another heart calls by the all-american rejects

do you remember when we didn't care
we were just two kids that took the moment when it was there
do you remember you at all
another heart calls

yeah i remember when we stole the night
we'd lie awake but dreaming 'til the sun would wash the sky

just as soon as i see you
but didn't , i but didn't I tell you
as deep as i need you,
you wanna leave it all

what can i do?
say it's true
or everything that matters breaks in two
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you

talk to me
i'm throwing myself in front of you
this could be the last mistake
that i would ever wanna do
yeah all i ever do is give it's time you see my point of view

just as soon as i see you
but didn't i, but didn't i tell you
as deep as i need you,
you wanna leave it all

what can i do?
say it's true
or everything that matters breaks in two
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you
but i know what you want is to figure it out
and god knows i do too
what can i do?
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
na, na, na, na, na, na

i'm sorry
so what?
but you don't think i've said enough
i'm sorry
i don't care
you were never there

as soon as i see you
but didn't i, but didn't i tell you
as deep as i need you
you wanna leave it all

what can i do?
say it's true
or everything that matters breaks in two
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you
but i know what you want is to figure it out
and god knows i do too
what can i do?
say it's true
i'll never ask for anyone but you
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

i'll never ask for anyone but you
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
[to fade]

these three pictures below was taken masa uhm, aku nda ingat. anywaay, HE'S ME BUIPRIN! ahaha. say hes cute, say hes adorable, say hes MINE!! :D NAJWAN!








today, i went out with my lovely cousins. SIUUUUUK! well, atleast nada adult :p haha i cant find ka iyah's beautiful picture. sorry. karang ku taruh yg bida marah ya. siuk lah pokoknya. especially time ambil gambar. wuhuuuu. ahahaha eh apan. im speechless. im voiceless right now. im not feeling very well. boohoo. and and aku dooown ): LAGI! pasal...uhm. yeah.




and noooow, aku di holiday lodge. suddenly the 104 families wanted to sleep here. so i joined! i was invited :D and i want to shuwiiim. esuk pagi lah. *cough cough* ouh, najwan drop by sini tadi. eh shit kali, CUTE AH!! bener! aku hug ia, aku kiss ia, aku mwah mwah ia.. hahaha :D

boo!! ajut? ajut? haha hey there :) im fine thank you. ahaha apan. actually im not. i dont know where this coughing thing started from! sasak ku. and my head hurts! hmm. oh i have to post panjang panjang takut si shahrul tanya kenapa pindik. hahaha :p yesterday my day started in the afternoon where i went out. haaa. i wanted to buy the dvds bah. picked mum up and went to the smelly pish market. absolute uncool. and its even more uncool when babah decided to park right infront of the entrance. bau nya minta ampun. ahaha. since its payday, mum ke bank lah for ka ching haha. so, went to the mall.. and saw hanif and my bebeh. wuuu haha zool i mean. and both of you, i still feel bad! ): sorry. anyway, we went shopping and ate arah sana lalala sampai rumah nearly 9 then kana BOMB! ahahaha ulih nenek. together with mum and dad ofcourse :D

just now i was down. i still am down. down underground. turn around. make some sound. ahahaha. focus! my dear lovely friends, I LOVE YOU :) dont ever forget me. i say dont! merati? hahaha especially to those whom im close with. i love you guys and girls with all my heart. eh, heart damit. bigger than the ocean. yea \m/ hahaha. im always here for you and i hope you will too. if you found new friends, dont call me old. ahahaha apan. atu waa, aku takut kamuu ): last year aku banyak rapat sama my friends. now, knowing that kami nda sama class or even school, macam aku takut aku nda rapat sama durang lagi ): tuu yg dangan ku begila di class last two to three years and those yg chat dangan ku nearly everynight. it doesnt seem right wah without durang. but i know they will have my back :D they're my strengths and i will miss them! thank god im sleepy or i'll cry ni. remember me ah, amal nadiah! anak hj abdul rahman. ex stpri :D ahahaha bah aku kan thanked urang yg buat aku ketawa tadi. aku sayang kamu ah. hehe jimjim, rizal, hanif, iman, azri, zool, merul and khairol. some of them nda tau yg they cheered me up. so i say thank you so much. and to those yg sweeeeet arah ku hahaha kinda weird lah malam ni :p zool, hanif, shahrul, khairol, rizal, merul, jimjim and azri. no differences but they made me feel like im special. no no. like uhm i feel great lah haha. no offence ah on whose name came first and last :D THANK YOU..! keep doing it. ahaha *wink and as always, TAKE CARE! stay away from any kind of sickness. especially typoism. HA HA HA :p

p/s : IM SO SORRY merul, hanif, shahrul and zool ):

