oh god, this better works! you "males" are lucky you dont have to deal with this painful twisting stomach-ache. i cant sleep! this is bad! although its holiday. one more heck of a week. i can only stay at home. what benefit can that bring? well, i'd probably be as healthy as an apple -.-"

im perioding. is there such word? whatever. ive been moody the whole day yesterday. my siblings asked for my opinion on what they were wearing and i yelled at them. which was stupid becaaaause, i shouldnt! then my mom was very angry at me because she said something and i didnt reply which i did but she couldnt here me say, 'au'. so she was mad than ever and i was, uhm not that suprised on what she said. anyway, lastnight's episode on House was kinda hilarious. the patient was really honest about Taub's nose. he said that his nose is big. ahahaha. and he said, 'yeah, it is pretty big'. nevermind.

back to why i can only stay at home. the hmm, H1N1 influenza A swine flu selesma khinzir selesma babi thing is spreading outside. moment of unsocializing ourselves. i guess babi's generation is getting wider(im seriously sarcastinating). so what do we do for living? eat, sleep, work, study, wearing face-masks, checking temperature, stay at home, dont do social activities if possible and yeah, HOMEWORKS! do you know that the teachers are working while we're having this holiday? and do you know that they will, for sure, give us TONNES OF HOMEWORKS as soon as school reopens? i can barely finish mine in two weeks. honestly, its not finished yet. except for the blank parts that i really dont know how to do them. deep sigh. goodluck to all of us. and i bet my teacher will give us double tests in a week.

THIS IS NOT WORKING! i still cant sleep ): im not even sleepy yet. hey, how many days do we count after our period until the next period? is it 14 or 28 days? im having a quite sensational day in mid-july and i dont want this "girl thang" to ruin my only chance to enjoy july! *big question mark* my tummy is killing me! )': and its nearly two in the morning! and i wanna watch ice age 3 so badly but hoooow?? there are just no reasons for my mom to let me go out to a place where many people breathe! ): and im hungry! i didnt eat anything that'll energize me yesterday due to this frigging mean aching monstery stomach pain!!

oh i talked alot ey? sorry. you can leave now :) im ending this post anyway. but before that, i just want the whole world(well atleast a number of people) know that I REALLY MISS THOSE TWO HORRIBLE CREATURES! i wont mention names cause i'd die in a milisecond. why i miss you both eventhough what you did was just cruel? because you both were like angels to me(before you did that cruel thing ofcourse). aah, i feel much better. i hope you'll come across this paragraph.

TAKE CARE PEOPLE. families, cousins, friends, neighbours, strangers, enemies, buggers, bitches, etc. HEAL THE WORLD.

I LOVE HIM!

watch this movie now! or tomorrow! but not the day after tomorrow! because macam loser tu kamu, since banyak orang sudah liat. muahaha. okay this movie is soooooooo awesome! five shinning blinking stars i would say :D but first of all, i would like to say thank you so much to paii for treating me. if he and kamal didnt force themselves to watch that movie, i'd be called a loser by then too. hahaha. but trust me, its an excellent movie even to those who doesnt like cars-turned-into-some-kind-of-metallic-structured-robots :) so basically the whole day started off with faza's farewell thing at aminah arif's in kiulap. they invited me so yeah, i came. to my surpise, fate couldnt make it. boring ): so does azim, because he had his orientation. i was the only er, former stpri student. it was kinda awkward but yeah, went through it.


the eating session was fun. we had a tournament, a who-rolled-the-most-perfect-ambuyat tournament. zirah ada talent ah. her ambuyat was fat and healthy. mine macam kurus and karing and damit and nipis and aaah it was embarassing. then pai ordered this something-tiaw thing and we divided it into four. lavely. haha. we went to kiulap mall after that, hoping to catch the earliest now showing transformer. but wooow, that movie was fully booked. we got the 430pm show and atupun second front row wah available. but yes, it was worth it (: while waiting for the movie, we went to the arcade hoping we could find a kbox but nada. instead, the guys raced. rashdan and faza and hahahaha never want to ikut durang if durang ada license. banar. hahaha.

