yuhuuwuhuuhu, alo :D hehe so when was the last time i post? aaah, that noon. so yeah, school has started. yesterday. 30th march 2009. everything went normal hehe finally those homeworks were out of my sight! :) in the afternoon, went to the mall with izah, jiah, nafees and nas. then went back to jiah's house and siuk lah. then todaaay,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KHAIROL KHOLILI
im hoping that you enjoyed today's moment because this morning, you werent as happy as what i had expected. it does affect me tadi haha anyway, tomorrow is april. you remember what april will be? well you should! and just be ready haha apan.

AND

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ZURA
enjoy the cake tadi? haha have a great one yea :)

siiiigh, me and qils down berabis tadi. hmm.. and so at lunch we suprised zura. again, wasnt like what we had expected. hahaha her curiousity was sooo eeh! ahaha kacau. after math, abang das picked me up together with ka iyah. we went to the mall, AGAIN! but this time, we watched movie. knowing. SIUK! kesian! eh siukkk! ahaha oh oh, mimah was there jua tadi. shes puhretti mahn! rawrr ahaha. then MACDONALD! finally! friiies in me tummy :D haha ada kawan ka iyah! she-males! wuuuut. hot eh! ahahaha NOT! and and uhm now aku arah uda damit. i dont know why im doing here. yaawn. i only have math. and i think esuk ada chemistry test. aaaah! :\ and tadi ada ajreee :p well, didnt see him but saw his car. atleast hahaha told my parents and awwh babah was being.. eh jantah. and and masa dimall i went to winmark to get the smell lagi. kali i asked my parents to cium it. HARUM WAH! shiish!

oh, this, i kept thinking about it. even at times when i shouldnt be thinking about it. apan im repeating the words. haha but yeah, im so saaaad! really sad! its like, everything fades away. just like that lagi tu. maybe its me but sighh. and i miss those moments. now macam jarang sudah.. no, since that day, those moments nda happen lagi. get this, I MISS IT!!! 'it' doesnt mean a thing. well maybe it is a thing. could be. but it can also mean a person or people. oh god, what should i do? should i just let it fade away? or keep it to oneself? or maybe let it out? but man, it'll be worse since im the only one who's feeling it. and im not referring to one problem but problemS! after that one thing, came one new thing and now, another thing. i felt even worst when i did something and ugh, whats all this kan?! is it just a feeling? or its really happening? damn, i dont even understand what im typing. macam all those words were just busits.

hmp, better go. night.

woody i miss youuu~ hahaaha

kyrol says:
nad tdi MU klah ah
there's a consequence. says:
manada man u main tadi
there's a consequence. says:
ADAKAN??
kyrol says:
awu da
kyrol says:
arh game ku
kyrol says:
hahaha
there's a consequence. says:
esuk kau rul ah



kyrol says:
sapa sruh jdi fan manu
kyrol says:
hahaha
there's a consequence. says:
ya rabiiiii. ani lagi sakit hati ni. banar tah. hahhaha
there's a consequence. says:
karang ku minat arsenal, nada jua kan kau buli kan?
there's a consequence. says:
nah. kau jua yg keburingan tu karang
kyrol says:
hahaha
kyrol says:
hahaha
kyrol says:
klau ko minat arsenal kalah tia krng tyme lwn liv
kyrol says:
hahaha
there's a consequence. says:
ouccccch!!
there's a consequence. says:
ahhahahaah sakit hati ku tu rul.



