*inhale..exhale* ive finally come to my senses. this morning, i went to school WITHOUT any sleep. i cant sleep at all thinking about that fucked up mess. yeah, you read me, FUCKED UP MESS! which shouldve been settled by now. so, at school, i met almost everyone except MEME ): we went here and there trying to get the teachers' autographs.. and im so happy to have finally meet them after what they did. hehe THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING TEACHERS. i wouldnt've made it without your help. also, not forgetting, MISS JENNIFER, TEACHER SO KING AND MISS EZAN, thank you sooo much! :D i know you didnt get what you've expected from me miss jenn, but i'll keep working hard. and i also want you to challenge me again. heehee youre the most challenging teacher, wohoo haha. oh ya, to KAI MAZA MEME LAILA FATIN IFFAH SYAZA AMAJIDA MALAI, do text miss jenn okay? haha she told me that we're like strangers sudah. nangis ya karang. apan.

right, this afternoon i was having my major massive break down. that was the first time i felt so upset about my family. SO REALLY TRULY MADLY DEEPLY UPSET! enough from my mom, my dad lagi pressure. but im glad that i have my friends. so far, they've always been there for me. eh, been here haha ): my funny-ness isnt funny at all.. sigh. and im starting to miss my girls. i read nuriy's letter tadi, awwh im sorry ): thanks for telling the truth babe. ily :)

and its raining again ): how am i going to watch man u? *ada bau ajree lagi* ahahahaha im nuts, am i? hmm. oh, for passing my olevel, i was hoping that mama will buy me that new pair of heatwave ): but now my hope is falling apart. ahaha ): and i want money. they promised me this i-dont-know amount of money for each O's i got. MANA TIAA? ): kaii, i know you'll get fed up about this whole result thing. you told me not to think about it right? haa, i cant :) will update again in a few hours.

west brom 0 - 5 man utd

scorers : dimitar berbatov, carlos tevez, nemanja vidic and cristiano ronaldo (2)

aaand they remained on the top position with 50 points if im not mistaken. liverpool draw, so yeaa :D this saturday, they'll be up against chelsea.. haha (: ehemm...

okay, i read kaii's craving list tadi and aku crave cakoiiiii jua! ahaha banar ): batah sudah nda ku makan. since last year. aku ingat masih. time my sibs balik ugama tu aku bali. duii, sampai ani alum ku makan. hmm... i hope ada tomorrow. sama im craving for lays. and and apa lagi tu mi aku bitau kau tadi? haha peppero. dui lilah. ahha sama, aaaaah pizza! tuna delight. though alum batah ani ku makan, still i want it. also sticky chewy chocolate!! and and mcD yg cornetto thing atu. oh myyyy....! and chicken barbeque yg si khaty buat and yg si iman salai. ahhaha gilaaa, lapar ku eh. sama chocolate milk shake! yg coffee zone punya. kalamari ring!! eeee stop stop............... last ni last, aku mau kauuuuuuuu! ):

thank you to afina, for the foods and the cow. yesterday was siuk. i met them seven except for sam. last 27th, i met them eight. pun siukk. we celebrated laila's birthday at kaii's. thanks for borrowing your place kaii. and uhm, everyone knows, results were out sudah. im really proud of my girls. we made it through. MD yea?? (: im not that happy regarding my result. i am, when i first knew it.. then nda. i passed, but i failed making my mom proud. im sorry ma.. i've done my best. i told you, i dont like to be compared with other people. and come to think of it, my friends' parents are happy. why cant you be happy? for me? its not like im failing. mama, be satisfied, please )': siigh. i'll prove it to you next year. okay? i promise )': its not the end mom... god, how i wish i could see your smile tadi. ):

nah mimi, mana lagi cute? i bet ani lagi cute daripada yg si pat punya. ahaha ambung. marah si johnny depp. what what what ahahha ;p oh by the way, pictures above ; najwan, my hottie. apaaan ;p