okay wait!! i was uh doing something and aku marah!!! GOD I AM!! idk if i should, but as soon as i read it, BAIE! SHAITE EH! uggh!!! that was so not a joke! buduh. sakit hati ku eh! and OMG! )': )': buduh buduh buduh! )':

right, hes still cute! ahahaha i dont know what to post actually. i hope lapas ani aku dapat tidur. OH! now i know what.. tadi arah msn im kinda down pasal my friends ): hmm you know who you are.. dont fully blame yourselves alright? especially to YOU. i will always be there for you and i wont take our friendship for granted. i love you, YOU. hehe :) and to the other YOU, you are an excellent friend and im not lying. though tani baru jua kenal. the other other YOU, all i can say is that we will be here for you :)

okay im really not in the mood. *baca doa* amin! :D eh theres this friend of mine.. he/she is getting sweeter each day. malu kuu. ahaha why aku awkward arah blog ani ah haha bah ning ning.

okay, i'll make this as short as i possibly can then im off to bed. HE IS SO CUUUUUUUTE!! ahaha :p tadi ya senyum, SHIT MAN! ahahahaha astaga :\ hahaha bah i'll update karang. night night.

HAPPY 25TH NATIONAL DAY BRUNEI :D *crowd cheering* haha i miss my 2007 national day days. all those dancing, cheering, complaining and escaping classes.. hmm and so, i woke up early. aku mau liat the celebration. i was expecting it to be as GRAND as ever but it wasnt THAT grand. macam selalu. the dance moves apa.. like, its the silver jubilee atleast try to change the way the celebration is laa. kan? kan? anywaaay, panas nya membara. aku liat tibi atu pun sudah damit mata ku. silau. haha esen wah. tapi biasa lah the event. but seriously, green?? hahaha aku kesian kan the participants wah.. if i were them, i'd ask to be paid wearing the uniform. AMBUNG KALIAH SI NAD ANI! ahahaha :p nada waa. we were lucky lah dulu, pakai baju stpri atu menari. hahah tapi banar eh, GREEN? you all looked like the matured type of grass IF kamu didnt move tadi. haha okay im saying this is because i hate green. thats all ahaha nada reason lain :D

patang, i went to beribi. FINALLY, ADA NAJWAN! HE WAS AS CUTE AS ME.....when i was in his age lah. AHAHA. IA HAPPY! hes super fine sudah. YAEY! :D HE WAVED AT PEOPLE which is very rare to see him do that. he greeted me with his 'malu ku eh' smile. hmp! cute! ouh, yg si kimi maksud kan sebalah ani is hahahaha pasal si lala. first lame reason was ADA SOMETHING. she wanted to go to this pondok, which is not a good site for children under age 3. unless she's now 3 years old.. but we dont know so we dont care. ia mau jua kesana so mimi have to avoid her by saying ada something disana WHICH we think its....lame. pasal obviously, lala wasnt scared at all arah that something. ahahaha. second reason was TIDUR. lagiii lame! lala ani kan, ia suka ikut yg teenagers wah. me and mimi and urah ke rumah si urah. APAN. yatah lala ikut jua. sana banyak kucing and ia takut, TAPI IA MAU JUA KESANA. cemana kan tu? paksa tah ku buang karan ku mendukung ia. BARAAAAAT!! ya rabiii. hahaha paksa lah ku turunkan tangah tangah dunia where cats surrounded her. she was super takut sampai paluk kaki ku. aku ani panic jua ahaha pasal aku pun takut kucing. haha dua kali lima. in the end, si lala dukung aku. AHAHAHAHA menipu. me and mimi balik ke tempat asal lah. tapi si lala kan masuk kerumah si urah. ia tanya urah mana, kali si mimi cakap tidur. padahal few seconds before atu, urah dapan nya. ahahahahaha sian kanak kanaknya kana fool. mana kamu paham kan cerita ku? andangnya, time time jagung tumbuh ni aku mempost ah. haha. the last reason, uhm mutung rumput. si lala jua star actressnya haha. aku kan ambil phone arah kerita. jauhnya macam dari musdin ke kadai jait sebalahnya. ahahaha :p then ia kan ikut. kali aku cakap aku kana panggil uleh babah, kana suruh mutung rumput. dui lilah, buat muka 10cent tia si lala ah. tapi nda kami ingau. iman kami kuat. ahahaha. the end. eh najwan wah, CUTE! majal. hahaha bah eh ngaleh ku. tadi ada thunder featuring lightning remix fireworks = tutup karan. huhu. ani okay sudah. bijap lah tapinya. esuk ke sekulah. weheeee, jangan aher datin datin me 8 urang. princess nda mau tunggu ya'll. ahaha

wehuuuuuu :D haha im now at tungku beach, enjoy the wonderful-humid view of my february month. apan. its the TWO TWO OF MONTH TWO OF YEAR TWO THOUSAND AND NINE. hahaha siuk eh. its windy and sandy and loooovely. well my morning wasnt that great. i got myself into this mess and i haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate it when it happens ): anyway, aku lapar. heheeehe ouh wait.

al-fatihah

nenek di tutong passed away yesterday afternoon. takziah to babu jijah's family.

i wanna upload some pictures.

on the 19th :

man u 3 - 0 fulham
scorers : paul scholes, dimitar berbatov and wayne rooney.