there's a consequence. says:
hahahahahha
marlboro 93z says:
and why tuala MU dapan??????????????????????
marlboro 93z says:
CHELSEA belakang?????????????????????
marlboro 93z says:
buyuk eh
there's a consequence. says:
paduliiiiii
there's a consequence. says:
ahahahahaha
there's a consequence. says:
atleast chelsea is not alone
there's a consequence. says:
:P
there's a consequence. says:
since liverpool never walk alone so i thought that maybe, chelsea can come along :P
there's a consequence. says:
hahhahahahha
marlboro 93z says:
hahah shit ehh
marlboro 93z says:
haha

and im enjoying those two conversations tadi. ahahaha :p

hulaa (; sigh. me tired to the very. im just killing my time ni. im now at holiday lodge, again, vacationing. yesterday was fine.. i guess? i wasnt allowed to sleep here because of some reasons. sigh again ): but hey, im here now.. hehehe okay. there're lots of incidents happened here. not lots lah.. just a few. so we checked in at around noon.. sampai sini, them boys shuming sudah. biasa, dirumah nada swimming pool.. hhaahah i wanted to swim but sabar. najwan slept here too. cute. hes like, eh cute lah. undescribably cute. cut the story short lah ah. masa malam masih muda, like around 7-ish.. we were all outside having informal dinner. the "teens" sat arah this table near both pools kan.. i went to get a drink and when i came back to the table, something caught my eye. APADEHH! ahahahaha anu i was looking at the baby's pool.. someone, specifically(aaaah, its been a while since i've used that word), a kid, a boy, wearing white translucent underwear, performing some kind of vomitification. GET ME? he puked!! INSIDE THE POOL! LIKE WATAHEH?! lol. so i WAS trying my hardest NOT to be SO OBVIOUS! really. i mean, i wanted to tell the "teens" wah about it. DUH! i dont want them to get all you know. yeah. and our anti-bacterial miss aka MIMI was grossing around. she was full of sarcasm! she kept on saying P-U-K-E! or puke or mun-TAH! or any sort of sarcasm lah. hahahhahaha then si wafydoo boogie started to act like ew-ey and all macam ia esen esen aga the pool then ia nda jadi masuk and all that. shissh. talking about one mean kid. hahha the last person to actually swam on that pool lastnight was the kid himself. and his cousins hahahhahah. oh oh and his huge floating dolphin. quite cute. hahaha dang! i remembered! he stirred the pool with the dolphin's tail! AFTER he vomit. :\ okay enough.

so lastnight was okay.. a bit. NDA EH! nda okay! :'( uhm there's this song, its the BEST R&B CHORUS I'VE EVER HEARD!! really! first time dangar, tarus macam...... LAWA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so right ): so perfect. so errrgh.

eh forgot to tell you guys. NAJWAN WAS HOT! :D hahaha he swam. CUTE! he was happy. the pool gave him this kind of happiness wah. like true happiness. he was happy sampai nda mau keluar dari pool atu. like he was meant to be with water. tahell. hahaha tapi cute lah. he waved at people masa ia dalam air ah. as if hes going to join mermaid parade. eh apan. oh yea, right now, its 12:23pm, and outside, its freaking hot!! BOILING POINT! seriously. and still, durang shuming jua. they are in the process of tanning. or should i say blackening? ahahaha i remember what pipah said yesterday arah adik. she said 'putih ni jubur mu' lol. pasal durang mandi nda pakai baju wah, tapi pakai boxer. so the butt nda expose to sunlight jua tu only the body. yatah jubu durang putih putih. apadeh. hhahah nda cali nad, ndaaa :p




"aku suka matahari :D"

isolated pool!

i love this picture :p

at the beginning

in the end

alright, im off (:

represent by the red jumpsuit apparatus

a kid came up to me now just the other day
and asked me if i'd thought about what i would say
if everything came crashing down on top of me
how would i stay pure?

will you represent
who you stand for
will they shame you
will they blame you

it's funny how the words of a child can be
simple, though the thought there is so meaningful
it makes me wonder what i would say to me
through the eyes of another

will you represent
who you stand for
will they shame you
will they blame you

there's a consequence
for the path you chose
will they change you
will they make you who you are not

let the free world light the way
in these times of darkened days
let the free world light the way

you will represent
who you stand for
they won't shame you
they won't change you

there's a consequence
for the path you chose
they can't change you
they can't make you who you are not

and i nearly forgot!!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AHMAD DASUKI AB aka ABANG D
and
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SUZWANE RADIN aka SUZ!