wehee HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR CINAA. ahaha gong xi fa cai/coi :p the fireworks wah, kalah time tani raya. ahaha siuk eh. i just got back from 'bu ajah's last minute gathering'. heuheu. foodnya weird weird eh malam ani. barbeque-ed fish, shells and the most weirdest food, silicon. AHAHAHAHA again, only mimi paham. ambuyat wah. incident yg cali happened tadi.. the situation was normal. we ate, talk talk, hai here hai there, then *tup*, tutup karan. ahaha hero nya either si black or hj kuliman. another incident lagi was banjir. wuuut. aku damam ani pun beujan. hee cool kaliah. apan. ah yatah SAJUK! sian renter atu, rumahnya sikit lagi kana masuki air. chinese eve nya nda entertaining langsung. the boys apa lagi, iski eh meliat air dalam ah. andangnya, biasa dah tu. ahaha aku baru realized tadi yg adi beradi babah SUKA BEUJAN! tua, babah, bu masnah, bungsu, uda masli and uda hj misle. lapas atu turun ke anak anaknya. hehehe.

thanks to my cousins for cheering me up :D sadly iqa nada! yg ku rinduu ): and banyak lah yg absent. i miss HIM! results in two days! BOH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY LAILA, ily (:

man utd 2 - 1 tottenham

scorers : man utd -- paul scholes and dimitar berbatov
tottenham -- pal..something

to malai : zoran TOSIC played tadi heheh tapi i didnt watch the match pasal it wasnt that siuk haha pemilih.

to yaya : MY RONALDO! you can have AAANY players except RONALDO! oh, and DAVID VILLA. ahaha

aku damam wah kamu, i need sympathy/symphaty ahahaha nda ku tau mana satu lurus. ah yatah kan, aku nangis nangis menahan sakit kepala ku. bagi aku semangat eh.. i lost mine tadi pagi! pasal si atu nda atu aku! ahaha sounds weird. bah aku currently rindu kan baby iqa. aaand si mohawk-good smelling guy. ahahaha gila gila :/ good day people.

its 3:55am, and i still cant sleep. banyak ni dalam utak ku ah. but one thing covered 91% of my brain is about RESULTS! yes, i have a feeling that it'll be out karang. LESS THAN 24HOURS and by the time ia keluar, i'd probably be sleeping. usually bu masnah yg call aku tu, or angah. I DONT KNOW! hah! stress eh. im scared and i know i havent done enough.. ARGH! no point nad! i screwed up my bio and poa sudah. ya ALLAH ): guys, cemana nii. kabak kabak ku eh. trust me, its even more scarier waiting for results. DUH! shahrul ni start ah. he was really worried tadi, now aku pulang yg nda betidur. ceh :p atleast im really sure he'd score EXECELLENT results. ah rul, ah? haha :\ cemana niiii kan, im really sleepy sudah. i even forgot how to close my eyes. ahaha ):

oh just to keep my mind away from thinking about that above matter, i talked on the phone twice with izah, today. hehehe imy girl. also, i chatted with iman tadi ahahaha cali kau man! had a short conversation with yus too hehe aand kai texted me but i cant reply her. YAY! i didnt think about the results for two minutes or less. this is going to take a while :\

im also deeply in miss of ajree. oh yes i am. pasal i happened to sniff his smell somewhere in this room. ahaha majal ni si nad kan harum nya ah :p what can i say.

how come ah, i was ready for the results on the 21st, but 3 days later, im this scared. waaa sakit kepala ku eh. what i need now is football! ahaha lain lain. atu bah tadi aku liat concert tpi yg ke 18 kan, yatah si afghan CUTE! and i wonder mana si widhi. lagi cute! jan ku diucap cawe man, ahaha atleast both of them buka draiber. lol

udah eh, hope i can sleep without dreaming about the results. eh tadi nini amoi cakap cina, aget yaw. najwan ke ai ke ai! haha epi chainis neiwya ya'll.

SHOOT! IM IN ....!! HAHA :D

man utd 4 - 2 derby

scorers : man utd -- john o'shea, cristiano ronaldo, luis nani and carlos tevez.
derby -- cari sendiri haha

yes, man utd made it to te final and they will be up against spurs, which is very strong to the minimum. hahaa (: glory glory man utd.

all over you by the spill canvas

yeah he's a looker

but i really think it's guts that matter most

i displayed them for you

strewn out about from coast to coast

i am easily make believe

just dress me up in what you want me to be

i'll take back what i've been saying for quite some time now

i gotta feel you in my bones again

i'm all over you

i'm not over you

i wanna taste you one more time again

i'm all over you

i'm not over you

in my daydreams

in my sleep

infatuation turning into disease

you could cure me

see all you have to do now is please try

give it your best shot and try

all i'm asking for is love

but you never seem to have enough

i gotta feel you in my bones again

i'm all over you

i'm not over you

i wanna taste you one more time again

i'm all over you

i'm not over you

this life is way too short to get caught up in and all mixed up

when i just want you to love me back

why can't you just love me back?