okay im stuck. aah, i wanna tell you about the movie. i wanna expose the story. BOOH dont read these next few lines. ahaha kidding. you know there's this hot soldier! like really, well not really. but hes hot! :D i almost cried watching him in his situation. and the main actor, what's his name? i forgot. yeah, he looked a bit like ronaldo in there. but ofcourse ronaldo is waaaaaay hotter than him. heee :D and and speaking of ronaldo, I CANT BELIEVE YOU LEFT MAN U FOR REAL MADRID!!! GRRRR! im furious! im not going to see you play that often. i can only see you play for portugal ): and thats next year! ): and so continue about the movie, the sound effect was very good. duh. my hereos would be the twins. the green and red chevrolet cars. cute ah. hahaha eh you guys better liat lah. its worth your money. in my case, aku kana lanja tadi :p BUT i will watch it again, if kana suruh jalan. this swine flu is very ... uhm i'd advice you guys to stay at home as far as possible (: for our own good. i read today's newspaper and when school reopens, we'll be wearing face-masks. eeeep. girls will look like omg!! hideous? like tudung putih and the mask putih and the baju pun putih. eeeeeee ): and i bet there will be check ups from the ministry of health bladibla and we'll be sticking thermometers in our mouths. ayoooo. not happening. ya allah, lindungi lah kami. amin. my neck is in deep pain! ):

ouh, and congratulations to DPMM FC on winning the apa ni, Singapore League Cup 2009. good job :D i wonder who won tonight. them rash and zirah liat di stadium. haha okay im out. im tired and i loooooooove you z (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!! :D
love you loooooooads, mwah!

once a bitch, always a bitch! hello there :) just got carried away by this movie im watching. its already saturday.. leaving 8 more days til school reopens. bottom line is i have to finish up my homeworks by tomorrow so that next week, i can go out! AMIN! buuut theres something that hold be back.. nenek is uhm.. furious about me going out often. i cant help it. its life... sigh. scratch that bit.

try to eat vanilla ice cream, pour fresh milk and sprinkle milo, chocolate rice and chocolate chips on top of it. add nutella or chocolate syrup and TADAA, heaven! ofcourse it'd be sweet, but satisfying. it'll eventually cheer you up :)

aah, i feel like talking alot right now. hows your holiday? i miss school, believe it or not. i miss my gp class the most. i want jolibee. apakan. all i can think of is food! batah sudah aku nda makan mcd fries! ooo :O jericho rosales ani hot eh. heuheuheu :p omg he pouted! reminds me of najwan. boy, where are you? hows kl? aaah gila imysm! amintah karang ke beribi. i didnt know you balik sudah. eh im talking to myself.

ohh i left my heart somewhere arah mabohai. ahahaha lameee. gila bosan ku eh! kamu behapa kan cuti ani? besides stuffing my ears with songs and blocking my eyes with movies, i do not know what to do!

eh im a n n o y e d wah by this person. i dont know what i did wah sampai ia cematu. annoying banar. aku nda respond pun ia masih annoy aku. i kept thinking how to make this person to stop those annoying things tapi macam jahat banar tia ku. tapi serious eh, really annoying. realise im using the word 'annoying' like many times? that shows that this person is really critically annoying!! i got rid of you so please, go awaay.

my tummy's druming. time to feed her. pai said i have long intestine thats why aku selalu lapar ahahahaha. silly. nyaman ni kalau makan pizza. or fries. wuuuu :D toodles

tears roll down on each of our faces as soon as kamal potong the onions. ahaha. i spent my night with them again, at rashdan's. it was really fun because we were really cooking!! :D that is sure something to be proud of. as you can see, the picture above, that's azim. he made all the pastas lastnight. well, not all but most of them. nyaman :D


kan? haha suz.......... was a great cooker!! really. ia sama zirah lah yg berabis working lastnight. hehe i didnt help much as... ntah. haha datang malas ku. so let the pictures do the talking lah. im blank :)













suz, update me, who won the guessing game??