TODAY :
i want
-that song, by all american rejects. another heart calls.
-rush hour 1 and 2 (i know ketinggalan. shahrul made me eager to buy them ): haha) plus im bloooody bored!
-food! aku mau buat chocolate syrup then makan sama vanilla. oh my! ):
-to jumpa najwan and iqa!!
-patung bolt yg masa ia puppy masih. tapi ia kuyuk ): tapi aku mau. hmm
-food lagi! aku lapar!! disaster ni kalau aku lapar hehe i know mimi will say, labih ni si nad ah ahaha :p
-to TIDUR! hee :D

gooodnight

hehe heey there :) im on pause hiatus. apan. ive got nothing to do right now and its frigging early so i decided to post something. sigh.. im hoping and begging for all my friends and cousins and families to TAKE CARE! lately, its been hot yatah banyak urang damam apa.. ingau bah hati ani. haha :p but yea.. dont get sick ah kamu? aniis baru baik damam. najwan sariatu ampus sampai betahan. gilaa.. down jua ku tu. sampai menangis ani wah. nini di tutong still betahan juaa ): in icu for a week kali sudah eh ): yesterday nenek amoi ke emergency. abang shukri maybe kana operate. nini bungsu betahan jua. eeeeeh )': nda siuk nyamu sakit ani. duh. bah dangar ah cakap kawan/cousin/kaka diah kamu ani? hehehe

yeah, i wanna update pasal yesterday. supposing kan, angah bawa jalan ke this hotel just to check la if the LD people dapat tidur sana nanti tapi we ended up spending ourselves di hospital for 4 to 5 hours kali. three days in a row aku ke hospital saja. seriously :\ yatah kemarin atu si tummy ku ani kana duluuur. nda lapar pun makan jua. heh. i'd like to say thank you to ka rina, ka iyah, ka siti and angah for belanja-ing. malamnya aku saaaaaad ): huhu so aku online lah. i miss you you you and youu. thanks to hanif, and thats a bunch of thanks. heheh hanif saja ku sabut ah. baik kau bayar ni nif. berapa kali dah nama mu saja yg ada. apan. you are my man nif! for today lah saja. ahaha thank you yah? atleast until now, im cheered up and i slept well :D thank you jua to yus.. for listening to my uhm my apa yg ku bitau atu lah haha. to iman, thanks for putting smiles on me though kau nda tau. tapi aku start senyum pasal kau. jagung jagung. haha also to rizal aaand shahrul, for the msg. right now kan, aku sayang banar wah arah urang yg msg aku. ahaha INCLUDING yus, laila and kai! walaupun msg pasal bila ke sekulah ahaha tapi aku sayang jua kamu. whaaat. siapa lagi ah. hmmm oh atu saja lah. thank YOU! love you all to the very massive much :D mwah mwah. eh? ahaha. alright, im off. remember, TAKE CARE! :)

alright, first of all firsts haha i'd like to shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MERUL and HAYLEY and HAFIEZAN :) i got no messages for hayley and hafiezan but i do have some for merul. THANK YOU! for everything. you've always been there for me and i think i didnt appreciate it. YES! i surely do think ive been a piece of ungrateful girl. sooooooo here im begging for forgiveness. but you said i dont have to, but still. ugh jagung eh. anyway, may god bless you and have a wonderful 17 life. uweeee :D

heh, yesterday i was supposed to go out with the gay brothers BUT HAH! whatever lah. but you guys did have fun kan? kan? running and racing and so on. on the other side kan, i was thinking jua, if aku datang tu, i'd spoil it. hehe ouh, so yesterday atu made me realise that i need that amount of time alone. ntah, my brain has been corrupted i guess. yatah when i told them i wont be around, durang marah. sorrrrrrrry ): lets say my day and afternoon yesterday was to the hell pissy, malamnya nda :) pasal pelakian ku tu HAHAHA talur. nada wah. AZRI, HANIF, ZOOL, SHAHRUL, RIZAL, MERUL and JIMJIM, my biggest THANK YOU! you guys made my night. i stopped crying and i laughed! hehehe. kajap eeeeh, ada amanah lagi. FRAMING HANIF NADA TYPO TADI!! oooooyeah. believe it or not. hahaha but sadly, ZOOLIET pulang ada. pasal kamu hangout atu yatah teswitch. telampak ah? hahahaah okay okay. so i wont be around ni and my blog will be on hiatus. people take careee! its getting pretty annoying pulang ni tc ah ahaha bear with it lah. pasal aku sayang kamuuuu. and i have few messages for the seven of you. whoooooooooah! seven?? hahaha okay okay