love you both!!

and abang das, sorry ah nda suprise balik. haha kapih maaa. have a great one guys :D

lullaby by the spill canvas

it's the way that you blush when you're nervous
it's your ability to make me earn this
i know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep
it's about how you laugh out of pity
'cause lets be honest i'm not really that funny
i know that you're shot, just let me sing you to sleep

if you need anything, just say the word
i mean anything
rest assured, if you start to doze, then i'll tuck you in
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

it's those pills that you don't need to take
medicating perfection, now that's a mistake
i know that you're spent, just let me sing you to sleep
it's your finger and how i'm wrapped around it
it's your grace and how it keeps me grounded
i know that you're weak, just let me sing you to sleep

if you need anything, just say the word
i mean anything
rest assured, if you start to doze, then i'll tuck you in
and plant my lips where your necklaces close

while you were sleeping i figured out everything
i was constructed for you, and you were molded for me
now i feel your name, coursing through my veins
you shine so bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame

(oh)

if you need anything, just say the word
i mean anything. (i really do)
Rest assured, if you start to doze, then i'll tuck you in
and plant my lips where your necklaces close

if you need anything, just say the word
i mean anything
rest assured, if you start to doze, then i'll tuck you in
and plant my lips where your necklaces close

thank you hanif for the song (;

najjjazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzaggggggggggggggggggagggggggggggjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjmwaqn Zhakimin haji lll///misle!!!! ahaahahahahahhaahhaha nn fgerureggrycyrggghffffhgyyffwhwgwgwb

okay, najwan tu yg type. ahaha cute ah? au ja :D

so has everyone had been informed about manchester united losing lastnight's match....? SUC.......!! banar tah!!! two red cards? in a night? like HECK? whatever lah. frust ku frust!! now im hoping that liverpool pun kalah jua since chelsea sudah kalah. haha

*news*
si ahmad nafees kamsani CUTE!! spread the news people!! :)

and to my girl, sukainahhhh, I LOVE YOU BABY! take care! :D hap pun.

and and i miss youuu and you ):

i miss my brother. the one who was always there for me when i need advices or someone to talk to. he never fails to cheer me up. the one who fills every second of my days and nights with all his songs. the guy who never let his friends down unless his reasons are reasonable. those nights when we used to tease each other about our diseases, our slightly not the same eyes and about some personal matters. i met him tadi but it wasnt like what i had expected. hmm.. really miss him. maybe i was trying too hard.. ): but hey, i saw his cute straight thin eyes tadi. hehehe really cute. and cali masa ia teberanti when i tried to ikutkan how sipit his eyes were. haha

ouh, im sorry. im deeply sorry and thank you for everything. you were always nice to me. always. but im the one who was being one heck of a bitch and not appreciate what you've done. i saw you just now but yea, it was like we dont know each other. i told you once and i think now, its pretty clear that im an ungrateful girl. oh wait, ungrateful bitch. yeah. i hope you know who you are. take care always and thank you again for everything..

to that someone i rolled my eyes to just now, hehe its okay (: actually i was hoping that i could atleast help you with your homeworks tadi but yea.. you guys were wildly having fun yatah its not right to kacau. but you did have fun kan? dont be sad. i wont be around to cheer you up.. atleast for the time being. so jangan sad beh aa (: smile always. tadi your smile was lighty. apan. i mean masa you smiled, macam ada light. then i was like, "hai beh :D" haha dibalasnya jua tapi blushing. apadeeh. and malu pasal "that"?? cute jueh. ahahaha :p

uhm i invited someone tonight but sigh.. football. what can i say lagi. football will always be his first ever girlfriend. 21st is just not my day... i think i was too excited wah, now i ended up crying. thank you jee and nyra for always trying to put smiles on me. sayang ku kamu dua anii.. hee.. uhm nyra, i love all the songs yg you bagi ah. palui kali. lawa lawa. macam they encourage me to keep on crying. ahahha nada wah. jangan marah. and baik kau cheer up ah. deep siiiigh. jee, settle sudah high mu? hahha

oh, now aku diberibi.. they said makan soto and liat af tarus so layan saja. najwan nadaaaaaaa )': man u will be up against fulham karang.. we are hoping for the best.