For the last time I give myself to the enemy,
By letting their words just walk all over me,
Cause people they'll tear you apart,
If you are not like them,
And we are different,
Let the war begin.

i am b o r e d! like really. right now, aku diberibi, sunyi than ever! most of them are on vacation to kl, while the rest, stayed here waiting for souvenirs :D gaga. i went to syauqi's house tadi... he invited me. yesterday i stayed at home all day long. the day before, went to rashdan's place for the so called barbeque. it was fuuuuuuun!! i went there with faza since he live next to my house for the past seven years and i just knew it four days ago -.-" so we arrived there early, before isyak, hoping that you know, we can.... eat more? yeah. but hope fades away as soon as kami sampai sana. it took them few hours to set up the fire. hahahaha

the chicken was smokin'. raaaawr. none of us actually know bila ya masak wah, so if both sides itam, considered it done lah. hahaha au ja? then the sausages were ntah, weird! bangkak wa kalau masak. it looked more like a carrot! ahahah tapi nyaman lah. the barbeque sauce rashdan made was very delicious, very!! i met new friends sana :) overall that night was very siuk. hehehe thank you for inviting rash (:

KESUMA NEGARA
go kesuma, go go kesuma! go green go! :D

although we lost, we won the sport spirit! not. hahaha okay, yesterday was fun. INDERA NEGARA won the whole thing. most of the "stars" disana so yeah, no doubt about that. while us, kesuma enjoyed every bit of the day. we sang and dance and siuk lah. hehe :)

hey~~meelah milo~~ xp ths is Siti Soto~heheehe..ehemehem ada urang bday hari anii..hahaa jap2..let me sing a bday song especially for u~ =p hapi bday to u,hapi bday to u,hapi bday to meelahmilo~~ hapi bday to u~~ ehehe..happy 19th bday my cuzzie~~ =) may god bless u with prosperity and long-life =) have fun in UK and get something for me from UK =p ahahaa...miss u dengg..bah2 udah tah aa ngalihku udah type pjg2 untk kau aa inda juaku dpt hadiah. NOOOTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =p ahaahaaa alright u tkecre always babes love youh~ eheh XOXOXX- SitiSoto2010

rina rino says happy birthday milah! haha she wants you to balikan her gula gula yg paling mahal disana. lol. demanding. :p

hello ka meel aka milah lame! hahaha this is nadd. youre over there. how are you doing? happy 19th birthday! are you celebrating your lame birthday? haha. i love you ka meel. you know that? best of luck in everything. thank you bringing me jalan jalan and for picking me up after school. i dont know what to say lagi. hee. as you can see, those above messages are from ka rina and ka siti. they're now dirumah, yatah aku tarus suruh post hehe. kirim salam arah angah. take care and come home soon. brunei misses you, NOT!

i am totally missing today! today was so siuk. tears and laughter combined into one. omg im going to miss you azim and faza! i already am missing you both! its a big deal for me ): no one to face to or say hai to. be 9 will be missing it's monitor when school reopens. md will be missing faza!! aaaaaa ): okey over. but sigh. today was the best. 11/06/09 :') oh, and happy birthday jeebs! :D

Muhammad Dhiyaurrahman, you're getting younger each day. aww, Happy 9th Birthday Si Ku Tabang Naik :D be a good brother and listen to what mama and babah and kaka said. jangan melawan and marah if kami tagur. its for your own good. i know you're reading this because i asked you to! haha. jangan malar kan ke beribi saja :p i know our lives disana, but sadang sadang tah dulu. apan. i still remember when you were just a baby. you were so barat. barat lagi kau dari aku. malu ku. ahaha. you were sooooooo cute masa damit. bari sasak. with your coconut hairstyle lagi, raaawr! now you're getting labu-er. jangan kuat makan wah. bukan kan melarang, but you tend to get sanak when you're really full. berijap wah tu. sorry if aku selalu tabung kau dari belakang. hehe. its a habit wah. tapi arah kau pulang saja ku berani tu :D then apa lagi? aaah, jangan kan nda sekulah ugama saja!! apani. baru darjah dua, sudah tia pandai absent. siuk wah tu ugama atu. babah mau kau jadi ustaz sudah basar. amin! or atleast dapat lead our family. hehe. also, jangan kuat belanja. you love cars, i know. but you kept buying it, after two weeks, ampai ampai tia. your hot wheels berapa buting sudah? 200+? mana tia? atu kan mahal, kana dulur. wuuuuu. and helicopters atu jua. durang diberibi bali, kau kan bali tah jua. nda jua mau terabang. paedah. hahaha whathell am i saying.

