woooooooo, what a day!! alright, first and foremost...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MOHD SHAHRUL IZWAN HAJI AJI :D my BF, my bingboy and si mata lawa kuuuuuu :p ahaha RUL! need i say more? sudah tadi kan arah msg. im glad youre happy. i was worried if kau sad masih. anyway, meet me soon. i have something for you (:

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HAPPY 18TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MAMA AND BABAH, I LOVE YOU! you both know that right? mwaaaaah :D

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MY BIGGEST THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO GREETED ME, WHO SANG THE BIRTHDAY SONG AND WHO PLANNED ON SUPRISING ME! i seriously have no idea about what was going on. it was at lunch, i was having my ps before that so i spent most of the time in the library. pause *thank you qilah for sitting beside me* ahaha. play, and when the bell rang, KHAIROL was being soooooooo nice! kinda weird wah ahaha plus before that, i saw jee talking to him which is even more weirder. and there, i lost track on where jee and izah were so i was with khairol and malik all the time. i wanted to attend that PYRO meeting but khairol nda suruh. REALLY WEIRD! he forced me to go to the dining hall. good idea ah rul, using "kan ambil borang prefect ah" as a reason. CEH! hahahaha. we went to the dining hall and to the prefect desk and blablabla... *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU* some people did sing that song earlier but it wasnt for me. so i thought that maybe it was for her AGAIN! ahahahha au jealous ku waaaah. kali aku liat, si jee pigang cake! OMG! ahahahhaha and there were fezah, izah, qilah, nas and banyak lahh. i looked at khairol and he was smiling sooooo cute-ly! AHAHAHA :p then all the prefects sang together! AWWWWWWW eventhough they dont know me. so generous! and MERUL! THANK YOUUUUUU FOR SI LAMPOOOH! KIYOOOOOOOT! ya rabiiiiiiii! ahahha apan. wide lagi tu smile nya. his legs are so stumpy and and his ears are so small!

THANK YOU KAMU, I LOVE YOU!!!

for the card, ANIQ, kaka sayang youuuu! thank you merul! i didnt expect him to write on it jua. cute lagi tu Q nya. hahhaa

kaii, yus, syaza, merul, jee, iman, hida, abang das, hanif, shahrul, rabs, yusrin, azri, jimjim, afina, izah, jella, pipah, maza, efah, sam, zool, zimi, tyn, syauqi, nuriy, abang akram, rizal, nisa, wadaah, ka mamah, hjh qilah, meme, feqah, vane, fezah, fate, nafees, malai, umie, yaya, zatil, nadz, mun, syazwani, dindin, afiq and his friend, khaty, khairol, malik and his friend, the prefects, yen, leemen, anep, noh, jeebs, aniq, fee, bellah, nas, yee hui, nurul 5B, nadia, suz, sufian, mimi, mum, bu biah, bu inah, tua bini, bu masnah..

THANK YOUUU :D

uhm okay, i so love today! when i arrived home tadi from beribi, uda besar was there, the whole family!! weird. and and i went mandi and all, suddenly ada urang sang happy birthday AGAIN! I LOVE YOU ALL! THANK YOU TO ABANG DAS AND KA IYAH!! you both planned this for me and i dont know what to say lagi! :'D it was really great! uda damit, uda nani, akmaliyah, fatin, uda bini, uda besar and abang akram, THANK YOU! :') fatin, abang and anis, thank you for the presents. aku sayang kamu. i really do. my other birthdays werent as great as today. today is super awesome.

sadly, i was unable to cope with something. i shouldnt've cried, but i did. im sorry ): some of you will marah. hanif, all those stuffs you said, youre just wonderful. i didnt say much because no one has ever said something as sweet as yours. you know im always here right? even if youre miles away, which you are, i hope we will still be like this. IF in the future, something will happen, then i will always have your back or atleast know that if we're not close lagi, i wouldve been there. TAKE CARE! i'll reach for the stars all the time nif and i'll listen to another heart calls and alone in this bed and tangled up in you. if aku nangis, ujan tu arah mu, kau sambut ah? haha thank youu. to azri, im sorry i made you feel bad. it wasnt your fault, really. i'll see you soon. mom was asking for you tadi hee. thank you thank you everyone.

babah, mama, i love you. those things you wrote, nad will ikut )': i wont disappoint you. nenek, i will try to save credit hehe :p abang das, 12 more days. khairol, 21 more days :p