azri : my onefourone/onefourthree boy hehehe i wont be away for that long. i looooooooooove you! ;p no more 4am. before 12 alright? and remember what i said tadi. ALWAYS remember. dont go home late, jangan bedating sama ia batah batah and and please trust me ):

hanif : my bessstboyfriend? hahahaha joke okay, joke! my bestie, im going to miss all your typos. and buat tia blog! update me. ah? ah? :D and and DONT let that miraclous thing you said happened! awas kauuu. listen to what kaka nad say! NADi katokk ;p

zool : my bebeh! ahahahahahahahahha i cant believe i just typed that! oh my! MALU KU EH! aahahahaha okay stop. thanks buddy for the nice awkward chat tadi. amalican amalican \m/ yea yeaaaa. hahah

shahrul : my kambing :D you said those words tadi! ahaha yea you did though kau nda biasa. still, you did! so sweet of you. haha i guess i owe you twice huh? remind me lah. but but i still want you to do my bet atu. you know, yg have to be my kambing for the rest of my life ah. haaha okay tu yo? :D

rizal : zaaaaaaaaaaaal :D my never-failed-to-put-a-smile-on-me guy ahahha apan. as i said, jangan selalu aher balik, paham? paksa ku cakap balik balik ni. nada sebelum terbit matahari. sebelum terbit tengahmalam! dangar cakap tuan puteri :) muehehe

merul : my buddy \m/ HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ahaha im trying to say it 17 times wah. tapi annoying tia kan? ah yatah nda saya mau tu. thank you thank youu. tunggu stpri contact ah? hahaha if you still know what i mean :)

jimjim : my panda boooi ;p always and alwaaaaaays take care! you send me that picture tadi, i was so shocked! you shouldnt do that or let that happen. dangar? mana ya mendangar tu. heh. ahaha

and to my lovey dovey girlfriends *huuuuuuuuugs* kamu selalu dihati me. selaluuu :D love you girls so much! assalamualaikum.

derby 1 - 4 man utd
scorers : derby - a..blalala number 22 if im not mistaken.
man utd - luis nani, darren gibson, CRISTIANO RONALDO and danny welbeck.

..and they've made it to the 6th round of the FA cup 08/09. yeeeeha :D the match was okay.. well sadang lah. i hate that linesman for thinking too much. it'd be 1 - 5 if it wasnt for his 'pen tan' brain. haha pen tan is stupid in chinese. hes not going to read this so i wont be in my sense of humanity. ya dig? this is the 6th round bladiblabla vote results :

*blackburn rovers/coventry city vs CHELSEA.
*swansea city/fulham vs MAN UTD.
*cardiff/arsenal or barnsley vs sheffield utd/hull city.
*EVERTON vs west ham utd/middlesbrough.

nasiiiib nda betamu chelsea. fuh. so now im off to sleep. *baca doa* AMIN! ning ning people :D

14th february ;

malamnya ke rumah nabil, ada tahlil. NAJWAN DAMAM! but im glad ia mau arah ku sekajap. i slept at 530am, heeeeeeeeh and im still sleepy. now aku ada amanah dari seseorang... attention, attention! HANIF HAS IMPROVED HIS TYPOISM!! :D *clap clap* from thousands to seven! ahahhaaha nasi katok. lol. ahahahaha hanif and nasi katok is like REALLY CLOSE! like bestfriends, like me and my phone. ahahha au ja nif? ;p sakit hatinya ni. sorry sorry. heheeeheh. banyak kan ku cakapkan ani tapi aku lupa.

to mimi : about si HARD ah, sakit kepala. ahaha cuba suruh tanam jagung ;p ahahaha apan.