why can't you just love me back?(why can't you, why can't you)

why can't you just love me back?(why can't you, why can't you)

why can't you just love me back?(why can't you, why can't you just love)

i gotta feel you in my bones again

i'm all over you

i'm not over you

i wanna taste you one more time again

this life is way too short to get caught up and all mixed up

when i just want you to love me back

why can't you just love me back?

why won't you just love me back?

why can't you just love me back?

20th - went out with ka milah and ka siti -- tersangatlah kapih -- MET MEME!, maza, malai, nad, adeeq, yaya, fatin, umie and belah -- baju arah giordano lawa! (: -- MASSIVE RAIN!

21st - izah's 17th and hj kuliman's 22nd birthday. zah, I LOVE YOU and you're the greatest (; -- tutup karan! from 9am till 1am -- in the afternoon, went to bungsu akai's -- helped bersihkan his house -- flood until waist -- everything floated -- ka iyah, baby and fakhri were there too -- enjoyed sweeping the bubbles towards the water sucking machine -- "jangan over" ahahaha.

22nd - sambung tutup karan at noon till midnight -- had a barbeque due to ijan, hj khaliq and hj zuls' birthdays -- FUN! -- met all 104's -- many conversations -- results will be out either 24th or 26th -- my fish died! )': -- I MISS AJREEE ):

sorry for the delay update about man u, laii. soo, hee i just got back from miri and naleh kuuuu. duh. i slept for only two hours lastnight. hmm.. 18 of us joined the trip. including NAJWAN! oh man he was a hot! dalam bas banyak urang berabut kan dukung ia. sampai ia lupakan aku :\ haha nada wah. oh i saw this baju from levi's, shit! LAWA! and mahal. tried begging at mama babah but wont budge. so sabar saja lah. disana sale and panjang queue arah counter. here's one complain from me about the cashier arah imperial.. SLOW!! :

i was running out of time wah, i've reached beyond limit of the time given so gagas jua tu takut kana tinggalkan. i went to this first counter which is the main counter, i was the third one to queue up. unfortunately, the urang nada. so we waited like 15 mins? yeah.. then she came..so i was the next one to pay. kali she asked me to go to this other counter..so i did and heck PANJANG PULANG QUEUE NYA. ada lagi cina atu putung queue ku. buduh. and that cina happens to have a member card so the urang mesti cari pass someone lagi to access this and that and it took AGES!! i saw that person jalan kesana kesini looking like as if queue arah counternya atu nda panjang. matieh. paksa her friend call ia wah. barutah datang. rasa kan ku suruh belajar tanam jagung ada jua. ahaha banci ku wah :p heh.

other story about the trip, uhm, si kudek sakit parut and apparently toilet arah immigration(sp??) KB atu nada air!! the paip looked exaggerating tapi taluuu. hahahha kalau si mimi, balik kali tarus eh ke rumah nya hahahahha sungguhnya jauh. au ja mi? :p yatah dalam bas adik officially told everyone that ia nda jadi beria and that ia KANTUT KANTUT saja dalam bas nanti. eh babuiii hahahahhahah so imagine our trip was attacked by some kind of smell? ahaha and the thing was, when kami marah(ofcourse la marah, nda kan dicium kali baunya ahaha), ia ketawa wah. nda ya malu. eh manasaja tah. kami also banyak makan which made us half eager half desperate to go to the toilet. hehehehe

incident at parkson, this bruneian guy came up to me and asked whether if im a bruneian or not. ahhahaha and eventually asked me to add his email. peace brotha. cina nya cute cute ah disana ahhahahah especially their hairs :p so ke aii. bah bah im off. i love you. you all lah. hahaha

