A time when the heart found it's beat. It was a long time ago and I personally think that it won't last long. I was only a girl who saw things from the outside. The heart was getting more and more attracted towards it. Haha. Like the more electrons are removed, the higher the electronegativity. Yeah, something like that. That time, I can only managed to tell my friends. I was all hyper when it came towards me and the smiles and cuteness, oh so undescribable. Rumours spread like wildfire and things started to get a little complicated. I think when I was young, I'm already good in being obvious :\ Then someone told me something about it and all those worries and embarass-ness just disappeared. Then the teachers found out and they were teasing and sarcastinating. Is there such word? Hmm. This went for a year. The following year, everything changed except for the feeling part. I still have that feelings towards it for a number of years after that. It never disappear, that's what I'm sure of. Though I've never come across in seeing it within those years. After that, there was this day, I was reading someone's comment, aaand i saw it! More like, I've finally found it! But I was disappointed. The next day, something unexpected had happened and from that day onwards, everything went wow-wee :) Though there were many obstacles, but I made it through. I feel comfortable with it. It was just like I've won something worth waiting for. But as time goes by, and people go through changes, it was something unavoidable. Sometimes I regret doing it. And now, I must say that I'm confused. I'm mixed up. I'm always like this you see. I got into troubles easily. For once, I'd like to just be miserable. I did, already, but it was boring. I'm thinking of doing it again. I'm strong, atleast, I think I am :) Oh well, now that I feel like I've lost the most valuable strength(since having it around feels like I've reached a certain perfection), I guess all I have to do is just let... it... go... I don't have the rights to control it. I actually do, if I wasn't this careless. I let it slipped away so easily. But seeing it every now and then, I admit it myself... That thing just came rushing back into my veins or capillaries or neurons or what so ever. Oh wow. Now I'm being soooo unfair. What am I suppose to do? One thing keeps me happy and so does the other one. In other words, I AM WEAK! I was such a fool. I was so stupid and all that. So I'm thinking, I'm in the process of being karma-lized. But it has everything now.... So I'm just gonna step out. Someday, I'll come across some shocking news about it. I'm sure I will.
it is the sweetest thing i came across my whole life. it has great talents in almost everything. it comforts you truly, it cares for you deeply, it has strong believes in you. it can sing, it has this such-oh-my voice. it doesn't take challenges as a no. it never ever fall from itself no matter how bad it has been bitten. it is cute and some say it is hot. it has the greatest most superb talent in this specific sport. so in conclusion, you can easily fall for it. im not lying. so YOU must take good care of it. it completes you :)
p/s : if, just IF some of you know what
im talking about,which i think
you will, do ignore :)
im talking about,which i think
you will, do ignore :)
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