to iman : i mesh youuuuu :D hahahaha bedusa ku ni man, bedusa! aahah

rules:

it's harder than it looks! copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.
use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. they have to be real...nothing made up! if the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. you cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : NADIAH
2. A four Letter Word : NADD
3. A boy's Name : NAJWAN
4. A girl's Name : NAJLA
5. An occupation : NURSE
6. A color : NAVY BLUE
7. Something you'll wear : NECKLACE
9. A food : NASI KATOK (ahahahaha hanif ;p)
10. Something found in the bathroom: NAKED BODY
11. A place : NATIONAL PARK
12. A reason for being late : NOT IN THE MOOD OF BEING EARLY
13. Something you'd shout : NAUZUBILLAH
14. A movie title : NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM
15. Something you drink : NESCAFE
16. A musical group : NEVER SHOUT NEVER
17. An animal : NIGHTINGALE
18. A road name : NATIONAL TRUNK HIGHWAY SYSTEM (its in china)
19. A type of car : NISSAN
20. The title of a song : NEVER TAKE FRIENDSHIP PERSONAL

hulaaa :) its FRIDAY THE 13TH!!! haahaahaha apan. hoooright. i went to beribi tadi, uweeeee :D why uweee?? pasal i got the songs!!!!! and absobloodylutely ROCK!!!! ahahha HANIF THANK YOUUUU \m/ lawa lawa aaaah. i so like pleads and postcards by the red jumpsuit apparatus. heeeh two thumbs up lah. and i heard najwan damam. WAAAAAAAA ): that boy aah, yih. selalu damam ): i hope he'd come karang. amin amin amin! oh why im so blankkk. wait wait, THANK YOU MIMI!! for lending plus teaching me how to download the songs by using other thing thing. ahhaa ;p okay im done. no, im not.

I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIENDS! i dont know why i suddenly feel like saying those words. really, i do love each and everyone of youuu. certainly do! majal. hehhe

SUPER AMAZING. its 7 bladiblaa and im awake! usually i'll be at the universe of dreams but today, im quite suprised. i cant fall back to sleep as im thinking. but i dont know what im thinking about. but i do know that right now, i AM thinking. oh god :/ and i can feel my head bursting with pain! i slept around 3 or 4 tadi.. well i cant really sleep.... NO! dont tell me! YUS! DID YOU OR DID YOU NOT TRANSFER YOUR 'OH-NO-NAD-I-CANT-SLEEP' THING TO ME?? haha well you sort of disappeared from my box sebalah ani. i dont even know if disappeared is in a correct spelling!! see, i kept yawning but when i close my eyes.. eeeergh! i think my ears need a dose of songs. but its too eeearly to rock. waaaaaaa ): im sleepy in an unsleepy way. hah! figure that out. i need a few mellow songs. aaaah mellow.. wait, milo! i should drink milo! :D but isnt that for running sake? would it doze me off? but karang aku bediri, payah tia kan tidur balik. and if i go out, my family will freak out. daa, i usually be in the state of unconciousness at this time of day. is my spelling right? OH MY! school, come to me! mr bloggy, thank you for accompanying me. wait, wait! my tummy says CAKOI! ahahahahaha nyaman ni pagi pagi makan cakoi.. oo-er much. panas panas.. nyumm. with kaya... oh brain would you mind? stop thinking okay? shut yourself down and take me to dreamland. do i need a ticket to go to my own dream world?

okay im going up to get myself a cup of hooot milo. thanks for reading this interrupting post. ciao (in italian it means? in chinese i think it means crazy) ahaha whatever lah. GOODNIGHT :)

okaaaaaaaaaaay, i hope! :\ oh well, it looks too bright. anyway, yesterday hmm... nothing happened that much except malamnya. i went to the hospital to visit my dad's brother's mother in law.. met babu jijah and she congratulate me. theeeeeeen we went home and it turned, ntah!

mama : tadi apa babu jijah cakap? ia cakap congratulations?
me : ah? au..
mama : nada kan dibangga kan tu keputusan mu ah. alum jua berapa

LIKE WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT????!!! EXCUSE ME I WORKED HARD! alum berapa??? heeeh! SABAR! sighh

blalallalalallalalallalalallahdsufhruiwehfuwefuwhfbfjhefiwegfidgfaifcqie

nah marah ku maraaah! haha and so my night goes on... with few sneezes and a pinch of headache. hahaaha well, i'd blame shahrul for all this pasal he said he transferred it to me. no wonder he feels all better now. thank you mate (; also, i discovered one thing tonight. hanif cant spell 'curang'. he cant! trust me. ahahaha i just feel like typing your name wa nif. so yeah, be proud okay? heeee ;p and peopleee people, i looooooooooove you.