champions league draw :
manchester united vs fcporto
villareal vs arsenal
liverpool vs chelsea
barcelona vs bayern munchen

thats it i guess... im going off.. crying. no stars tonight ): so it clearly shows that its not my night as well. take care everyone. it has been a great pleasure to have you guys around.

kamuuuuu, aku mau ambil sociology!! i wanna drop my chemistry! aiiiiish! ): i read arah internet and socio sounds FUN! yiiiiiiish! aku mau socioooooo! ): oh by the way, i miss you a whole lot! and i miss you jua. and you too ofcourse! siiiigh ):

have you ever did something stupid that will eventually make that person hates you? yesterday i was being a totally jerk. i was being too damn straight obvious. sigh.. uhm hey :) hows life? i think im going to do some summarizing..

17th march
- aleq's birthday
- homeworksss

18th march
- PR interview -- great
- more chem homeworks
- welcome to beribi, si "putih"! :p
- finally SHAHRUL appeared! -- ive mentioned your name, now pay me! hahaha

19th march
- more and MORE chem homeworks!
- idiot obviousity! twice lagi tu it happened! URGH!
- my new name, toh tieng yan ahaha
- waited for 2hours!
- thank you syauqi and shahrul
- the day i became an expert in being obvious!

notes for future reference :
1. try to not contact in any sort of way with someone.
2. STOP SPENDING!
3. homeworks to be done on time.
4. practise maths everyday.
5. pay fully attention in chem and geo class.
6. sleep early.
7. do not cry.
8. no mall.
9. save credit!
10. no more views!
11. stop thinking of view.
12. ps is the time to avoid from viewing.
13. STOP BEING OBVIOUS NAD!

seee!! kill me! )': can i be as miserable as katie? ): ugh. alright then, happy holiday to those who're having few homeworks and to those who DOESNT EVEN HAVE ONE! be in a state of generousity and buatkan mine? :p ahaha and oh, YUS IS NOT MY TWIN! okay?? so dont text me lagi asking whether i know her or not and that she looks like me. shes pretty, im not. so theres a slight difference. kapish? hahaha imy girls!! ):

ning, tc everyone

EEERGH! i cant sleep! oh hello there :) wait, happy belated birthday sammy. its monday, the first day of the third week of school. 'today' will start with chemistry class. I HOPE that TEACHER wont give ANOTHER HOMEWORK! even ONE question. PLEASE! the latest homeworks were like millions and alum siap! and the topic lagi, urgh! macam my blood refused to flow towards my brain lagi. moles wa MOLES! the calculations are very bloody boring!! percentage yields lah apa. eeeh. babu banar. next class would be uhm geography. mr kah lied to us!! disappointed ku tarus! hes still our teacher! yish ): but atleast there were notes. siiigh. after that would be ps follow by math. math pun, stress! wait, chem is even more stressing. afternoon class is gp which means, no class. so, no bullies! EH WAIT! ahaha i'd probably bump onto those guys i said 'liverpool is going daawn tonight' to ahahaha sit! bismillah saja lah. eeh im sleepy. wehuweee :D bloggy always sleeps me. apan. night. love you love.

p/s : to be added to my craving list -- davidoff cool water! and i want it prontò! or or better yet, i want that guy who uses it everydaaay. yeaa, i want him saja lah with the smell. so far, none of my craveries have been craverited. wha? ahaha toodles

