu i was looking at the baby's pool.. someone, specifically(aaaah, its been a while since i've used that word), a kid, a boy, wearing white translucent underwear, performing some kind of vomitification. GET ME? he puked!! INSIDE THE POOL! LIKE WATAHEH?! lol. so i WAS trying my hardest NOT to be SO OBVIOUS! really. i mean, i wanted to tell the "teens" wah about it. DUH! i dont want them to get all you know. yeah. and our anti-bacterial miss aka MIMI was grossing around. she was full of sarcasm! she kept on saying P-U-K-E! or puke or mun-TAH! or any sort of sarcasm lah. hahahhahaha then si wafydoo boogie started to act like ew-ey and all macam ia esen esen aga the pool then ia nda jadi masuk and all that. shissh. talking about one mean kid. hahha the last person to actually swam on that pool lastnight was the kid himself. and his cousins hahahhahah. oh oh and his huge floating dolphin. quite cute. hahaha dang! i remembered! he stirred the pool with the dolphin's tail! AFTER he vomit. :\ okay enough.

so lastnight was okay.. a bit. NDA EH! nda okay! :'( uhm there's this song, its the BEST R&B CHORUS I'VE EVER HEARD!! really! first time dangar, tarus macam...... LAWA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so right ): so perfect. so errrgh.

eh forgot to tell you guys. NAJWAN WAS HOT! :D hahaha he swam. CUTE! he was happy. the pool gave him this kind of happiness wah. like true happiness. he was happy sampai nda mau keluar dari pool atu. like he was meant to be with water. tahell. hahaha tapi cute lah. he waved at people masa ia dalam air ah. as if hes going to join mermaid parade. eh apan. oh yea, right now, its 12:23pm, and outside, its freaking hot!! BOILING POINT! seriously. and still, durang shuming jua. they are in the process of tanning. or should i say blackening? ahahaha i remember what pipah said yesterday arah adik. she said 'putih ni jubur mu' lol. pasal durang mandi nda pakai baju wah, tapi pakai boxer. so the butt nda expose to sunlight jua tu only the body. yatah jubu durang putih putih. apadeh. hhahah nda cali nad, ndaaa :p

"aku suka matahari :D"

isolated pool!

i love this picture :p

at the beginning

in the end

alright, im off (:

2009-03-26T16:00:00.002+08:00

represent by the red jumpsuit apparatus

a kid came up to me now just the other day
and asked me if i'd thought about what i would say
if everything came crashing down on top of me
how would i stay pure?

will you represent
who you stand for
will they shame you
will they blame you

it's funny how the words of a child can be
simple, though the thought there is so meaningful
it makes me wonder what i would say to me
through the eyes of another

will you represent
who you stand for
will they shame you
will they blame you

there's a consequence
for the path you chose
will they change you
will they make you who you are not

let the free world light the way
in these times of darkened days
let the free world light the way

you will represent
who you stand for
they won't shame you
they won't change you

there's a consequence
for the path you chose
they can't change you
they can't make you who you are not

2009-03-22T19:15:00.002+08:00

and i nearly forgot!!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AHMAD DASUKI AB aka ABANG D
and
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SUZWANE RADIN aka SUZ!

love you both!!

and abang das, sorry ah nda suprise balik. haha kapih maaa. have a great one guys :D

2009-03-22T18:57:00.004+08:00

lullaby by the spill canvas

it's the way that you blush when you're nervous
it's your ability to make me earn this
i know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep
it's about how you laugh out of pity
'cause lets be honest i'm not really that funny
i know that you're shot, just let me sing you to sleep

if you need anything, just say the word
i mean anything
rest assured, if you start to doze, then i'll tuck you in
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

it's those pills that you don't need to take
medicating perfection, now that's a mistake
i know that you're spent, just let me sing you to sleep
it's your finger and how i'm wrapped around it
it's your grace and how it keeps me grounded
i know that you're weak, just let me sing you to sleep

if you need anything, just say the word
i mean anything
rest assured, if you start to doze, then i'll tuck you in
and plant my lips where your necklaces close

while you were sleeping i figured out everything
i was constructed for you, and you were molded for me
now i feel your name, coursing through my veins
you shine so bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame

(oh)

if you need anything, just say the word
i mean anything. (i really do)
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then i'll tuck you in
and plant my lips where your necklaces close

if you need anything, just say the word
i mean anything
rest assured, if you start to doze, then i'll tuck you in
and plant my lips where your necklaces close

thank you hanif for the song (;

2009-03-22T18:02:00.002+08:00

najjjazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzaggggggggggggggggggagggggggggggjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjmwaqn Zhakimin haji lll///misle!!!! ahaahahahahahhaahhaha nn fgerureggrycyrggghffffhgyyffwhwgwgwb

okay, najwan tu yg type. ahaha cute ah? au ja :D

so has everyone had been informed about manchester united losing lastnight's match....? SUC.......!! banar tah!!! two red cards? in a night? like HECK? whatever lah. frust ku frust!! now im hoping that liverpool pun kalah jua since chelsea sudah kalah. haha

*news*
si ahmad nafees kamsani CUTE!! spread the news people!! :)

and to my girl, sukainahhhh, I LOVE YOU BABY! take care! :D hap pun.

and and i miss youuu and you ):