best of me by sum 41

it's so hard to say that i'm sorry
i'll make everything alright
all these things that i've done
now what have i become, and where'd i go wrong?
i don't mean to hurt, just to put you first
i won't tell you lies (i'm sorry)
i will stand accused
with my hand on my heart
i'm just trying to say

i'm sorry
it's all that i can say
you mean so much
and i'd fix all that i've done
if i could start again
i'd throw it all away
to the shadows of regrets
and you would have the best of me

i know that i can't take
back all of the mistakes
but i will try
although it's not easy
i know you believe me
cause i would not lie
don't believe their lies
told through jealous eyes
they don't understand (i'm sorry)
i won't break your heart
i won't bring you down
but i will have to say

i'm sorry
it's all that i can say
you mean so much
and i'd fix all that i've done
if i could start again
i'd throw it all away
to the shadows of regrets
and you would have the best of me

i'm sorry
it's all that i can say
you mean so much
and i'd fix all that i've done
if i could start again
i'd throw it all away
to the shadows of regrets

and you would have the best of me

☻What do your friends call you?
amal, nadd, amal nadd and nanad

☻When is your birthday?
10th march 1992

☻ Are u a hard drinker?
i don't do hard, i do soft drinks

☻ Beauty is..
ME! ahahahaha beauty is within someone. you can't express beauty but you can tell when its beautiful. you can see beauty on the outside but you can't on the inside. DUH! haha overall, beauty is deadly painful and yet, people take risks.

☻ Favorite Movie.
i'd say high school musical one. hahaha kidd. i loike rush hour series *thumbs up*

☻ Provide some of your choice number.
3, 6, 7, 10 and 103

☻ Name some of your favorite hang outs.
anywhere comfortable and serves free foods :D

☻ Are you a party girl/boy?
where ma party people at? ahha

☻ Is there someone mad at you?
i think so..... :\

☻ Name some of your friends.
'name SOME of my friends' is not in my dictionary

☻ A friend is..
YOU! someone who'll always be there or anywhere. someone who can be trusted. someone who'll protect someone no matter how wrong he/she is. someone who doesnt destroy someone's other friendship. someone who understands why someone is doing something painful to someone. and someone someone hahaha

☻ What is more important? Love one? Or your Friends?
i LOVE my FRIENDS. i'll take both :)

☻ Did a time come that you had 2 or more bf / gf?
nope

☻ Who was the last person you dated?
ajree

☻ What is Love?
me and youu. love is a vair vair strong word but people tend to use it often without even meaning it. love is painfuuuuuuuully painful. ahaha it feels great once you fall for it but its deadly painful once you fall too much for it. getit? ya ya.. love can also be described as love for you, for friends aand for stuffs.

☻ Is there any one of your exes and friends of yours whom you know are together now? who are they?
ouh, tidak

☻ How about a message for your ex?
i miss you...... :)

☻ Say something to your bf/gf?
i dont need you. ahahaha ;p

☻ Tag 5 people.
maza
iman
kaii
yuss
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ugh! woken up by her 'eh-sms-kan-suami-saya-ya'. grrr! i was having this dream. weird. i was at smja, apparently im going to school disana. weird kan? i was about to cross the road when i saw mimi. then ke smja tah kami hahaha. i dont know dimana class ku so aku ke jamban dulu sama mimi. then i saw iman! ahahahaha hai maan *wave wave* hahahaha and then aku tanya ia seclass sama aku ka nda. she said, no. she was busy with her phone. huh haha. tenampak tia ku si iffah.. weird eh! she was eating ice cream and it was all over her face. hahaha apan. kali kali sir razimi masuk class durang. AHAHAHA. cali eh. and he was mad pasal classnya bising, which is VERY RARE! hahaha so me and mimi went to the other block aaaaand there goes my dream *yawn*

ouh, i'd like to say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AHMAD SYAUQI SYAZWAN HMY. he told me i was the seventh person to wish him yesterday. yeaa \m/ haha. youre the greatest mat. well, 10th kaliah ahaha whaat. you rock! celebrate celebrate celebrate

im currently listening to 'history' by funeral for a friend and it reminds me of hanif. and hanif reminds me of lastnight ahahaha. i wish i can save our conversation. it was CRAZY! ahahahaha!! i wont tell or he'd be mad. ahaha cali eh ia ah. ahahahahaha okay sudah sudah hahah. ship! ahahahaha nah! "terlick" pulang ku pasal reschedule(sp?? not typo ah. idk spelling) and hutan part ah. ahahahaha au you people dont get it. only zul and hanif will. sudah eh! ahaha im going back to sleep eh. night night

forever could see us not 'you and me'

