i miss my brother. the one who was always there for me when i need advices or someone to talk to. he never fails to cheer me up. the one who fills every second of my days and nights with all his songs. the guy who never let his friends down unless his reasons are reasonable. those nights when we used to tease each other about our diseases, our slightly not the same eyes and about some personal matters. i met him tadi but it wasnt like what i had expected. hmm.. really miss him. maybe i was trying too hard.. ): but hey, i saw his cute straight thin eyes tadi. hehehe really cute. and cali masa ia teberanti when i tried to ikutkan how sipit his eyes were. haha

ouh, im sorry. im deeply sorry and thank you for everything. you were always nice to me. always. but im the one who was being one heck of a bitch and not appreciate what you've done. i saw you just now but yea, it was like we dont know each other. i told you once and i think now, its pretty clear that im an ungrateful girl. oh wait, ungrateful bitch. yeah. i hope you know who you are. take care always and thank you again for everything..

to that someone i rolled my eyes to just now, hehe its okay (: actually i was hoping that i could atleast help you with your homeworks tadi but yea.. you guys were wildly having fun yatah its not right to kacau. but you did have fun kan? dont be sad. i wont be around to cheer you up.. atleast for the time being. so jangan sad beh aa (: smile always. tadi your smile was lighty. apan. i mean masa you smiled, macam ada light. then i was like, "hai beh :D" haha dibalasnya jua tapi blushing. apadeeh. and malu pasal "that"?? cute jueh. ahahaha :p

uhm i invited someone tonight but sigh.. football. what can i say lagi. football will always be his first ever girlfriend. 21st is just not my day... i think i was too excited wah, now i ended up crying. thank you jee and nyra for always trying to put smiles on me. sayang ku kamu dua anii.. hee.. uhm nyra, i love all the songs yg you bagi ah. palui kali. lawa lawa. macam they encourage me to keep on crying. ahahha nada wah. jangan marah. and baik kau cheer up ah. deep siiiigh. jee, settle sudah high mu? hahha

oh, now aku diberibi.. they said makan soto and liat af tarus so layan saja. najwan nadaaaaaaa )': man u will be up against fulham karang.. we are hoping for the best.

champions league draw :
manchester united vs fcporto
villareal vs arsenal
liverpool vs chelsea
barcelona vs bayern munchen

thats it i guess... im going off.. crying. no stars tonight ): so it clearly shows that its not my night as well. take care everyone. it has been a great pleasure to have you guys around.