MORNIN EVERY SOUL (: awwh lovely day, sunday. homeworks ahead, drools in mind, love in the air, hunger come and go, bullies kept coming.. oh just so lovely. haha whathell eh. au wah man u kalah. heeeh. dont have to tell me the scores over and over man. i watched the match! shiish.

thank you cintaaa :D for lastnight. vair wonderful. im so awed by you. im suprised, im oh i lop youh! :p

*jimjim msgd me just now. and i was like..*
HEHHH JIM! SAKIT HATI BANAR JUA KAU KAN MAN U! ahahahaha sampai brought up the red card session lagi tu. ahahaha well man u did embarass us lastnight, away kalah, home pun kalah jua. but it doesnt mean that liverpool is the best team. eh wait, JIM KAU MINAT CHELSEA JUA KENAPA KAU SUPPORT LIVERPOOL??! ahahaha damn! fine eh whatever. ahaha aku pulang mental bebalik ani wah. so i do agree liverpool WAS the best team lastnight. but not always :p ah ka siti aaah. you texted me up every goals liverpool scored, macam wth hahaha i get it sis. haha ceh. IF liverpool really is the best team, by now they should atleast have won two cups. amacam? padas nda? hahaha nada wah. lastnight was interesting lah. suprisingly, nada banyak urang msg. yg support arsenal and chelsea pulang bising. lol. banar tah. bah, it aint over yet \m/ good day haha glory glory man utd!

nda ku jadi post whats in my draft. mental ku :)

man united 1 - 4 liverpool

congratulations. one sentence saja, 'still remains at the top'. ahaha apan. sad ku eh. not just because of man u, because of other reasons too. hmm... you and you, i think i.... uhm yeah. shouldn't happened but cant avoid it. ahahhaha shit man. obvious tia. nevermind. im talking shit. i love liverpool on the 14th of march only. ouh, this winning thing, is a present for ka rina.

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY KA RINA!

i love youu

also, i'd like to congratulate azim for his latest promoted position as BE 9's monitor. ahahha he refused to but yeaa lol. me and qils are proud of youuu :) and happy belated brithday umie! lap lap youh!

night.

just a short post,

-THANK YOU GIRLS, for the gigantic card and greetings.
-WHERE'S MY VIEW??! ):
-I MISS YOU HANIF! how are you? hows your leher? nda lagi sakit? hows school? what are you doing? hows tuition? ada new songs? ive listen to who needs air but i wasnt in my listening mood. i love represent by the red jumpsuit apparatus. you asked me to listen to it. eh mana kauuu? ):
-my vieeeeew!! ):
-GLAD to see ka najmah! YAY! thanks for picking me up tadi :D
-HUNGRY!
-TONNES OF HOMEWORKS!!

woooooooo, what a day!! alright, first and foremost...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MOHD SHAHRUL IZWAN HAJI AJI :D my BF, my bingboy and si mata lawa kuuuuuu :p ahaha RUL! need i say more? sudah tadi kan arah msg. im glad youre happy. i was worried if kau sad masih. anyway, meet me soon. i have something for you (:

and

HAPPY 18TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MAMA AND BABAH, I LOVE YOU! you both know that right? mwaaaaah :D

and

MY BIGGEST THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO GREETED ME, WHO SANG THE BIRTHDAY SONG AND WHO PLANNED ON SUPRISING ME! i seriously have no idea about what was going on. it was at lunch, i was having my ps before that so i spent most of the time in the library. pause *thank you qilah for sitting beside me* ahaha. play, and when the bell rang, KHAIROL was being soooooooo nice! kinda weird wah ahaha plus before that, i saw jee talking to him which is even more weirder. and there, i lost track on where jee and izah were so i was with khairol and malik all the time. i wanted to attend that PYRO meeting but khairol nda suruh. REALLY WEIRD! he forced me to go to the dining hall. good idea ah rul, using "kan ambil borang prefect ah" as a reason. CEH! hahahaha. we went to the dining hall and to the prefect desk and blablabla... *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU* some people did sing that song earlier but it wasnt for me. so i thought that maybe it was for her AGAIN! ahahahha au jealous ku waaaah. kali aku liat, si jee pigang cake! OMG! ahahahhaha and there were fezah, izah, qilah, nas and banyak lahh. i looked at khairol and he was smiling sooooo cute-ly! AHAHAHA :p then all the prefects sang together! AWWWWWWW eventhough they dont know me. so generous! and MERUL! THANK YOUUUUUU FOR SI LAMPOOOH! KIYOOOOOOOT! ya rabiiiiiiii! ahahha apan. wide lagi tu smile nya. his legs are so stumpy and and his ears are so small!