2009-03-21T21:58:00.001+08:00

i miss my brother. the one who was always there for me when i need advices or someone to talk to. he never fails to cheer me up. the one who fills every second of my days and nights with all his songs. the guy who never let his friends down unless his reasons are reasonable. those nights when we used to tease each other about our diseases, our slightly not the same eyes and about some personal matters. i met him tadi but it wasnt like what i had expected. hmm.. really miss him. maybe i was trying too hard.. ): but hey, i saw his cute straight thin eyes tadi. hehehe really cute. and cali masa ia teberanti when i tried to ikutkan how sipit his eyes were. haha

ouh, im sorry. im deeply sorry and thank you for everything. you were always nice to me. always. but im the one who was being one heck of a bitch and not appreciate what you've done. i saw you just now but yea, it was like we dont know each other. i told you once and i think now, its pretty clear that im an ungrateful girl. oh wait, ungrateful bitch. yeah. i hope you know who you are. take care always and thank you again for everything..

to that someone i rolled my eyes to just now, hehe its okay (: actually i was hoping that i could atleast help you with your homeworks tadi but yea.. you guys were wildly having fun yatah its not right to kacau. but you did have fun kan? dont be sad. i wont be around to cheer you up.. atleast for the time being. so jangan sad beh aa (: smile always. tadi your smile was lighty. apan. i mean masa you smiled, macam ada light. then i was like, "hai beh :D" haha dibalasnya jua tapi blushing. apadeeh. and malu pasal "that"?? cute jueh. ahahaha :p

uhm i invited someone tonight but sigh.. football. what can i say lagi. football will always be his first ever girlfriend. 21st is just not my day... i think i was too excited wah, now i ended up crying. thank you jee and nyra for always trying to put smiles on me. sayang ku kamu dua anii.. hee.. uhm nyra, i love all the songs yg you bagi ah. palui kali. lawa lawa. macam they encourage me to keep on crying. ahahha nada wah. jangan marah. and baik kau cheer up ah. deep siiiigh. jee, settle sudah high mu? hahha

oh, now aku diberibi.. they said makan soto and liat af tarus so layan saja. najwan nadaaaaaaa )': man u will be up against fulham karang.. we are hoping for the best.

champions league draw :
manchester united vs fcporto
villareal vs arsenal
liverpool vs chelsea
barcelona vs bayern munchen

thats it i guess... im going off.. crying. no stars tonight ): so it clearly shows that its not my night as well. take care everyone. it has been a great pleasure to have you guys around.

2009-03-20T18:30:00.002+08:00

kamuuuuu, aku mau ambil sociology!! i wanna drop my chemistry! aiiiiish! ): i read arah internet and socio sounds FUN! yiiiiiiish! aku mau socioooooo! ): oh by the way, i miss you a whole lot! and i miss you jua. and you too ofcourse! siiiigh ):

2009-03-20T02:02:00.002+08:00

have you ever did something stupid that will eventually make that person hates you? yesterday i was being a totally jerk. i was being too damn straight obvious. sigh.. uhm hey :) hows life? i think im going to do some summarizing..

17th march
- aleq's birthday
- homeworksss

18th march
- PR interview -- great
- more chem homeworks
- welcome to beribi, si "putih"! :p
- finally SHAHRUL appeared! -- ive mentioned your name, now pay me! hahaha

19th march
- more and MORE chem homeworks!
- idiot obviousity! twice lagi tu it happened! URGH!
- my new name, toh tieng yan ahaha
- waited for 2hours!
- thank you syauqi and shahrul
- the day i became an expert in being obvious!

notes for future reference :
1. try to not contact in any sort of way with someone.
2. STOP SPENDING!
3. homeworks to be done on time.
4. practise maths everyday.
5. pay fully attention in chem and geo class.
6. sleep early.
7. do not cry.
8. no mall.
9. save credit!
10. no more views!
11. stop thinking of view.
12. ps is the time to avoid from viewing.
13. STOP BEING OBVIOUS NAD!

seee!! kill me! )': can i be as miserable as katie? ): ugh. alright then, happy holiday to those who're having few homeworks and to those who DOESNT EVEN HAVE ONE! be in a state of generousity and buatkan mine? :p ahaha and oh, YUS IS NOT MY TWIN! okay?? so dont text me lagi asking whether i know her or not and that she looks like me. shes pretty, im not. so theres a slight difference. kapish? hahaha imy girls!! ):

ning, tc everyone

2009-03-16T00:37:00.001+08:00

EEERGH! i cant sleep! oh hello there :) wait, happy belated birthday sammy. its monday, the first day of the third week of school. 'today' will start with chemistry class. I HOPE that TEACHER wont give ANOTHER HOMEWORK! even ONE question. PLEASE! the latest homeworks were like millions and alum siap! and the topic lagi, urgh! macam my blood refused to flow towards my brain lagi. moles wa MOLES! the calculations are very bloody boring!! percentage yields lah apa. eeeh. babu banar. next class would be uhm geography. mr kah lied to us!! disappointed ku tarus! hes still our teacher! yish ): but atleast there were notes. siiigh. after that would be ps follow by math. math pun, stress! wait, chem is even more stressing. afternoon class is gp which means, no class. so, no bullies! EH WAIT! ahaha i'd probably bump onto those guys i said 'liverpool is going daawn tonight' to ahahaha sit! bismillah saja lah. eeh im sleepy. wehuweee :D bloggy always sleeps me. apan. night. love you love.

p/s : to be added to my craving list -- davidoff cool water! and i want it prontò! or or better yet, i want that guy who uses it everydaaay. yeaa, i want him saja lah with the smell. so far, none of my craveries have been craverited. wha? ahaha toodles

2009-03-15T11:13:00.002+08:00

MORNIN EVERY SOUL (: awwh lovely day, sunday. homeworks ahead, drools in mind, love in the air, hunger come and go, bullies kept coming.. oh just so lovely. haha whathell eh. au wah man u kalah. heeeh. dont have to tell me the scores over and over man. i watched the match! shiish.

thank you cintaaa :D for lastnight. vair wonderful. im so awed by you. im suprised, im oh i lop youh! :p