i'd like to say HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO SITI KAMALIAH HAD. shes a cousin of mine and she happens to be one of my "spiciel" cousin. kaa, hey. now you're seventeen, im starting to miss those good old days we used to spent together when we were kids, though i hardly remember one. heee. but i remember how great it was spending time with you. remember when our families used to raya sama sama together with uda besar's? the kids yg our age usually rode in one car haha i miss those days REALLY much. and dulu dulu you used to sleepover arah my house right? haha we're too old for that now but it'd be fun if we could do that again. BUT this time, we do it at different place. ya know, tidur di hotel? then we can go shopping the next morning and do manicures or facial? hahhaa watch movie? you know la the six of us cant really meet each other or we'll start to crack ourselves :p

and i really really miss conveying with your family. tani ke kk and it was so fun at that time. remember the bulls? yg nini james pelihara ah? ahahaha banyak lagi tu. you, abg iyul, ka rina and babah got the chance to actually meet one face to face ahaha. then the next time we go to kk, me, you and ka najmah slept in one room and we went totally crazy singing songs out loud. awh (: also, i surely cant forget how fun it was when you and ka siti betamu.. we just cant stop ketawa pasal "DI" atu ahaha and masa arah asma hotel, we joked around with abg das, abg akram and them all. eh siuk lahh.

uhm, what im trying to say is, even though you're now seventeen and we both are going to our mature life blalala and we'll have our life partners and all, just dont let this tight cousinship get lose. get what i mean? we've always been like sisters and i want it to be that way forever. yeah (: hee thats all. i can get pretty emotional sometimes :p hahaha. happy birthday again, and i love you.

p/s: bungsu and pakchu pun greet happy birthday (:

bolton 0 - 1 man utd

scorers : dimitar berbatov - 90'
need i say more? gila eh matchnya. babah was SO pissed wah for 89 minutes ah. nda mau goal! lain lagi si berbatov licak! adeh. si ronaldo freekick nda mau masuk, si anderson hang. mahn, it was heck of a match BUT satisfying lah for us. ahhaha pasal we are now one point ahead of liverpool. weheeeeee :D i wonder uda besar behapa now. HAHAHAHA. but they wont hold on to the top position for that long. liverpool will be up against a team this tuesday and im sure they'll win that match. who am i to deny liverpool's strength. weseehh.

current position :
1. man utd, 47
2. liverpool, 46
3. chelsea, 44

no update for malai on tosic. sorry girl. ia balum main.. rooney, hamstring injury maybe about a month? syauqi, sabar :p no sign of ferdinand. evra will be off for few games. KACAU! hes great on the pitch, injured tia. and ronaldo will be going to real madrid. MAYBE. hopefully nda. hehehe (:

waaah today was full of exhaustion. ahaha apan. as i told you before, we went to tutong tadi and wuhhhhhh no entertainment! no network! ): bejagung ku mencari connection ah. esen ku. hehe. so yeah, berangkat dari rumah at around 11++.. pakai kereta angah. tarus made our way to tutong pasal aher sudah, pelakian kan sembahyang. AHAHA. while durang sembahyang, angah bawa jalan cari kadai makan. she told us that this restaurant named K-K-KOYA, rojak nya nyaman, so we headed there. unfortunately the restaurant tutup. BANYAK kadai tutup. somehow i felt like aku di miri haha. angah lagi memajalnya kan k-k-koya ah minta ampun, macam nada restaurant lain lagi. then kami cari this kadai ruti, also angah yg recommend kadai atu.. namanya AMANI, which angah sabut as ARMANI. aahahhaha cali wah pasal armani ani brand baju and perfume jua tu, nda kan ada rutinya jua..plus ditutong lagi saja tu yg ada. ahaha. sekali kaaan, ke kadai atu lah kami. banyak ni ruti rutian dibali. we decided to eat lunch lah after that. mencari tah kami restaurant faize ani.. sudah sampai, landing udah jubur juburan kami ani, berdiri tia balik. ahahha the waitress cakap makanan yg ada is yg anu main bekaut saja atu.. kalau kan order nda dapat pasal kalingnya(the chef) lagi jumatin'(sembahyang jumat). keluar tia kami ke kadai dapannya which is more better and modernize/modernise, EXPRESS.