then biasa kan main bula wah patang patang. haha labut :p overall you're an awesome brother. kau tau apa erti awesome kan? :p ahhaha kalau aku suruh ambil barang, kau ambil kan without complaining. bagus bagus. oh, and belajar tah besabar. jangan gagas. buat homework awal awal. especially sebelum ke beribi. jangan aher bangun pagi pagi. jangan kuat bepanas. mua mu makin itam. damit masih. hiiih. nada karang bini bini beguna. ahaha what kind of sister kan aku ani. lol.

jangan selalu cubit pipi si najwan. hes mine. you know that very well. not forgetting, pandai pandai save duit. kau pandai sudah save, bagus. bukan macam si aniis. spenderr. wondering daughter tah banar. haha sorry nada present dari aku. kapih. plus kau selalu mau barang yg bejagung ku kan mengumpul duit membali. get me? eeeh, lupa ku. jangan tah kan pandai liat dvd ku!! its for teenagers! kau damit masih wah! ahahaha sama jangan kan pandai cakap bad words. ku timbak kau karang. apa yg ku nyanyi atu, jangantah di ikut :p bah eh makin betambah ni karang paragraph ah. haha. and big boys don't cry.





i love youuuuuuuuuuuuu so much! mwaaah - kaka nadiah (:

is it just me or is the temperature increasing drastically today? it's hot! i wonder how those staying back for the march pass thing doing. panas wah tu. or maybe its because someone's birthday today :P hahaha

Happy Birthday Hanif Han :)
blablabla... i said much sudah tadi. but thats not just it. i have lots of things to write for you. hehe. nanti lah ah.

also, happy belated to those who celebrated their birthdays last month and yesterday yesterday. sorry havent been updating this blog. i was totally booked by mpr tests and homeworks. i wonder berapa juta homeworks nanti for this two weeks holiday :\ i repeat, two weeks! in a day, macam two sub-topics of homeworks sudah kana bagi. times 14 days? 28?? heaven! who am i to complain anyway. the more i complain, the more homeworks will be given. hisssh. in other words, second term holiday won't be called a "holiday" at all.

i love school today. well, kinda. first period was geography. me and falah were so happy to know that fatin didn't get accepted to technical school. hahaha why? because if she's moving, it'll be me and falah saja tinggal. since si abdul pun pindah tia jua kan. beulah. haha. so we are going to be the three-some. the one yg selalu kana bully oleh sir. oh OH! finally! sir said that aku pintar!! wohooooo!!! payah wah tu kan dapat ia puji urang. lol. tapi umi lah yg jarih tadi. she didnt do anything, then sir said something which i think it was really pain in the ass. oh well, sabar saja :)

second period, ps. nyra fell asleep in her physic's class so she wrote something on her tudong instead of a paper, so we spent half an hour in the toilet drying her tudong. hahaha cali lah. after ps, break, then maths. i kept laughing pasal si amir becali. so did afiq and zaki. pacah eh durang ani. zigzag! ahahhaaha okay you dont get me do you? my math homeworks, two exercises!! due tuesday pulang, tapi heh. next class, gp! groupwork. i spent my lunch time with afiq, naim and puding. we were talking about songs aaaaall the way. for an hour. haha rupanya there are songs that mengantul arah us ah. like it cant seduce you or something. whatever lah.

last thursday was a day to remember. it was siuuk. hehe nothing happened actually, but there were just things that touched me. ceeeh. hhaha okay, news? i know who anonymous is!!! HAHAHA. bah, enough about school. i miss najwan and someone. hey you, lately you've been showing yourself up to me. why? nevermind why. its just that it takes time to actually get over you. and that time is not even close yet! for like what? one year now? i must be crazy. well i am. hoping and wishing and all that. sigh.

hypocrites around the corner! just because your life sucks, get off mine! :) i didnt mention any names tu ah. so dont go bising bising arah cbox. kalau terasa, diam saja.

haiyo so many paragraphs. ani last ni, tadi wah........... ke ai eh!!! macam, aaah cute wah! berabis! heee. alright that's it. good day people.

"i just got to say it all before i go"