HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFIQ!!
my guy next door :D
HAHA love you bro

you rock

Harder Than You Know - Escape The Fate

You said this could only get better
There´s no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I´m not over you

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you´re driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time, I guess I´ll go away
Inside me now there´s only heartache and pain
So where's the fire?
You´ve become the rain

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I´m not over you

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you´re driving me so crazy

And if you don´t want me then
I guess I´ll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know

Yea

So I´ll make the call
And I´ll leave today
I´m gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I´ll make the call
I´m leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy

Leaving always drives me crazy

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know

Yea

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
It´s good you´re driving me so crazy

And if you don´t want me then
I guess I´ll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you´re driving me so crazy

Baby, don´t talk to me
I´m trying to let go
Not loving is harder than you know
Girl you´re driving me so crazy

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sigh, i dont want karma to happen! who does? ):

yea its late. i cant sleep. dont know why. so i decided to visit my blog. its dead! hurrah. so i want to update it. and tadaa! here is me! haha -.-

i just want to go to sleep so wont have a sleepy start tomorrow morning. i talk talk about today lah. woke up at 630, jalan at 720, arrived school at 727, screened the test(heh?) aand went straight to room 022 and do my math homework. riing.. (by that time, nda pulang bell atu) apakan lame. mr flynn went in, took our attendance/dence and asked er siapa namanya tu, kami panggil si Haji, to read the doa. rahmat was as usual, late! went in with his wide smile because he made it. mr flynn asked someone else already. tsk. understand what me type? no? okay. so me continue. rushed in slow motion(cana kan tu?) to math class, learned new topic, homeworks banyak. next was gp class, sat in groups. mine is the negative one. we have to defend boys. like i really HAVE TO! tried to convince sarah to switch members but i failed. we were so blank. i dont know why boys are more better than girls in schools. yeah. hit the break, and chemistry class! WUPEE :D hehe. we borrowed room 121 because our lab was ntah. got my organic chem test paper. scored 22% only!! another U. theen we discussed the answers and turned out to be so so EASY ah the paper. siao. after chem, geo. nada interesting things happened. last but not least, PS! went to cr 2, sadly mine and jee's name nada so we skipped. kamal still ignores me!! and hes starting to layan fate sudah. HEH! ): balik and liat transformers AGAIN! lol. that was like the 20th time kali. siuk wah eh! haha apakan.

sungkai luar, at ahan thai. full! and ada this bruneian actress cakap, 'ORANG KAYA PUN BEUTANG KALIAH!' hahahaha mama marah pasal aku ketawakan, padahal nda cali. well it was cali! i wasnt the only one who was laughing. kali went here and there, balik rumah, buat homework, sneezed, buat homework, sneezed. aaah *sniffs. alright. you is boring reading blog this? damn, it worked. i bore you!

bah goodnight. oh tadi di ahan thai ada handsome kid. gila, balik balik aunty liat alai. HAHA. aand please, forgive me if something happens. things that can change one's life or heart or mind. not doing it intentionally. just trying to settle things down. I MISS YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS ): excluding YOU!

i love najwan hakimin.

today...
the day i've been waiting for...
my baby boy turns two!! :D

MOHD NAJWAN HAKIMIN

my sugar, my soul, my LOVE! hahaha weird. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! aww i really wanted to go to your house tadi but no transport. i miss you so much najwan! hehehe. i dont know what to get for your present. teddy bear? you've already got thousands of them! even bigger than you. baju? aaah, possible. chocolates? no. haha money? too young. a phone? too small. how about my heart? AWWW!!! hahahaha okay okay serious. i'll buy you something nanti ah bui. how about a bicycle? lol. kecil bah badan itu. hih. aiwoveyouuuuuuu!

also i found out that KAMAL HILMIE's birthday is today. i know he doesnt want people to blab out about it. seriously, nda ya mau orang tau. take just now for example. he said that he wont go out during break or lunch, and he did. so we went searching for him arah chemistry lab. we found him! HAAHAHA the hilarious part was when suz sang the birthday song...

suz : haaaaaappy birthday kamaaal...
kamal : *run towards the back door*
all of us : oii kamal! oii!
kamal : *still running like woody on his horse*

AHHAHAHAHAAH!! adaka ya lari. bangang kami anak atu eh. it was really funny. hahahhaha so yeah, happy birthday kamal. thank you for the treat yesterday. i went out sort of like celebrating his birthday. we watched aliens in the attic. three stars lah. cali ah that one scene. tapi aku saja kecalian ): the rest macam bangang berabis kenapa aku ketawa. sigh.. im like the queen of 'left the session'. berapa kali sudah kana left out ah kalau aku becerita. taie. haha so yesterday was fun, except for some of the moments when the word comes in handy. when azim bali that thing arah mcD. when rashdan sang that song. aaaah annoying amat. haha.

alright, thats it. tomorrow ada gp presentation. then on thursday ada geo test. chem test someday this week. haaaaah thank you teachers!

HAVE A NICE LIFE THERE!

i miss you )':

omg :'D hahaha. i went to katok this afternoon with jee and weeeeeeeee :D i met my lovely not-so-young girls!! :D im so so sooo happy to see them! aaaah, yus havent changed! i can still hear her laughter dari luar. awww i miss that ): i met fatin, syaza and iffah too :D siuk eeeh! they grew more beautiful than ever. iffah masih nda balance ahahaha. syaza is getting thinner, what happened? but i love your eyes babe. droool. rayrayray :p hahhaha fatin is still the same, only now, her specs tukar. nda lagi frame-less. lawaaaa!

i also met jimjim, pai and shahrul. oh and zool. and and some former stprians and cigu juraaaaai :D hehe. zool was really annoying tadi, more or less like rashdan -.- banaaar! oh tadi wah cali hahahaha. rashdan asked me a question :

rashdan : nad, apa benda yg paling handsome?
me : err, rashdan?
rashdan : bukan wah. benda wa benda.
me : emm...
suz : gambar rashdan -.-
rashdan : *laughing with his annoying face*

ahahhaha see how lame he can be? torture tu kalau layan ia. yatah zool macam ia tadi tapi ani macam abit horny. ahahha pacah banar anak atu. him and akmal is not a perfect match i tell you. sekali si zool lame, ia buat spendat pakai rubber band. then jadikannya mask tia apa. hyper lah ia tadi. calii hahha. shahrul was eheeh :p hahaha pai, as usual, louder than ever. i can hear him laugh across the dining hall. ahaha.

okay, so yeah, i wasnt familiar with katok's surrounding so i kept seeing md people around. i saw this one guy, dari siring macam afiq. and there was this guy, dari siring macam mustafa, ada yg macam kamal dari belakang. oh oh! and ada jua yg macam haq! HHAHAHAHA. wth kali. cali wah. i can tell that jee was annoyed by me. hahaa. hoping to see you girls soon. i miss you alreadyy ):

i would also like to thanked azim for the pizza last monday. thanks also for the free teasing part. kamal and rashdan joined. okay lah. 17 slices left. muahaha :D and we just had our mpr chemistry test and )': i forgot to revise on group II ): i know nothing about the carbonates like heeeeck. maths probability yesterday pun macam, eh taaaie. i got 28 out of 45. atleast. hmm. i think thats all. i never wanted this to happen but it just did. so just keep it low and act normal alright? please. i dont want anything to happen between us and that would be soooo bad if it did.

faza, if you're reading this, we missed you alot!!!

hey my kinder joy guy, i hope you know who you are. looking back i realise it was always there just never spoken. i tried my best to let go of you, but i dont want to (: obvious? yeah, im still making a fool of myself here.