makan makan then tunggu pelakian durang pebinian balik sembahyang, then went off to ka mahani's house. RUPANYA ka mahani ani tinggal di tutong. aku pikir balah bini bini atu tah yg ditutong. heeeeck. berapa taun mengikat tali persaudaraan, baru ani aku tau. WHAAAAT. and so, ke bukit beruang tah kamii.. on the way kan kesana, kan kami ani sorang sorang kanyang, ngantuk lah kan.. so the brain lagging and all.. yatah babah ani brek ngajut. AKU PIKIR ADA BERUANG!!!! ahhahahah ngek. malar beruang ku ah. WTH MALAR? ahhahahah baie lame jua aku ah hari ani. andangnya tu biasa dah :P bah sampai rumah ka mahani, makan and all.. this was around 3, we headed back to bandar kan ke rumah si bini bini, di mata mata. JAUH EH. parut ku lagi nda dapat dilipat lipat, telampau labu. ahaha angah and ka milah tetidur tidur ne sudah. kali sampai di mata mata, uda haji aman bepantun putik putik bunga kumbang and rumput(hahah over), makan and decided kan mencheck rumah tua yg baru, which is di sengkurong. eh gila, jauh lagi tu perjalanan. and and there was this guy in a scooter bike wah, dari mata mata tu kami teliat ia, kali jalan ke highway apa, ada ya masih, sampai ke station minyak arah ntah-nda-ku-apal-kg-dibrunei-ani, MUANYA JUA KAN DILIAT. tapi ia nda bali minyak. ia masuk, tarus keluar, macam stalking lah catu. nda cali kah? supposed to be cali wa tu. ahhaha ketawa saja lah ah? sian kan aku (:

udah sampai arah sengkurong area, i texted ka siti berapa simpangnya, tapi no reply. called ka rina, nda durang ingat. called abg nurul, nda beangkat. called ka an, pun nda jua ya ingat. tapi ya describe how the house looks like. pusing pusing tah kami mencari rumah ani..blalala sampai kami beranti arah two houses just to ask where is the ketua kampung's house. kata ka an, siring rumah ketua kampung TAPI nda jua ada. sampai ke jerudong wah kami mencari ah, jauh jua sudah tu dari rumah ketua kampung. abis semua rumah kami teka teka. "ani kali rumahnya" tapi bukan jua. access denial. APAN. balik tah kami. give up dah. sampai rumah around 6+ naleh buuuuui. tapi siuk lah pasal angah was the joker of the day. CALI WAAAH ahhahaah she said thorax, thorak. special, spiciel. cornflakes, konplek. ada lagi banyak caliii. AHHAHA asta bedusa ku eh. ahhaha and one more thing yg cali.. ahahhah angah bali agar agar dari mama but mama nda mau terima the money. it was just a ten dollar note wahh, so angah bagi mama, kali mama bagi balik arah angah. angah bagi balik arah mama, mama bagi arah ka milah. ka milah bagi rah angah, angah bagi arah ku. aku bagi ka milah, ka milah bagi angah. then angah bagi aku balik. last last, me and ka milah yg untung dapat $5 each. HAHAHA au nda cali jan ketawa. shoot macam karangan ne sudah. ahhaha.

and just now i went to beribi and whoooooow rindu ku eh kan everyone. semua ku tagur. haha except renter renter lah. hhahah melawat si mimi ku apa.. esh "PERAMAH" aku atu macam johnny depp. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH si mimi ganya paham ne. ahhahaha dah tu I SAW HIM :D eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hehehheh 'honda, the power of dreams' gugugugu :p he looked cute in white. oh my... haha chitty chat sama sejati and mimi, then off to rumah tua. aku, biasa lah, kalau diberibi, macam pelarian tia ku. jalan from one house to another. hehe. AKU JUMPA NAJWAN JUA KAMU!!! HOT EH ANAK ATU! and and he even gave me FLYING KISSES!! KISSES!! banyak tu yooo, nda me tekira. hahah tapi the kisses nda pulang flying. pasal ia flying kiss, ia cium tangan nya saja. HAHHAHA tapi ia nda terabang kan. whaaaat. ntah eh banyak cakap ku. balik ku ke rumah tua, helped mimi with bibi's karangan. au, kami pulang yg jagung jagungan memikir pasal si johnny depp. ntah lurus ka nda facts nya, blame the internet. haha bah eh penat beta. kan beradu dulu. (: i miss youuuuu someone. esuk jan lupa liat man u, pukul nda-ku-tau-tapi-selalunya-malam. assalamualaikum. oh and comment eh karangan ku ah. bagi markah arah cbox. hehehe :p