*jimjim msgd me just now. and i was like..*
HEHHH JIM! SAKIT HATI BANAR JUA KAU KAN MAN U! ahahahaha sampai brought up the red card session lagi tu. ahahaha well man u did embarass us lastnight, away kalah, home pun kalah jua. but it doesnt mean that liverpool is the best team. eh wait, JIM KAU MINAT CHELSEA JUA KENAPA KAU SUPPORT LIVERPOOL??! ahahaha damn! fine eh whatever. ahaha aku pulang mental bebalik ani wah. so i do agree liverpool WAS the best team lastnight. but not always :p ah ka siti aaah. you texted me up every goals liverpool scored, macam wth hahaha i get it sis. haha ceh. IF liverpool really is the best team, by now they should atleast have won two cups. amacam? padas nda? hahaha nada wah. lastnight was interesting lah. suprisingly, nada banyak urang msg. yg support arsenal and chelsea pulang bising. lol. banar tah. bah, it aint over yet \m/ good day haha glory glory man utd!

2009-03-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

nda ku jadi post whats in my draft. ~~mental ku :)~~

man united 1 - 4 liverpool

congratulations. one sentence saja, 'still remains at the top'. ahaha apan. sad ku eh. not just because of man u, because of other reasons too. hmm... you and you, i think i.... uhm yeah. shouldn't happened but cant avoid it. ahahhaha shit man. obvious tia. nevermind. im talking shit. i love liverpool on the 14th of march only. ouh, this winning thing, is a present for ka rina.

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY KA RINA!

i love youu

also, i'd like to congratulate azim for his latest promoted position as BE 9's monitor. ahahha he refused to but yeaa lol. me and qils are proud of youuu :) and happy belated brithday umie! lap lap youh!

night.

2009-03-12T19:39:00.000+08:00

just a short post,

-THANK YOU GIRLS, for the gigantic card and greetings.
-WHERE'S MY VIEW??! ):
-I MISS YOU HANIF! how are you? hows your leher? nda lagi sakit? hows school? what are you doing? hows tuition? ada new songs? ive listen to who needs air but i wasnt in my listening mood. i love represent by the red jumpsuit apparatus. you asked me to listen to it. eh mana kauuu? ):
-my vieeeeew!! ):
-GLAD to see ka najmah! YAY! thanks for picking me up tadi :D
-HUNGRY!
-TONNES OF HOMEWORKS!!

2009-03-10T19:03:00.003+08:00

woooooooo, what a day!! alright, first and foremost...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MOHD SHAHRUL IZWAN HAJI AJI :D my BF, my bingboy and si mata lawa kuuuuuu :p ahaha RUL! need i say more? sudah tadi kan arah msg. im glad youre happy. i was worried if kau sad masih. anyway, meet me soon. i have something for you (:

and

HAPPY 18TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MAMA AND BABAH, I LOVE YOU! you both know that right? mwaaaaah :D

and

MY BIGGEST THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO GREETED ME, WHO SANG THE BIRTHDAY SONG AND WHO PLANNED ON SUPRISING ME! i seriously have no idea about what was going on. it was at lunch, i was having my ps before that so i spent most of the time in the library. pause *thank you qilah for sitting beside me* ahaha. play, and when the bell rang, KHAIROL was being soooooooo nice! kinda weird wah ahaha plus before that, i saw jee talking to him which is even more weirder. and there, i lost track on where jee and izah were so i was with khairol and malik all the time. i wanted to attend that PYRO meeting but khairol nda suruh. REALLY WEIRD! he forced me to go to the dining hall. good idea ah rul, using "kan ambil borang prefect ah" as a reason. CEH! hahahaha. we went to the dining hall and to the prefect desk and blablabla... *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU* some people did sing that song earlier but it wasnt for me. so i thought that maybe it was for her AGAIN! ahahahha au jealous ku waaaah. kali aku liat, si jee pigang cake! OMG! ahahahhaha and there were fezah, izah, qilah, nas and banyak lahh. i looked at khairol and he was smiling sooooo cute-ly! AHAHAHA :p then all the prefects sang together! AWWWWWWW eventhough they dont know me. so generous! and MERUL! THANK YOUUUUUU FOR SI LAMPOOOH! KIYOOOOOOOT! ya rabiiiiiiii! ahahha apan. wide lagi tu smile nya. his legs are so stumpy and and his ears are so small!

THANK YOU KAMU, I LOVE YOU!!!

for the card, ANIQ, kaka sayang youuuu! thank you merul! i didnt expect him to write on it jua. cute lagi tu Q nya. hahhaa

kaii, yus, syaza, merul, jee, iman, hida, abang das, hanif, shahrul, rabs, yusrin, azri, jimjim, afina, izah, jella, pipah, maza, efah, sam, zool, zimi, tyn, syauqi, nuriy, abang akram, rizal, nisa, wadaah, ka mamah, hjh qilah, meme, feqah, vane, fezah, fate, nafees, malai, umie, yaya, zatil, nadz, mun, syazwani, dindin, afiq and his friend, khaty, khairol, malik and his friend, the prefects, yen, leemen, anep, noh, jeebs, aniq, fee, bellah, nas, yee hui, nurul 5B, nadia, suz, sufian, mimi, mum, bu biah, bu inah, tua bini, bu masnah..