THANK YOU KAMU, I LOVE YOU!!!

for the card, ANIQ, kaka sayang youuuu! thank you merul! i didnt expect him to write on it jua. cute lagi tu Q nya. hahhaa

kaii, yus, syaza, merul, jee, iman, hida, abang das, hanif, shahrul, rabs, yusrin, azri, jimjim, afina, izah, jella, pipah, maza, efah, sam, zool, zimi, tyn, syauqi, nuriy, abang akram, rizal, nisa, wadaah, ka mamah, hjh qilah, meme, feqah, vane, fezah, fate, nafees, malai, umie, yaya, zatil, nadz, mun, syazwani, dindin, afiq and his friend, khaty, khairol, malik and his friend, the prefects, yen, leemen, anep, noh, jeebs, aniq, fee, bellah, nas, yee hui, nurul 5B, nadia, suz, sufian, mimi, mum, bu biah, bu inah, tua bini, bu masnah..

THANK YOUUU :D

uhm okay, i so love today! when i arrived home tadi from beribi, uda besar was there, the whole family!! weird. and and i went mandi and all, suddenly ada urang sang happy birthday AGAIN! I LOVE YOU ALL! THANK YOU TO ABANG DAS AND KA IYAH!! you both planned this for me and i dont know what to say lagi! :'D it was really great! uda damit, uda nani, akmaliyah, fatin, uda bini, uda besar and abang akram, THANK YOU! :') fatin, abang and anis, thank you for the presents. aku sayang kamu. i really do. my other birthdays werent as great as today. today is super awesome.

sadly, i was unable to cope with something. i shouldnt've cried, but i did. im sorry ): some of you will marah. hanif, all those stuffs you said, youre just wonderful. i didnt say much because no one has ever said something as sweet as yours. you know im always here right? even if youre miles away, which you are, i hope we will still be like this. IF in the future, something will happen, then i will always have your back or atleast know that if we're not close lagi, i wouldve been there. TAKE CARE! i'll reach for the stars all the time nif and i'll listen to another heart calls and alone in this bed and tangled up in you. if aku nangis, ujan tu arah mu, kau sambut ah? haha thank youu. to azri, im sorry i made you feel bad. it wasnt your fault, really. i'll see you soon. mom was asking for you tadi hee. thank you thank you everyone.

babah, mama, i love you. those things you wrote, nad will ikut )': i wont disappoint you. nenek, i will try to save credit hehe :p abang das, 12 more days. khairol, 21 more days :p

dead and gooone~

ughh! it keeps on getting shitty and shittier. that thing, my cough, sigh. i wish it'd happen before now. not now. ehah.. goodmorning everyone. today is public holidaay :) 'de bodih.. bodih' ahaha that refers to mimi and the gang. aku uhm what do you call it? messed up? thats why im posting or i'll keep thinking about it over and over again until i breakdown and surrender which nda kana suruh ulih urang atu. so i need to be less weaker than i used to. homework ku lagi alum siap. maths lagi tu. heeeeh! and aku lapar. i didnt eat dari semalam. i was pretending to be strong ahaha how busit is that. i cant even face something smaller than a baby's butt. apan. it has been a long weekend for me. hmm just think about it will you? oh or nevermind. im always to blame :) whatever crap im talking about has nothing to do with you. so no worries. and this, i miss someone. which i shouldnt be missing but oh dear, i did sudah. getting far away, made me feel like ive been forgotten, or maybe new friends punya pasal. but but yet, i was hoping, WAS hoping that i could atleast tell that someone. but it'd be so so wrong. oh where are youuuuu? ): nad, stop doing stuffs that is beyond your effing life or strength or stupidity! getit nad? WAAAAAA im breaking down eh!! gladly lastnight i knew someone will be here for me. i wont be around. haha maybe. kan makan ku. take care eberiwan.