hah im bloody bored. kamu behapa? since 7pm i've been screaming my lungs out. and now im currently missing many people and stuffs and places. i miss you, you and you. haha no, i miss youuu! you means najwan. you also means iqa and pipah. you = mimi, ijat and apik. hahaha im talking crap. okay okay. i miss beribi. though i went there yesterday but sekajap saja. disana mana buleh sekajap. mesti atleast two hours. thats the minimum. aint no kid man. hahaha i also miss them kujjies. durang ka iyah, ka milah, ka siti, ka najmah and ka rina. and and i never thought i'd say this but i miss didiii! ahahahaha busit deh. well atleast im sure he wont ever come across this blog. the LD people.. uh oh aku rindu si ataii, aiman, the little growing girls.. ish. not forgetting my lovely girls. aaawh. rindu ku kan kamu semuaaa ): and my guys. esh hahaha i mean them guys. hmm but im mostly sure i miss SI BOY! boooy, when can i see you lagi? ah? ah? ): kaka miss you waah! NAJWAN, mana youu? ): IQA? ADEK? ARSHAD? DANISH? ouh shoot! i miss that filipin kid yg di mall! si PATRICK ah! ia cium aku and khaty sariatu.. wooot hahaha omg EWAN!! kai, mana ewan??! WAIE? ADEK?? aaiih rindu ku kan durang eh. SARAH?! atu atu, merul, mana ANIQ?!! ): im obsessed!! ahahaha by little boys! aaaaah im going nuts eh. i have to like see them. nooow! hehehe AQIL JUA! mahn! and DANIEL?? HAZIQ! end of post eh. haha i love you little boys ;p

hooh finally i got the chance to update. kinda busy lately with ka kinun's wed.

6th feb -- patang and malam kesana. at night, there was a live band. went home at around one am. vair tired.

7th feb -- went out with my girls. WEEEE~ nine of us made it. we ate lunch at pizza hut and all on laila. then we took pictures and again, i raced. but maza still won it. eeeeh! hahaha malamnya siuuuuuuk. yea, sort of. that sick girl was there too. and on that night, she was sooo sick!! we went home at around three am. for the first time, i danced infront of everyone! it was fuuuun hehe

8th feb -- the wedding day. alhamdulilah it was only light raining haha apan. i met my boyfriends! awwh vair vair ke ai eh! arshad, danish, ashraff, daniel and si boy. and i also got myself a new one ahahahaha my kk baby. his name is adik fikri. OH MY, CUTE BERABIS!!!! its even cuter when didi held him. AHAHAHA. scratch that :p after the ceremony abis.. me, ka iyah, angah, ka milah and my family went to cari a restaurant with cheap hi-tea for the kk people. eeh indada ba. we wasted two hours. first arah kiulap. arah this mutiah place. then ke rizqun, bejuta bah urang ah. meme's right. sunday is the P's time of day to go to the mall ahaha. went to season's, ada urang celebrate so not enough. ahan thai nada jua. ke serusop, we found this place, seri mama kah namanya. everything okay sudah TAPI urang yg kan dibawa ani wa nda jadi. haaiya. malamnya, that sick girl ada lagi!! thank god that was the last time i saw her.

today,
west ham 0-1 man utd
scorer : ryan giggs 62'

back to the top! ahaha bah mana tia uda besar ah. tunjukkan tia payung kita atu. lol. i forgot ah, time kawin ah, ramai urang meliat kami riuh pasal bula. bida jua tu ahaha :p on the 14th, man u will be up against LIVERPOOL! :\ i predict draw. but nda eh! manang manang. haha

and today jua, the kk people balik. more like now.. ): i will be missing hiiiim hahahaha one of the most cutest guy in kk. waaa ): haha no im not talking about adik fikri. its didi. heheheheh :p ka iyah will strangle me if she finds out about this paragraph. hahaha

p/s : leave, if you must.

WHAT THE EFFING HELL!!!!!! KENAPA KAN?! BANCI BANAR JUA KAN AKU!! I TOLD YOU SEKAJAP WAH!!! LUAN JUA EH! YOU'RE USING THAT AS A REASON, THE THING IS ITS NOT JUST ME WAH YG ADA DISANA! YG LAIN ADA JUA, DO YOU EVEN SEE ONE OF THEIR FACES SELAMA ANI?? ADA????! MY GOD!! IM TIRED WAH, YATAH AKU REHAT SEKAJAP! I TOLD YOU IM GOING! I DIDNT SAY IM NOT! GOSH!!! AND I CAME EVERYTIME JUA! YOU DONT HAVE TO YELL FOR GOD SAKE! I DIDNT MISS ONE TIME! I CAME! DAMN!!!!! AND ITS NOT THAT IMPORTANT WAH! GILA EH CEMANI ANI!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRISTIANO RONALDO DSA aka RONNIE, MY MAN! ahahaha hes getting older by a year ): so do i. haha apan. yo bro, maintain your skills ah? you hear? weheee :p


and to hanif : man! thank you for alexithymia!! \m/ i cant stop listening to it, thats why.

