yuhuuwuhuuhu, alo :D hehe so when was the last time i post? aaah, that noon. so yeah, school has started. yesterday. 30th march 2009. everything went normal hehe finally those homeworks were out of my sight! :) in the afternoon, went to the mall with izah, jiah, nafees and nas. then went back to jiah's house and siuk lah. then todaaay,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KHAIROL KHOLILI
im hoping that you enjoyed today's moment because this morning, you werent as happy as what i had expected. it does affect me tadi haha anyway, tomorrow is april. you remember what april will be? well you should! and just be ready haha apan.

AND

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ZURA
enjoy the cake tadi? haha have a great one yea :)

siiiigh, me and qils down berabis tadi. hmm.. and so at lunch we suprised zura. again, wasnt like what we had expected. hahaha her curiousity was sooo eeh! ahaha kacau. after math, abang das picked me up together with ka iyah. we went to the mall, AGAIN! but this time, we watched movie. knowing. SIUK! kesian! eh siukkk! ahaha oh oh, mimah was there jua tadi. shes puhretti mahn! rawrr ahaha. then MACDONALD! finally! friiies in me tummy :D haha ada kawan ka iyah! she-males! wuuuut. hot eh! ahahaha NOT! and and uhm now aku arah uda damit. i dont know why im doing here. yaawn. i only have math. and i think esuk ada chemistry test. aaaah! :\ and tadi ada ajreee :p well, didnt see him but saw his car. atleast hahaha told my parents and awwh babah was being.. eh jantah. and and masa dimall i went to winmark to get the smell lagi. kali i asked my parents to cium it. HARUM WAH! shiish!

oh, this, i kept thinking about it. even at times when i shouldnt be thinking about it. apan im repeating the words. haha but yeah, im so saaaad! really sad! its like, everything fades away. just like that lagi tu. maybe its me but sighh. and i miss those moments. now macam jarang sudah.. no, since that day, those moments nda happen lagi. get this, I MISS IT!!! 'it' doesnt mean a thing. well maybe it is a thing. could be. but it can also mean a person or people. oh god, what should i do? should i just let it fade away? or keep it to oneself? or maybe let it out? but man, it'll be worse since im the only one who's feeling it. and im not referring to one problem but problemS! after that one thing, came one new thing and now, another thing. i felt even worst when i did something and ugh, whats all this kan?! is it just a feeling? or its really happening? damn, i dont even understand what im typing. macam all those words were just busits.

hmp, better go. night.