when im with you by faber drive

saw you walk into the room
thought i'd try to talk to you
babe am i ever glad you wanted me to
it's been two years to the day
half the time i've been away
i know i'm not there enough but that's gonna change
'cause i'm coming back
to show you that i'm keeping the promise i made

when i'm with you i'll make every second count
'cause i miss you
whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
i'll still get butterflies years from now
i'll make every second count when i'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and down
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we've got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
'cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that
i'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
i'll make every second count
'cause i miss you
when ever you're not around
when i kiss you i'll still get butterflies years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
whatever it takes i'm not gonna break the promise i made
when i'm with you
i'll make every second count
'cause i miss you

when i'm with you
i'll make every second count
'cause i miss you
whenever you're not around
when i kiss you
i'll still get butterflies years from now
i'll make every second count
(make every second count)
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
yeah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR HIDAYATUL AFINA HZ aka FINA and AMMAR AINA AR aka AINA :) wish you both the very best in everything.

today we went to tungku beach again. this time, for me, IT WAS HECK FUN! ahaha i know how to ride the anu yg four wheel drive thing atu. EH SIUUUUUK BUI! hahaha aget! siuk lah siuk! suka ku. ambung ku tarus. you know, like i want to play it all the time. i became so stingy and karit and hahahahha ah atu lah :D ganya sakit jari ku menakan minyak. najwan was there to at the beach but he was sleeping the whole time. masa kan balik baru tia bangun. late comer was uda hj amid. kami packing, baru tia datang.

my handsome boy not friend :p

the next monk generation ahahha

then it rained! ahaah cheh. baru kan menguring guring makanan, ujan tia. so we continued our picnic arah rumah nini. hehe awesome.

this is pidaud's cake. his birthday was on the 6th. together with wad. just a small birthday party. its not even called a party. sadly, i have no chance to eat the cake.

thats pidaud.

and right now, im so tired. hehe thanks to tua for teaching me how to ride that red thing. keep on rocking peeps. love love

today, my first day entering those classes. semua class siuk except maths! OH MY GOD! its not because of aku nada kawan, its because i dont really LOVE addititonal maths. so yeah, nda tah berapa ni maths ku. i have homeworks sudah. its about surds! aku paham but im confused. and i dont quite get what my teacher said. her name is JT, jenny toh. haha my geo class was awesomeee! the teacher siuk! for once i forgot that hes a chinese! pasal his malay macam brunei banar. hes mr kah. ia caliiii :D my gp class cooool! and nada afternoon class lagi tu throughout the year. haha her name is ms hjh ewana. my teacher that is. atu aku seclass sama is hilmi, rash, maliki, sarah, fee, kawan si kai aku nda ingat namanya :P haha and sarina. uweeeeee. uhm, last class was chemistry. mrs sikha elias. okay lah. hmmm ): and im OKAY SUDAH! eh apan. hehe i miss you and i love you. both YOU represent tonnes of people :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEZAH :)

right, nothing much happened these few days. im having my orientation, still. tomorrow will be the last. i prefer it to be called 'dè butt-flattening' session :D ahaha now im lying down, filling my butt back with oxygen. haaah. so where am i? ouh, yeah, maktab duli. or as iman thought it would be, DULI COLLEGE. the most elderest and prestigious sixth form centre in brunei. this school, hmm, its vair vair scary. the surroundings, the teachers, the classrooms and the lower sixth intake 2009 :) the prefects are uhm thumbs up except for that prefect. tsk tsk. the chicks are, hot hot. the chickens are not. ahahaha joke! the babes okay la. the dudes, nevermind. haha. except for that dude, *cough cough* AHAHA shit im making it so obvious! oh well :p and so my first day of school, in year 2009, at maktab duli was not "kewl". despite the hot fever i had jua on the same day, i was unable to cope with the surrounding.