ouk..kaay. i cant sleep, hanif's msg rounded my eyes haha. so i'll just do some blogging then.

night of 3rd feb ;
i was at bungsu akai's and good lord, she was SICK! ahaha i dont know her but yeah, i judged her. she came out of the house all of a sudden and the indon songs were played, tarus wah ia menari. oh my :S even i was embarassed myself! and the thing was she NEVER stopped dancing! she danced while she was eating and sitting down. oh my, again! kami pulang yg ngaleh meliat wah and she doesnt dance well. eeeeep :\

4th of feb ;
it was a last minute meeting. sort of. i planned to go to the studyinUK exhibition.. i invited them eight but only kai and maza made it. i decided to bring hanif and zul along tapi hanif and isa showed up AND IT WAS FUN!! banar! though aku stress handle si hanif. ahahaha. he took my money, which i thought it was his so i spent it! gaaaaaah! ahaha i also went out with hida, nabil and ajree. i looooove the smell! hahaha scratch scratch. and so, we took photos of us and aku liiike berabis! lawa and hot!! wth haha. us as in me, maza, hanif, isa and kai.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABIL FAUZAN HT aka DUBIL. celebrate your birthday yea? ouh mimi, on behalf of your brother, do rent a bouncer. with huge slides hahaha ah, mi ah? heee ;p

masa malamnya ke rumah bungsu akai lagi and she was there, AGAIN, dancing like theres never a tomorrow. tsk tsk.. and the elderly peeps danced poco poco lagi. suprisingly, bisai ah the dance! serentak. ahaha *clap clap.

i am theoritically exhausted!! yesterday i went to stpri lagi.. wuhh there was some kind of problem and all and alhamdulilah, settle sudah semua. the need-this-and-that-teachers'-autographs letter and ive registered to md. it was pissy all of a sudden. i went there afternoon.. one fine sunny afternoon. my subjects taken pun okay.. then i went to see the chemistry teacher, adeh!! lamah semangat ku tarus. aaah kaii, md does freak me out!! :\ the maths, 'harder than amaths' kata that teacher. NOTHING is harder than amaths in 2008! amaths was like beyond hardness sudah. 2009, kabuuum! homeworks everyday, tests every week. LIKE 'AH APA? REPEAT YO APA YG KAU CAKAP?!' yatah cematu! shaaaaiite kalii ): hmm. after that, went to express. thank god my daddy-daughterly mood okay. picked lil bra(haha) and sis and stopped by at beribi sekajap. picked mom.. went to first metro station.. babah bali kasut and i saw banyak mercurial.. woooo i like :D and tadi, bagas dari bungsu akai. the elderly-aged peeps was super high. hahaha they sang, and danced! they danced for the whole 35mins NON-STOP! even the teenagy-aged peeps will get pretty much exhausted. oh well, they were funny.. and i was quite entertained. cant deny how funny the twinies could be. hahahaha

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOHD AFIQ AZRI AR aka APIK! :D my mohawk brather ni. hes my on and off story telling guy. we got quite close starting last year ah pik? youre cool! superly cool. study smart for you pmb this year. beat my results! love yaaa *wink wink

man utd 1 - 0 everton

scorer : cristiano ronaldo -- penalty

hurrrah ;D man utd still at the top. glooooooory glory man united. wepeee ;p and my boy ronaldo scored the penalty. suuper *thumbs up*

its still raining. its like on and off and on and off it goes.. and it will continue again itself the next day. ive decided not to watch man u, as my daddy-daughterly mood shows a big N O mood. i think man u is up against everton. this is a must-win match. duh, every match is a must-win. hopefully chels and liv draw, so bye bye two points. whaaat.

eeh mana ya?? tidur? or tetidur? and why am i asking you? oh boy, i think im hungry. whyyyyyy tummy whyy! im tired of feeding you all the time. like two times in an hour. insane eeh :\ by the way, my cow is officially named as si cowe. AHAHA buduh buduh. pronounced as ko we. naada deh. cawe amat. namanya, si M. eh too mysterious. how aabouut, ronnie the 10th? yeaa :D i got three ronnie generations sudah. the 10th, 13th and 17th. the 3rd just died.. my fish that is. ugh suddenly i feel ackward at my own blog :\ toodles


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABANG MAHYUDDIN HAD aka DEAN and KAKA NAJMAH HMA aka MAMAH-LAME-O-WATEVAA!

ka mamah is turning 21. lurus ka tu? or 22? antam. I MISS YOU KA! COME HOME SOON YAH? its been awhile. oh, and goodluck for your exams. love love. to abang dean, idk what to say. keep on rocking? ahaha maintain your lee ryan-slash-mdwi andhika look. lol and i love you both, kujjies (;