THANK YOUUU :D

uhm okay, i so love today! when i arrived home tadi from beribi, uda besar was there, the whole family!! weird. and and i went mandi and all, suddenly ada urang sang happy birthday AGAIN! I LOVE YOU ALL! THANK YOU TO ABANG DAS AND KA IYAH!! you both planned this for me and i dont know what to say lagi! :'D it was really great! uda damit, uda nani, akmaliyah, fatin, uda bini, uda besar and abang akram, THANK YOU! :') fatin, abang and anis, thank you for the presents. aku sayang kamu. i really do. my other birthdays werent as great as today. today is super awesome.

sadly, i was unable to cope with something. i shouldnt've cried, but i did. im sorry ): some of you will marah. hanif, all those stuffs you said, youre just wonderful. i didnt say much because no one has ever said something as sweet as yours. you know im always here right? even if youre miles away, which you are, i hope we will still be like this. IF in the future, something will happen, then i will always have your back or atleast know that if we're not close lagi, i wouldve been there. TAKE CARE! i'll reach for the stars all the time nif and i'll listen to another heart calls and alone in this bed and tangled up in you. if aku nangis, ujan tu arah mu, kau sambut ah? haha thank youu. to azri, im sorry i made you feel bad. it wasnt your fault, really. i'll see you soon. mom was asking for you tadi hee. thank you thank you everyone.

babah, mama, i love you. those things you wrote, nad will ikut )': i wont disappoint you. nenek, i will try to save credit hehe :p abang das, 12 more days. khairol, 21 more days :p

2009-03-09T09:56:00.001+08:00

dead and gooone~

ughh! it keeps on getting shitty and shittier. that thing, my cough, sigh. i wish it'd happen before now. not now. ehah.. goodmorning everyone. today is public holidaay :) 'de bodih.. bodih' ahaha that refers to mimi and the gang. aku uhm what do you call it? messed up? thats why im posting or i'll keep thinking about it over and over again until i breakdown and surrender which nda kana suruh ulih urang atu. so i need to be less weaker than i used to. homework ku lagi alum siap. maths lagi tu. heeeeh! and aku lapar. i didnt eat dari semalam. i was pretending to be strong ahaha how busit is that. i cant even face something smaller than a baby's butt. apan. it has been a long weekend for me. hmm just think about it will you? oh or nevermind. im always to blame :) whatever crap im talking about has nothing to do with you. so no worries. and this, i miss someone. which i shouldnt be missing but oh dear, i did sudah. getting far away, made me feel like ive been forgotten, or maybe new friends punya pasal. but but yet, i was hoping, WAS hoping that i could atleast tell that someone. but it'd be so so wrong. oh where are youuuuu? ): nad, stop doing stuffs that is beyond your effing life or strength or stupidity! getit nad? WAAAAAA im breaking down eh!! gladly lastnight i knew someone will be here for me. i wont be around. haha maybe. kan makan ku. take care eberiwan.

2009-03-08T18:53:00.003+08:00

when im with you by faber drive

saw you walk into the room
thought i'd try to talk to you
babe am i ever glad you wanted me to
it's been two years to the day
half the time i've been away
i know i'm not there enough but that's gonna change
'cause i'm coming back
to show you that i'm keeping the promise i made

when i'm with you i'll make every second count
'cause i miss you
whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
i'll still get butterflies years from now
i'll make every second count when i'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and down
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we've got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
'cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that
i'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
i'll make every second count
'cause i miss you
when ever you're not around
when i kiss you i'll still get butterflies years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
whatever it takes i'm not gonna break the promise i made
when i'm with you
i'll make every second count
'cause i miss you

when i'm with you
i'll make every second count
'cause i miss you
whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
i'll still get butterflies years from now
i'll make every second count
(make every second count)
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
yeah

2009-03-08T18:01:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR HIDAYATUL AFINA HZ aka FINA and AMMAR AINA AR aka AINA :) wish you both the very best in everything.

today we went to tungku beach again. this time, for me, IT WAS HECK FUN! ahaha i know how to ride the anu yg four wheel drive thing atu. EH SIUUUUUK BUI! hahaha aget! siuk lah siuk! suka ku. ambung ku tarus. you know, like i want to play it all the time. i became so stingy and karit and hahahahha ah atu lah :D ganya sakit jari ku menakan minyak. najwan was there to at the beach but he was sleeping the whole time. masa kan balik baru tia bangun. late comer was uda hj amid. kami packing, baru tia datang.

my handsome boy not friend :p

the next monk generation ahahha

then it rained! ahaah cheh. baru kan menguring guring makanan, ujan tia. so we continued our picnic arah rumah nini. hehe awesome.

this is pidaud's cake. his birthday was on the 6th. together with wad. just a small birthday party. its not even called a party. sadly, i have no chance to eat the cake.

thats pidaud.

and right now, im so tired. hehe thanks to tua for teaching me how to ride that red thing. keep on rocking peeps. love love

2009-03-07T19:07:00.002+08:00

today, my first day entering those classes. semua class siuk except maths! OH MY GOD! its not because of aku nada kawan, its because i dont really LOVE addititonal maths. so yeah, nda tah berapa ni maths ku. i have homeworks sudah. its about surds! aku paham but im confused. and i dont quite get what my teacher said. her name is JT, jenny toh. haha my geo class was awesomeee! the teacher siuk! for once i forgot that hes a chinese! pasal his malay macam brunei banar. hes mr kah. ia caliiii :D my gp class cooool! and nada afternoon class lagi tu throughout the year. haha her name is ms hjh ewana. my teacher that is. atu aku seclass sama is hilmi, rash, maliki, sarah, fee, kawan si kai aku nda ingat namanya :P haha and sarina. uweeeeee. uhm, last class was chemistry. mrs sikha elias. okay lah. hmmm ): and im OKAY SUDAH! eh apan. hehe i miss you and i love you. both YOU represent tonnes of people :)

2009-03-04T23:04:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEZAH :)

right, nothing much happened these few days. im having my orientation, still. tomorrow will be the last. i prefer it to be called 'dè butt-flattening' session :D ahaha now im lying down, filling my butt back with oxygen. haaah. so where am i? ouh, yeah, maktab duli. or as iman thought it would be, DULI COLLEGE. the most elderest and prestigious sixth form centre in brunei. this school, hmm, its vair vair scary. the surroundings, the teachers, the classrooms and the lower sixth intake 2009 :) the prefects are uhm thumbs up except for that prefect. tsk tsk. the chicks are, hot hot. the chickens are not. ahahaha joke! the babes okay la. the dudes, nevermind. haha. except for that dude, *cough cough* AHAHA shit im making it so obvious! oh well :p and so my first day of school, in year 2009, at maktab duli was not "kewl". despite the hot fever i had jua on the same day, i was unable to cope with the surrounding.