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papuh monster : weh, ambung sudah kau ah cousin. udah kau form 4 ni, nda gi nampak mua mu ah. huhu alum lagi abis cerita tani sal you-know-who-who-we-know. hahahha :p

akmal : sudah be-mobile, nda pandai miscall aku. haha apan aku ah. rasa jueh.

sejati : aaaaah..

hati buyah : haaaaai. nda you sasat ne cari blog me ah? misis ja if au.

kujeek : kariiiit! ada bubble bubble, nda sharing to the caring. nanti aku bali bubble betiup pakai kipas, biar kau *shakes butt*

coki coki : haii mat. aku jumpa kau tadi diberibi pakai baju cara melayu which is weird. hehee

tayang : apatah karangan mu? ahhahah alum jua kau antar. ngek

najwan : I LOVE YOU <3

one last kiss by MADINA LAKE

she looked at me, her eyes were watering

that's when i knew that this was about to end

frozen in that moment, time was standing still

and i could feel my heart sinking, fragile

goodbye, she said

there's someone in this world for you

so good luck, she said

i went and found somebody new

and i gave you every waking moment

i gave you everything you wanted

and now, my love, you're giving me up?

she walked away and i could hardly breathe

i turned around and fell down to my knees

i'm shivering as the truth is settling

i'm sure tomorrow has nothing to do with me

so before, you go

could you just leave me one more kiss?

and i gave you every waking moment

i gave you everything you wanted

and now, my love, you're giving me up?

and i can't lie still

when there's someone else beside you

and i can't lie still

cause i'm all alone this time

i gave you everything you wanted

and now, my love, you're giving me up

i remember when you were falling

and i was there just holding on to you

and i remember all those

scars i wear that you carved in me

i gave you every waking moment

i gave you everything you wanted

and now, my love, you're giving me up

and i can't lie still

when there's someone else beside you

and i can't lie still

cause i'm all alone this time

i gave you everything you wanted

and now, my love, you're giving me up

hanif recommended this song to me. LAWA. have a listen to it (:

oneeee more thing, THANK YOU KAII for teaching me how to do the cbox thing AND THANK YOU IMAN for being the first ever person to drop something arah that cbox. SWEET EH KAMU ANI! hahaha :p
and i forgot about this..

MAN UTD 1 - 0 WIGAN.
united moved second in the table and just two points behind league-leaders liverpool with an important, yet unspectacular, victory against wigan athletic, a battle which was over no sooner than it had started thanks to a first-minute strike from wayne rooney.

one step ahead and BUUM! stand up for the champion. ahaha ofcourse i wont get carried away now. i mean anything can happen this saturday. so brace ourselves.

wuhh, tired! just got back from tua's makan makan and yes, I HELPED THEM DOING THE STUFFS. i hope now i can go out with them. i had a rough day and it ended just great (: thanks to my cousins. esp ka iyah, ka siti and ka rina. tonight, i ate A LOT of proteins together with ka iyah. hahaha the fish was heck delicious. and uda besar was the biggest hit for tonight. why? because i found out that a lot of man u supporters bullied him. ahaha. man u will be at the top IF they win this saturday against bolton. so they(man u supporters) got over the top and started bullying those liverpool supporters. i tell you, the bullying thing doesnt end tonight. i bet karang durang sambung lagi tu. hahaha oh, i met my boyfriends jua tadi. hehehuheu. danish, arshad, ashraf, adek and daniel. sadly, only daniel respond to my hyperness. not forgetting danish, ada improvement. :D HE LAYAN-ED ME! not much but yeah, to me it was a biiiig improvement.

yesterday my finger got burnt. i was really pissed so i decided to play with the candles. siuuuk :D ahaha i lit the match i thought alum ada api, rupanya ada sudah. nyaman eh *thumbs up* hehe and later, we'll be going to tutong for ka mahani's son's engagement thing. to tell you the truth, im pretty much excited to go to tutong. i havent been at an exact place disana. dari dulu sudah i was this eager to go there. ahaha bida eh. we'll be off before jumaat's prayer. waaa, bangun awal tah tu :\ them boys and men will be doing their sembahyang while the girls and the ladies liat beruang. HAHAHA kidding meh. pasal atu bah, the balah bini bini punya rumah atu di bukit beruang, meaning to say that sana ada beruang lah. why waste time sitting in the car while we can observe bears, right? hahhah crap jueh. babah cakap they'll drop us arah this petani shop/mall. hahhah yatah kaaaan aku sakai amat ne. wehuuu.

