good evening everyone :) havent been around for weeks. i realized all blogs are dead. haha so what's up? my days were great. being avoided, controlled and even hated. i just dont know what i did wrong, but yeah, IM S O R R Y. one thing came after another ah. today i just found out about something and sighh. problems yg before before alum lagi settle. which i dont know how to! everytime i tried to set things right, it went uuuugh. im thinking too much am i? i dont know how to avoid myself from thinking about it. anyway, i wanna update you! though you dont want to be updated by me. so? hehe

10th april
first family outing since year 199+! i think. uda damit's, uda besar's and my family went to miri. it was really a last minute plan. semua ikut including grandmum. whiiiich, hmm, kinda stopped all the fun we're having. she joined us just to bali minyak, and she wanted to go home like SOON! huh. we had fun though :D

14th april
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABDUL AZIM HAJI MOMIN :D

15th april
went to gadong.. i got mcD's balloon :D stayed back at school until 5-ish to watch md galaxy vs superfly's friendly match. superfly won, 0-4. yay? haha then went to beribi, najwan was AMBUNG. like very. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i get it now. hmm

today, 16th april
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIQ ZAKWAN, SYAZWI, BAHZI, QILAH AND SHUKRI (:
banyak ehh. oh and this, MAN U MADE IT TO SEMIFINAL! :D who did it? who scored? CRIIIIISTIANO ROOONALDOO! im going to watch the ulangan later to see how he scored. babah kept saying it was WOOOW. hehe

i dont know what to type lagi. oh this, i hope things will get better between us both. it hurts to be in this situation. i just dont get it. and yes, i dont want to cry because of it. IT HURTS!