THE END

ahaha nada mood ku eh. kan tidur ku sudah. bah goodmorning everyone.

p/s : HEN KE AI!

2009-03-02T02:31:00.001+08:00

anyone, sing me to sleep?? hehe aku sudah tidur tadi kali kana banguni. pasal man u penalty. apadeeeh. haha. aku in manja mode ni so kalau ada lanji lanji sikit, diharap kamu paham :)

*ring ring*
wembley wembley calling
man u for carling

ahaha buruk ah pialanya. damit. cubatah yg macam uefa punya. basar jua mata meliat. anywaay, man u won. through penalties.

man u 4 - 1 spurs (lurus?)
scorers : ryan giggs, carlos tevez, cristiano ronaldo and anderson.

thanks to ben foster. credits to sir alex. and ntah nda ku tau apa lagi kan dibuat. saya demam. one of the reason i cant tidur balik is i have to breathe through my mouth. sangal ku. tuu kamu liat baju sekulah ku begantung ah? lawa? ahaha. eh tadi i had a conversation between ka iyah and abang das. why aku bitau? pasal bekurun sudah kami nda chat sama abang D ah. ia cali. cemani ceritanya. ka iyah bagi comment arah fbnya, kali abang das reply, 'OMG bila aku add kau??' ahahaha taluuu. nda jahat dimana tu? yatah kami balas dendam. eh yg aku ikut ikutan kenapa? ahaha apala. eh biartia lah. oh yatah kemarin kami kerumah ka iyah, tarus celebrate uda nani's birthday. today siapa birthday ah? hakeemah ka? ia nda ingat aku kali. masa ugama wah kami kenal. batah sudah tu. oh well, happy birthday :D bah eh karang sekulah nad. adang adang tah. ning ning :)

2009-03-01T12:01:00.001+08:00

:D

okay okay im happy. I PASSED! i didnt fail lastnight. and now i realized, long holidays destroy certain uhm, yeah. i feel something has drifted apart. well i think its me. i dont know. i hope everything will be okay. AMIN. kamu yg baca pun amin kan ah? :)

first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UDA NANI and NADZRIN aka PAPAN :) and WELCOME MARCH! ahaha wehuhehohahi

second, ESUK SEKULAH!!! omg. i never thought i'd say that. apan. so yeah, happy schooling ya'll. im BE 9. anyone sama macam aku? :\

third, messages for some of you...

nuriy : THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SONG! LAWA LAWA LAWAAA!!! ahaha

shahrul : sorry i didnt reply. credit low and shoot bing, what happened to you?? ahaha SWEET AH!! ada aww lagi tu ahahaha balik balik ku baca msg mu ah :p ahaha

merul : pun sorry nda reply.. hehehe sanang ni kan text babah. ya know, minta permission kan jumpa aniq? ahaha am i right? or am i right? hahaha

izah, yus, hanif, khairol, jimjim : thanks for cheering me up. esp izah ahaha that alai thing you msgd me made me laugh. ahahaha apadeh. yus, thank you, kau cakap something yg buat aku sure that i still you and them. hanif, your typos made my night. esp jangung ah hahahaha apala. and thanks for the songs. khairol, i hope kau ingat url ku ahaha kau cali semalam. sweet lagi tu. kambang ku ahaha nada wah. see you tomorrow :) and jimjim, nda lagi batah birthday mu dawg, blow me a kiss ahahaha :p

nadd : big girl dont cry! keep that in mind :)

2009-02-27T00:05:00.002+08:00

another heart calls by the all-american rejects

do you remember when we didn't care
we were just two kids that took the moment when it was there
do you remember you at all
another heart calls

yeah i remember when we stole the night
we'd lie awake but dreaming 'til the sun would wash the sky

just as soon as i see you
but didn't , i but didn't I tell you
as deep as i need you,
you wanna leave it all

what can i do?
say it's true
or everything that matters breaks in two
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you

talk to me
i'm throwing myself in front of you
this could be the last mistake
that i would ever wanna do
yeah all i ever do is give it's time you see my point of view

just as soon as i see you
but didn't i, but didn't i tell you
as deep as i need you,
you wanna leave it all

what can i do?
say it's true
or everything that matters breaks in two
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you
but i know what you want is to figure it out
and god knows i do too
what can i do?
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
na, na, na, na, na, na

i'm sorry
so what?
but you don't think i've said enough
i'm sorry
i don't care
you were never there

as soon as i see you
but didn't i, but didn't i tell you
as deep as i need you
you wanna leave it all

what can i do?
say it's true
or everything that matters breaks in two
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you
but i know what you want is to figure it out
and god knows i do too
what can i do?
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

i'll never ask for anyone but you
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
[to fade]

2009-02-26T23:40:00.003+08:00

these three pictures below was taken masa uhm, aku nda ingat. anywaay, HE'S ME BUIPRIN! ahaha. say hes cute, say hes adorable, say hes MINE!! :D NAJWAN!

