dead and gooone~

ughh! it keeps on getting shitty and shittier. that thing, my cough, sigh. i wish it'd happen before now. not now. ehah.. goodmorning everyone. today is public holidaay :) 'de bodih.. bodih' ahaha that refers to mimi and the gang. aku uhm what do you call it? messed up? thats why im posting or i'll keep thinking about it over and over again until i breakdown and surrender which nda kana suruh ulih urang atu. so i need to be less weaker than i used to. homework ku lagi alum siap. maths lagi tu. heeeeh! and aku lapar. i didnt eat dari semalam. i was pretending to be strong ahaha how busit is that. i cant even face something smaller than a baby's butt. apan. it has been a long weekend for me. hmm just think about it will you? oh or nevermind. im always to blame :) whatever crap im talking about has nothing to do with you. so no worries. and this, i miss someone. which i shouldnt be missing but oh dear, i did sudah. getting far away, made me feel like ive been forgotten, or maybe new friends punya pasal. but but yet, i was hoping, WAS hoping that i could atleast tell that someone. but it'd be so so wrong. oh where are youuuuu? ): nad, stop doing stuffs that is beyond your effing life or strength or stupidity! getit nad? WAAAAAA im breaking down eh!! gladly lastnight i knew someone will be here for me. i wont be around. haha maybe. kan makan ku. take care eberiwan.