THE END

ahaha nada mood ku eh. kan tidur ku sudah. bah goodmorning everyone.

p/s : HEN KE AI!

anyone, sing me to sleep?? hehe aku sudah tidur tadi kali kana banguni. pasal man u penalty. apadeeeh. haha. aku in manja mode ni so kalau ada lanji lanji sikit, diharap kamu paham :)

*ring ring*
wembley wembley calling
man u for carling

ahaha buruk ah pialanya. damit. cubatah yg macam uefa punya. basar jua mata meliat. anywaay, man u won. through penalties.

man u 4 - 1 spurs (lurus?)
scorers : ryan giggs, carlos tevez, cristiano ronaldo and anderson.

thanks to ben foster. credits to sir alex. and ntah nda ku tau apa lagi kan dibuat. saya demam. one of the reason i cant tidur balik is i have to breathe through my mouth. sangal ku. tuu kamu liat baju sekulah ku begantung ah? lawa? ahaha. eh tadi i had a conversation between ka iyah and abang das. why aku bitau? pasal bekurun sudah kami nda chat sama abang D ah. ia cali. cemani ceritanya. ka iyah bagi comment arah fbnya, kali abang das reply, 'OMG bila aku add kau??' ahahaha taluuu. nda jahat dimana tu? yatah kami balas dendam. eh yg aku ikut ikutan kenapa? ahaha apala. eh biartia lah. oh yatah kemarin kami kerumah ka iyah, tarus celebrate uda nani's birthday. today siapa birthday ah? hakeemah ka? ia nda ingat aku kali. masa ugama wah kami kenal. batah sudah tu. oh well, happy birthday :D bah eh karang sekulah nad. adang adang tah. ning ning :)

:D

okay okay im happy. I PASSED! i didnt fail lastnight. and now i realized, long holidays destroy certain uhm, yeah. i feel something has drifted apart. well i think its me. i dont know. i hope everything will be okay. AMIN. kamu yg baca pun amin kan ah? :)

first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UDA NANI and NADZRIN aka PAPAN :) and WELCOME MARCH! ahaha wehuhehohahi

second, ESUK SEKULAH!!! omg. i never thought i'd say that. apan. so yeah, happy schooling ya'll. im BE 9. anyone sama macam aku? :\

third, messages for some of you...

nuriy : THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SONG! LAWA LAWA LAWAAA!!! ahaha

shahrul : sorry i didnt reply. credit low and shoot bing, what happened to you?? ahaha SWEET AH!! ada aww lagi tu ahahaha balik balik ku baca msg mu ah :p ahaha

merul : pun sorry nda reply.. hehehe sanang ni kan text babah. ya know, minta permission kan jumpa aniq? ahaha am i right? or am i right? hahaha

izah, yus, hanif, khairol, jimjim : thanks for cheering me up. esp izah ahaha that alai thing you msgd me made me laugh. ahahaha apadeh. yus, thank you, kau cakap something yg buat aku sure that i still you and them. hanif, your typos made my night. esp jangung ah hahahaha apala. and thanks for the songs. khairol, i hope kau ingat url ku ahaha kau cali semalam. sweet lagi tu. kambang ku ahaha nada wah. see you tomorrow :) and jimjim, nda lagi batah birthday mu dawg, blow me a kiss ahahaha :p

nadd : big girl dont cry! keep that in mind :)