today, i went out with my lovely cousins. SIUUUUUK! well, atleast nada adult :p haha i cant find ka iyah's beautiful picture. sorry. karang ku taruh yg bida marah ya. siuk lah pokoknya. especially time ambil gambar. wuhuuuu. ahahaha eh apan. im speechless. im voiceless right now. im not feeling very well. boohoo. and and aku dooown ): LAGI! pasal...uhm. yeah.

and noooow, aku di holiday lodge. suddenly the 104 families wanted to sleep here. so i joined! i was invited :D and i want to shuwiiim. esuk pagi lah. *cough cough* ouh, najwan drop by sini tadi. eh shit kali, CUTE AH!! bener! aku hug ia, aku kiss ia, aku mwah mwah ia.. hahaha :D

2009-02-26T01:46:00.000+08:00

boo!! ajut? ajut? haha hey there :) im fine thank you. ahaha apan. actually im not. i dont know where this coughing thing started from! sasak ku. and my head hurts! hmm. oh i have to post panjang panjang takut si shahrul tanya kenapa pindik. hahaha :p yesterday my day started in the afternoon where i went out. haaa. i wanted to buy the dvds bah. picked mum up and went to the smelly pish market. absolute uncool. and its even more uncool when babah decided to park right infront of the entrance. bau nya minta ampun. ahaha. since its payday, mum ke bank lah for ka ching haha. so, went to the mall.. and saw hanif and my bebeh. wuuu haha zool i mean. and both of you, i still feel bad! ): sorry. anyway, we went shopping and ate arah sana lalala sampai rumah nearly 9 then kana BOMB! ahahaha ulih nenek. together with mum and dad ofcourse :D

just now i was down. i still am down. down underground. turn around. make some sound. ahahaha. focus! my dear lovely friends, I LOVE YOU :) dont ever forget me. i say dont! merati? hahaha especially to those whom im close with. i love you guys and girls with all my heart. eh, heart damit. bigger than the ocean. yea \m/ hahaha. im always here for you and i hope you will too. if you found new friends, dont call me old. ahahaha apan. atu waa, aku takut kamuu ): last year aku banyak rapat sama my friends. now, knowing that kami nda sama class or even school, macam aku takut aku nda rapat sama durang lagi ): tuu yg dangan ku begila di class last two to three years and those yg chat dangan ku nearly everynight. it doesnt seem right wah without durang. but i know they will have my back :D they're my strengths and i will miss them! thank god im sleepy or i'll cry ni. remember me ah, amal nadiah! anak hj abdul rahman. ex stpri :D ahahaha bah aku kan thanked urang yg buat aku ketawa tadi. aku sayang kamu ah. hehe jimjim, rizal, hanif, iman, azri, zool, merul and khairol. some of them nda tau yg they cheered me up. so i say thank you so much. and to those yg sweeeeet arah ku hahaha kinda weird lah malam ni :p zool, hanif, shahrul, khairol, rizal, merul, jimjim and azri. no differences but they made me feel like im special. no no. like uhm i feel great lah haha. no offence ah on whose name came first and last :D THANK YOU..! keep doing it. ahaha *wink and as always, TAKE CARE! stay away from any kind of sickness. especially typoism. HA HA HA :p

p/s : IM SO SORRY merul, hanif, shahrul and zool ):

2009-02-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

okay wait!! i was uh doing something and aku marah!!! GOD I AM!! idk if i should, but as soon as i read it, BAIE! SHAITE EH! uggh!!! that was so not a joke! buduh. sakit hati ku eh! and OMG! )': )': buduh buduh buduh! )':

2009-02-25T01:17:00.001+08:00

right, hes still cute! ahahaha i dont know what to post actually. i hope lapas ani aku dapat tidur. OH! now i know what.. tadi arah msn im kinda down pasal my friends ): hmm you know who you are.. dont fully blame yourselves alright? especially to YOU. i will always be there for you and i wont take our friendship for granted. i love you, YOU. hehe :) and to the other YOU, you are an excellent friend and im not lying. though tani baru jua kenal. the other other YOU, all i can say is that we will be here for you :)

okay im really not in the mood. *baca doa* amin! :D eh theres this friend of mine.. he/she is getting sweeter each day. malu kuu. ahaha why aku awkward arah blog ani ah haha bah ning ning.

2009-02-24T13:21:00.000+08:00

okay, i'll make this as short as i possibly can then im off to bed. HE IS SO CUUUUUUUTE!! ahaha :p tadi ya senyum, SHIT MAN! ahahahaha astaga :\ hahaha bah i'll update karang. night night.

2009-02-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 25TH NATIONAL DAY BRUNEI :D *crowd cheering* haha i miss my 2007 national day days. all those dancing, cheering, complaining and escaping classes.. hmm and so, i woke up early. aku mau liat the celebration. i was expecting it to be as GRAND as ever but it wasnt THAT grand. macam selalu. the dance moves apa.. like, its the silver jubilee atleast try to change the way the celebration is laa. kan? kan? anywaaay, panas nya membara. aku liat tibi atu pun sudah damit mata ku. silau. haha esen wah. tapi biasa lah the event. but seriously, green?? hahaha aku kesian kan the participants wah.. if i were them, i'd ask to be paid wearing the uniform. AMBUNG KALIAH SI NAD ANI! ahahaha :p nada waa. we were lucky lah dulu, pakai baju stpri atu menari. hahah tapi banar eh, GREEN? you all looked like the matured type of grass IF kamu didnt move tadi. haha okay im saying this is because i hate green. thats all ahaha nada reason lain :D