one more paragraph, then im out. i just found out from khairol that results will be out on the 21st. SHOOT!!! thats like 5 more scary days! but ka milah cakap, it'll be out on the 24th. well, i surely dont care when BECAUSE for me, i dont want it to be out THIS EARLY. yikes eh. and aku na jadi kan ke katok. ahahha ka milah told me that a hundred and plus plus upper six bagas md students kan pindah balik ke md. apan jagung. hahaha durang pindah ke katok wa at first pasal you know la katok, a new exaggerating school, yatah. kali pasal sana, the network or service for phones atu thumbs down, and nda cukup stuffs, yatah durang kan pindah balik ke md. whow right? haha. so i hope i can go to md. AMIN! alright, im out (:

before its too late, i'd like to say happy birthday to putri (: hee.

i thought today is thursday. malam ani baru ku sadar yg its wednesday :\ hahaha just now, babah showed me today's bulletin. ADA RONALDO :D wehuuu. superb eh. world's best player and babah told me nearly ten times! he received five honours. FIVE. siuk eh. uefa club footballer of the year award, the fifpro world player of the year award, the european golden boot, the ballon d'or' award and the fifa world player of the year award. he looks hot in all five pictures :p heuheheau.

where are you? :\ its been a day and one night you didnt text me up. heh. bah 4 am tomorrow, man u vs wigan. glory glory (:

today i went to kai's for my filet-o-fish cravation. haha i dont even think that word exist. we made milo shake but the thing is we weren't able to produce the shake feeling hehe. then we watched bedtime stories together with the sisters aand SARAH! i dont get it. she didnt want me. WHY?! hahah everytime kan dukung ia, she'd give me the face ): no no, not her face, that "look" on her face. ya know, the one that the kids will give if they dont want to be held by strangers? ah atu lah. sedih ku ): i also met EWAN. he looked different in a hot way ;p and i'd like to thanked kai for helping me out with this blogskin thingy.

CONGRATULATIONS to CRISTIANO RONALDO for winning the fifa award. please dont leave man u or i wont see you play that often lagi :\ kau mau aku minat kau ka nda ne? ahaha apan. second place goes to messi and torres came in third.

sakaai

whaw. thats too much post for a blog noober like me ;p hahaha

the REDS vs the BLUES

and you people wouldn't believe it! the match was super breath-taking and flooded with yellow cards. ahaha ;p i was frustrated twice bah pasal ronaldo scored dua kali tapi nda official goal nya. once, because of that 'urang yg bediri siring corner post' atu. commentators said that its LEGAL! ish ): second, he was offside which he wasnt! according to babah that is. ahaha and RICARDO CARVALHO, i marked you! yeah, you. to mr. rafael benitez, got problem dude? ;p

man utd 3 - 0 chelsea
scorers : nemanja vidic 45' +2, wayne rooney 67' and dimitar berbatov 87'

positions,

1. liverpool 46
2. chelsea 42
3. manchester united 41
4. aston villa 41
5. arsenal 38

next match : 15th jan, 4:00am ; man u vs wigan (:

i miss.....

obviously, MY GIRLS!! ): batah sudah aku nda jumpa durang. we went out last monday but just the five of us. i wasnt that fun without them four. the other girls juaa, lagi tia batah aku nda jumpa durang. then i miss si NAJWAN so badly. i havent seen him since..uhm? ntah. pokoknya batah lah. and everytime i went to beribi, hes not there, always ): HAZIQ, yeah, hhahaha his cleverness lah aku rindu. hes just a boy, a kid and ia pandai sudah cakap macam urang umur 10 tahun. buhuu. KA NAJMAH, my cousin, my whattt, my lameo partner. kaaa, when are you coming back? i seriously miss you :\

..and lastly, my 5C! YES! EACH AND EVERY ONE OF 5C 2008!

baca ni dulu!;p

eyaaaaaay ;D i made one! finally. haha thanks to kimi for not encouraging me that much on making this one thing (: lets just make this simple and straight to the point. just now, i was having my 'eh-rindu-ku-kan-kamu' thing. then i came up with this blog. i wanted to share it with you.. so nah! ;D