patang, i went to beribi. FINALLY, ADA NAJWAN! HE WAS AS CUTE AS ME.....when i was in his age lah. AHAHA. IA HAPPY! hes super fine sudah. YAEY! :D HE WAVED AT PEOPLE which is very rare to see him do that. he greeted me with his 'malu ku eh' smile. hmp! cute! ouh, yg si kimi maksud kan sebalah ani is hahahaha pasal si lala. first lame reason was ADA SOMETHING. she wanted to go to this pondok, which is not a good site for children under age 3. unless she's now 3 years old.. but we dont know so we dont care. ia mau jua kesana so mimi have to avoid her by saying ada something disana WHICH we think its....lame. pasal obviously, lala wasnt scared at all arah that something. ahahaha. second reason was TIDUR. lagiii lame! lala ani kan, ia suka ikut yg teenagers wah. me and mimi and urah ke rumah si urah. APAN. yatah lala ikut jua. sana banyak kucing and ia takut, TAPI IA MAU JUA KESANA. cemana kan tu? paksa tah ku buang karan ku mendukung ia. BARAAAAAT!! ya rabiii. hahaha paksa lah ku turunkan tangah tangah dunia where cats surrounded her. she was super takut sampai paluk kaki ku. aku ani panic jua ahaha pasal aku pun takut kucing. haha dua kali lima. in the end, si lala dukung aku. AHAHAHAHA menipu. me and mimi balik ke tempat asal lah. tapi si lala kan masuk kerumah si urah. ia tanya urah mana, kali si mimi cakap tidur. padahal few seconds before atu, urah dapan nya. ahahahahaha sian kanak kanaknya kana fool. mana kamu paham kan cerita ku? andangnya, time time jagung tumbuh ni aku mempost ah. haha. the last reason, uhm mutung rumput. si lala jua star actressnya haha. aku kan ambil phone arah kerita. jauhnya macam dari musdin ke kadai jait sebalahnya. ahahaha :p then ia kan ikut. kali aku cakap aku kana panggil uleh babah, kana suruh mutung rumput. dui lilah, buat muka 10cent tia si lala ah. tapi nda kami ingau. iman kami kuat. ahahaha. the end. eh najwan wah, CUTE! majal. hahaha bah eh ngaleh ku. tadi ada thunder featuring lightning remix fireworks = tutup karan. huhu. ani okay sudah. bijap lah tapinya. esuk ke sekulah. weheeee, jangan aher datin datin me 8 urang. princess nda mau tunggu ya'll. ahaha

2009-02-22T16:46:00.003+08:00

wehuuuuuu :D haha im now at tungku beach, enjoy the wonderful-humid view of my february month. apan. its the TWO TWO OF MONTH TWO OF YEAR TWO THOUSAND AND NINE. hahaha siuk eh. its windy and sandy and loooovely. well my morning wasnt that great. i got myself into this mess and i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate it when it happens ): anyway, aku lapar. heheeehe ouh wait.

al-fatihah

nenek di tutong passed away yesterday afternoon. takziah to babu jijah's family.

i wanna upload some pictures.

2009-02-21T08:07:00.005+08:00

on the 19th :

man u 3 - 0 fulham
scorers : paul scholes, dimitar berbatov and wayne rooney.

TODAY :
i want
-that song, by all american rejects. another heart calls.
-rush hour 1 and 2 (i know ketinggalan. shahrul made me eager to buy them ): haha) plus im bloooody bored!
-food! aku mau buat chocolate syrup then makan sama vanilla. oh my! ):
-to jumpa najwan and iqa!!
-patung bolt yg masa ia puppy masih. tapi ia kuyuk ): tapi aku mau. hmm
-food lagi! aku lapar!! disaster ni kalau aku lapar hehe i know mimi will say, labih ni si nad ah ahaha :p
-to TIDUR! hee :D

gooodnight

2009-02-21T08:07:00.002+08:00

hehe heey there :) im on pause hiatus. apan. ive got nothing to do right now and its frigging early so i decided to post something. sigh.. im hoping and begging for all my friends and cousins and families to TAKE CARE! lately, its been hot yatah banyak urang damam apa.. ingau bah hati ani. haha :p but yea.. dont get sick ah kamu? aniis baru baik damam. najwan sariatu ampus sampai betahan. gilaa.. down jua ku tu. sampai menangis ani wah. nini di tutong still betahan juaa ): in icu for a week kali sudah eh ): yesterday nenek amoi ke emergency. abang shukri maybe kana operate. nini bungsu betahan jua. eeeeeh )': nda siuk nyamu sakit ani. duh. bah dangar ah cakap kawan/cousin/kaka diah kamu ani? hehehe

yeah, i wanna update pasal yesterday. supposing kan, angah bawa jalan ke this hotel just to check la if the LD people dapat tidur sana nanti tapi we ended up spending ourselves di hospital for 4 to 5 hours kali. three days in a row aku ke hospital saja. seriously :\ yatah kemarin atu si tummy ku ani kana duluuur. nda lapar pun makan jua. heh. i'd like to say thank you to ka rina, ka iyah, ka siti and angah for belanja-ing. malamnya aku saaaaaad ): huhu so aku online lah. i miss you you you and youu. thanks to hanif, and thats a bunch of thanks. heheh hanif saja ku sabut ah. baik kau bayar ni nif. berapa kali dah nama mu saja yg ada. apan. you are my man nif! for today lah saja. ahaha thank you yah? atleast until now, im cheered up and i slept well :D thank you jua to yus.. for listening to my uhm my apa yg ku bitau atu lah haha. to iman, thanks for putting smiles on me though kau nda tau. tapi aku start senyum pasal kau. jagung jagung. haha also to rizal aaand shahrul, for the msg. right now kan, aku sayang banar wah arah urang yg msg aku. ahaha INCLUDING yus, laila and kai! walaupun msg pasal bila ke sekulah ahaha tapi aku sayang jua kamu. whaaat. siapa lagi ah. hmmm oh atu saja lah. thank YOU! love you all to the very massive much :D mwah mwah. eh? ahaha. alright, im off. remember, TAKE CARE! :)

2009-02-17T02:14:00.003+08:00

alright, first of all firsts haha i'd like to shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MERUL and HAYLEY and HAFIEZAN :) i got no messages for hayley and hafiezan but i do have some for merul. THANK YOU! for everything. you've always been there for me and i think i didnt appreciate it. YES! i surely do think ive been a piece of ungrateful girl. sooooooo here im begging for forgiveness. but you said i dont have to, but still. ugh jagung eh. anyway, may god bless you and have a wonderful 17 life. uweeee :D

heh, yesterday i was supposed to go out with the gay brothers BUT HAH! whatever lah. but you guys did have fun kan? kan? running and racing and so on. on the other side kan, i was thinking jua, if aku datang tu, i'd spoil it. hehe ouh, so yesterday atu made me realise that i need that amount of time alone. ntah, my brain has been corrupted i guess. yatah when i told them i wont be around, durang marah. sorrrrrrrry ): lets say my day and afternoon yesterday was to the hell pissy, malamnya nda :) pasal pelakian ku tu HAHAHA talur. nada wah. AZRI, HANIF, ZOOL, SHAHRUL, RIZAL, MERUL and JIMJIM, my biggest THANK YOU! you guys made my night. i stopped crying and i laughed! hehehe. kajap eeeeh, ada amanah lagi. FRAMING HANIF NADA TYPO TADI!! oooooyeah. believe it or not. hahaha but sadly, ZOOLIET pulang ada. pasal kamu hangout atu yatah teswitch. telampak ah? hahahaah okay okay. so i wont be around ni and my blog will be on hiatus. people take careee! its getting pretty annoying pulang ni tc ah ahaha bear with it lah. pasal aku sayang kamuuuu. and i have few messages for the seven of you. whoooooooooah! seven?? hahaha okay okay

azri : my onefourone/onefourthree boy hehehe i wont be away for that long. i looooooooooove you! ;p no more 4am. before 12 alright? and remember what i said tadi. ALWAYS remember. dont go home late, jangan bedating sama ia batah batah and and please trust me ):

hanif : my bessstboyfriend? hahahaha joke okay, joke! my bestie, im going to miss all your typos. and buat tia blog! update me. ah? ah? :D and and DONT let that miraclous thing you said happened! awas kauuu. listen to what kaka nad say! NADi katokk ;p

zool : my bebeh! ahahahahahahahahha i cant believe i just typed that! oh my! MALU KU EH! aahahahaha okay stop. thanks buddy for the nice awkward chat tadi. amalican amalican \m/ yea yeaaaa. hahah

shahrul : my kambing :D you said those words tadi! ahaha yea you did though kau nda biasa. still, you did! so sweet of you. haha i guess i owe you twice huh? remind me lah. but but i still want you to do my bet atu. you know, yg have to be my kambing for the rest of my life ah. haaha okay tu yo? :D

rizal : zaaaaaaaaaaaal :D my never-failed-to-put-a-smile-on-me guy ahahha apan. as i said, jangan selalu aher balik, paham? paksa ku cakap balik balik ni. nada sebelum terbit matahari. sebelum terbit tengahmalam! dangar cakap tuan puteri :) muehehe

merul : my buddy \m/ HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ahaha im trying to say it 17 times wah. tapi annoying tia kan? ah yatah nda saya mau tu. thank you thank youu. tunggu stpri contact ah? hahaha if you still know what i mean :)

jimjim : my panda boooi ;p always and alwaaaaaays take care! you send me that picture tadi, i was so shocked! you shouldnt do that or let that happen. dangar? mana ya mendangar tu. heh. ahaha

and to my lovey dovey girlfriends *huuuuuuuuugs* kamu selalu dihati me. selaluuu :D love you girls so much! assalamualaikum.

2009-02-16T02:55:00.001+08:00

derby 1 - 4 man utd
scorers : derby - a..blalala number 22 if im not mistaken.
man utd - luis nani, darren gibson, CRISTIANO RONALDO and danny welbeck.

..and they've made it to the 6th round of the FA cup 08/09. yeeeeha :D the match was okay.. well sadang lah. i hate that linesman for thinking too much. it'd be 1 - 5 if it wasnt for his 'pen tan' brain. haha pen tan is stupid in chinese. hes not going to read this so i wont be in my sense of humanity. ya dig? this is the 6th round bladiblabla vote results :

*blackburn rovers/coventry city vs CHELSEA.
*swansea city/fulham vs MAN UTD.
*cardiff/arsenal or barnsley vs sheffield utd/hull city.
*EVERTON vs west ham utd/middlesbrough.

nasiiiib nda betamu chelsea. fuh. so now im off to sleep. *baca doa* AMIN! ning ning people :D

2009-02-15T18:13:00.002+08:00

14th february ;

malamnya ke rumah nabil, ada tahlil. NAJWAN DAMAM! but im glad ia mau arah ku sekajap. i slept at 530am, heeeeeeeeh and im still sleepy. now aku ada amanah dari seseorang... attention, attention! ~~HANIF HAS IMPROVED HIS TYPOISM!!~~ :D *clap clap* from thousands to seven! ahahhaaha nasi katok. lol. ahahahaha hanif and nasi katok is like REALLY CLOSE! like bestfriends, like me and my phone. ahahha au ja nif? ;p sakit hatinya ni. sorry sorry. heheeeheh. banyak kan ku cakapkan ani tapi aku lupa.

to mimi : about si HARD ah, sakit kepala. ahaha cuba suruh tanam jagung ;p ahahaha apan.

to iman : i mesh youuuuu :D hahahaha bedusa ku ni man, bedusa! aahah